Welcome to Episode 19 of The Birthing Room Podcast with your host Dr. Lorena Whitehead!
In this episode, we’re joined by Apostle Michelle Miller, a trailblazing voice in the Kingdom, as she unpacks the power, necessity, and prophetic demand for HOLINESS in today’s generation. This is more than a conversation—it’s a prophetic charge.
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00:00:01 --> 00:00:03 Welcome, welcome, welcome back to the
00:00:03 --> 00:00:05 birthing room, everyone. Welcome back.
00:00:06 --> 00:00:08 Uh, what episode? Episode 15. Hello
00:00:08 --> 00:00:10 everyone. My name is Lina, Dr. Lina
00:00:10 --> 00:00:14 Whitehead. I am your host of the
00:00:14 --> 00:00:16 birthing room. I'm so excited you guys
00:00:16 --> 00:00:18 are all back. I have an amazing guest. I
00:00:18 --> 00:00:19 know I always say that, but I only bring
00:00:19 --> 00:00:20 amazing people
00:00:20 --> 00:00:24 on. So, I cannot wait to talk to our
00:00:24 --> 00:00:27 amazing guest, Apostle Michelle. Let me
00:00:27 --> 00:00:28 tell you how I beg her to come on. Like
00:00:28 --> 00:00:30 I I hunted her down. I'm like in her
00:00:30 --> 00:00:31 inbox like listen you supposed to be on
00:00:32 --> 00:00:33 my show. She was like I didn't know I
00:00:33 --> 00:00:35 but I sent you an email. I have stalked
00:00:35 --> 00:00:37 her. So I'm set we this hour is going to
00:00:37 --> 00:00:39 be an hour of power. Y'all hearing me?
00:00:39 --> 00:00:40 We gonna pull out everything that we
00:00:40 --> 00:00:42 need. So get your pen, get your paper,
00:00:42 --> 00:00:45 get your glass of water, get you some
00:00:45 --> 00:00:47 oil because you might get deliver. I
00:00:47 --> 00:00:49 want y'all to go grab whatever you need
00:00:49 --> 00:00:52 because we about to go all the way
00:00:52 --> 00:00:54 tonight with this amazing amazing
00:00:54 --> 00:00:56 amazing guest. She is apostle and I
00:00:56 --> 00:00:57 said, "Should I call you Rabbi because
00:00:57 --> 00:00:59 she's an amazing teacher." So, I'm gonna
00:00:59 --> 00:01:00 put y'all in the water. We're gonna come
00:01:00 --> 00:01:02 back. First, let me get y'all out of uh
00:01:02 --> 00:01:04 my preliminaries out. So, thank you for
00:01:04 --> 00:01:07 tuning in to the Birthing Room podcast.
00:01:07 --> 00:01:09 Don't forget that you can also listen to
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00:01:18 --> 00:01:21 and never miss an episode. Okay, so I'm
00:01:21 --> 00:01:22 going to put y'all in the water. We're
00:01:22 --> 00:01:25 going to come back and get right into
00:01:25 --> 00:01:30 [Applause]
00:01:30 --> 00:01:33 it. Apostle, that's the birthing water.
00:01:33 --> 00:01:35 I like it. So, yeah, I put a little
00:01:35 --> 00:01:36 water there because when God when the
00:01:36 --> 00:01:37 Lord gave me the water, I said, "God, I
00:01:37 --> 00:01:39 I'm trying to make an intro like what
00:01:39 --> 00:01:41 should I do?" And I thought about the
00:01:41 --> 00:01:44 women that gave birth in water
00:01:44 --> 00:01:46 and you know, getting in the water
00:01:46 --> 00:01:47 supposed to be like the easiest way to
00:01:47 --> 00:01:48 have a baby. Now, I don't know about
00:01:48 --> 00:01:51 that. I don't gave birth once. Me, too.
00:01:51 --> 00:01:53 I
00:01:53 --> 00:01:55 And he popped out so fast and I said I
00:01:55 --> 00:01:56 ain't never doing that again because he
00:01:56 --> 00:01:58 was like 8 n ounces and you know me
00:01:58 --> 00:02:02 too. Yeah. Yeah. That's all I needed to
00:02:02 --> 00:02:05 know. Yeah. That ain't my strength.
00:02:05 --> 00:02:08 It wasn't my ministry. So I gave birth
00:02:08 --> 00:02:09 once and the Lord blessed me with some
00:02:10 --> 00:02:12 more children. So I have six now. So I
00:02:12 --> 00:02:14 thank thank the Lord. Um but I thought
00:02:14 --> 00:02:16 about the water. I had a niece that gave
00:02:16 --> 00:02:18 birth in the water. and such a beautiful
00:02:18 --> 00:02:20 birth because the water was able to help
00:02:20 --> 00:02:23 her with the pressure and help her, you
00:02:23 --> 00:02:25 know, with the ease. And so I saw the
00:02:25 --> 00:02:27 water. We are here to help you birth in
00:02:27 --> 00:02:29 this season and the water helps you with
00:02:29 --> 00:02:31 the pressure just to give you a little
00:02:31 --> 00:02:33 ease and a little comfort. So I have
00:02:33 --> 00:02:35 brought on this amazing guest and let me
00:02:35 --> 00:02:37 tell y'all all know I always give you
00:02:37 --> 00:02:40 some background. Um I only seen uh
00:02:40 --> 00:02:41 Apostle a couple of times but only on
00:02:41 --> 00:02:45 social media and I saw you preaching and
00:02:45 --> 00:02:47 it was so powerful. I'm not and I'm I
00:02:47 --> 00:02:49 ain't going to even front. I can't even
00:02:49 --> 00:02:50 tell you what you were preaching about
00:02:50 --> 00:02:53 cuz I was looking at your spirit and I
00:02:53 --> 00:02:54 this woman is just a soldier and she all
00:02:54 --> 00:02:56 tiny and cute y'all. So she always did
00:02:56 --> 00:02:57 she a fashionista. She always dress real
00:02:57 --> 00:02:59 real sharp. So I'm looking at that too
00:02:59 --> 00:03:02 because she got the sweater I want.
00:03:02 --> 00:03:04 But I probably can't even fit my sweats
00:03:04 --> 00:03:08 on today. We came to work. You can't
00:03:08 --> 00:03:10 listen and and I'm so fat now. I gained
00:03:10 --> 00:03:12 so much weight. I work from home. I
00:03:12 --> 00:03:13 probably can't even fit this sweater.
00:03:13 --> 00:03:15 but it' be my motivation to get back
00:03:15 --> 00:03:17 into it. So, I was just so I was so
00:03:18 --> 00:03:19 moved and I was like, "This is a good
00:03:19 --> 00:03:21 word." But it was so much fire and so
00:03:21 --> 00:03:24 much conviction and I saw the the
00:03:24 --> 00:03:27 authentic anointing of God. I just saw
00:03:27 --> 00:03:29 the power of the Lord. I saw the weight
00:03:29 --> 00:03:32 of God's glory just upon you. And I was
00:03:32 --> 00:03:33 so excited. And then I saw you were
00:03:34 --> 00:03:35 connected to Kai and I was like, "Oh,
00:03:35 --> 00:03:37 and I know she a real one." So, I'm
00:03:37 --> 00:03:38 like, "Oh, okay. Okay." I said, "Listen,
00:03:38 --> 00:03:41 we sisters now." And I y'all I was like,
00:03:42 --> 00:03:45 "Hi." like I had known her forever like
00:03:45 --> 00:03:47 hey you coming on my
00:03:47 --> 00:03:50 shift you guys.
00:03:50 --> 00:03:52 So I was excited that you took time out
00:03:52 --> 00:03:54 of your busy schedule. I know that you
00:03:54 --> 00:03:56 always travel. I see you preaching all
00:03:56 --> 00:03:58 the time. I know you teach and you have
00:03:58 --> 00:03:59 your own ministry but to take time out
00:03:59 --> 00:04:01 to come on the birthing room to
00:04:01 --> 00:04:03 encourage and inspire us. So without
00:04:03 --> 00:04:05 further ado, I'm gonna pass it over to
00:04:05 --> 00:04:06 you so you can introduce yourself and
00:04:06 --> 00:04:09 then we gonna see what God gonna do. So
00:04:09 --> 00:04:12 I'm Apostle Rabbi Michelle. Hallelujah.
00:04:12 --> 00:04:16 Um, and I'm happy to be here that I
00:04:16 --> 00:04:17 don't know where this conversation gonna
00:04:17 --> 00:04:19 go tonight because when we get together,
00:04:20 --> 00:04:22 it just seems already
00:04:23 --> 00:04:26 like So, but I'm glad I'm happy to be
00:04:26 --> 00:04:27 here. I love what it is that you're
00:04:27 --> 00:04:29 doing because it really shows that you
00:04:29 --> 00:04:32 care about his people. Yeah. And you
00:04:32 --> 00:04:34 want his people to know that there are
00:04:34 --> 00:04:36 more people who have been through what
00:04:36 --> 00:04:37 they've been through and who have come
00:04:37 --> 00:04:39 out. You know, we overcome by the power
00:04:39 --> 00:04:43 of our testimony. Nobody hears it. How
00:04:43 --> 00:04:45 do they know how to come out? Yes. Who
00:04:45 --> 00:04:48 can help you? You know, um and that we
00:04:48 --> 00:04:49 all have a background and we all have a
00:04:49 --> 00:04:52 story. Yes. But it doesn't have anything
00:04:52 --> 00:04:54 to do with us getting to where we're
00:04:54 --> 00:04:57 supposed to be. Yes. Yes. Us getting to
00:04:57 --> 00:04:58 where we're supposed to be. But you
00:04:58 --> 00:05:00 played that water. We got to go back to
00:05:00 --> 00:05:02 the water.
00:05:02 --> 00:05:03 That healing streams. Go back to that
00:05:03 --> 00:05:06 water. That was healing streams. Okay.
00:05:06 --> 00:05:07 So you know the scripture talks about in
00:05:07 --> 00:05:10 Psalms about you know that we by be like
00:05:10 --> 00:05:17 like trees. Oh by the streams. Yes.
00:05:17 --> 00:05:19 That thing is powerful. That thing is
00:05:20 --> 00:05:21 powerful. That thing is powerful.
00:05:21 --> 00:05:23 There's a reason why the father said for
00:05:23 --> 00:05:26 you to do that. Even the sound even the
00:05:26 --> 00:05:29 sound of it you know is comforting. It's
00:05:29 --> 00:05:31 soothing you know. So just come here and
00:05:31 --> 00:05:34 sit and let him wash over you. You know,
00:05:34 --> 00:05:36 so we we mistake what sounds really have
00:05:36 --> 00:05:39 the power to do. Yes. And so that's a
00:05:39 --> 00:05:42 flow too. That means that's constant
00:05:42 --> 00:05:44 movement. The strings is multiple in
00:05:44 --> 00:05:46 spelling. So that's multiple streams.
00:05:46 --> 00:05:48 You know,
00:05:48 --> 00:05:52 he that's good. You teaching us already.
00:05:52 --> 00:05:53 That's the man of the teacher, y'all.
00:05:53 --> 00:05:55 Teachers are always teaching. Amen.
00:05:55 --> 00:05:57 Amen. Amen. And you you're right.
00:05:57 --> 00:05:58 Because whenever I hear it, immediately
00:05:58 --> 00:06:00 it just does something to me that I'm
00:06:00 --> 00:06:02 ready. I'm like, "Okay, let's go." Yeah.
00:06:02 --> 00:06:04 the water does something to me and it
00:06:04 --> 00:06:05 was very prophetic when the Lord gave it
00:06:05 --> 00:06:07 to me because and that's my favorite
00:06:07 --> 00:06:11 scripture too
00:06:11 --> 00:06:13 like because that that's my prayer that
00:06:13 --> 00:06:15 my roots will run so deep that when
00:06:15 --> 00:06:18 storms and trials come that I will not
00:06:18 --> 00:06:20 be blown over that my roots will be so
00:06:20 --> 00:06:23 strong and so deep
00:06:23 --> 00:06:25 I'll be like a tree plant that's because
00:06:25 --> 00:06:26 your roots are going down into the water
00:06:26 --> 00:06:29 that's in the ground
00:06:29 --> 00:06:31 that's good the water is in the ground
00:06:31 --> 00:06:34 remember in Genesis is when the when the
00:06:34 --> 00:06:36 father created the garden the earth the
00:06:36 --> 00:06:38 earth the water came up from the ground
00:06:38 --> 00:06:42 came up so our roots go down into the
00:06:42 --> 00:06:44 sustenance of water of life that's
00:06:44 --> 00:06:47 already there that's good right there
00:06:47 --> 00:06:50 already there and we are surrounded by
00:06:50 --> 00:06:54 by water surrounded it's above us and
00:06:54 --> 00:06:57 beneath us we're in the middle of it
00:06:58 --> 00:07:00 we're in the middle of it and that
00:07:00 --> 00:07:02 amazes me too because you know it's like
00:07:02 --> 00:07:04 The water comes down, but there's water
00:07:04 --> 00:07:06 underneath. That proves to me the
00:07:06 --> 00:07:08 account that there's that firmament.
00:07:08 --> 00:07:11 We're in the middle of it. Yes. We're in
00:07:11 --> 00:07:12 the middle of it. So, we're getting
00:07:12 --> 00:07:15 watered from both ends if we let him.
00:07:15 --> 00:07:18 That's good.
00:07:18 --> 00:07:21 He's getting water from both ends.
00:07:21 --> 00:07:23 Something about the water. Yes. Your one
00:07:23 --> 00:07:26 be dry. You want to get water. You need
00:07:26 --> 00:07:29 lotion. You need to wash first. Then we
00:07:29 --> 00:07:32 need lotion, you know.
00:07:32 --> 00:07:33 And we can pretty it up once it's
00:07:33 --> 00:07:36 cleansed.
00:07:36 --> 00:07:37 Y'all all go to Esther and find out how
00:07:37 --> 00:07:39 she bathes. We all need to wash first.
00:07:39 --> 00:07:43 Indeed. The washing process.
00:07:43 --> 00:07:46 Washing process. There is a process.
00:07:46 --> 00:07:48 There's a process for the washing. A
00:07:48 --> 00:07:51 spiritual cleanse and a natural cleanse.
00:07:52 --> 00:07:53 Yes, there is a there is a process for
00:07:53 --> 00:07:56 the washing. Yes, Lord. And I had a
00:07:56 --> 00:07:59 mentor. She's from Jamaica and I was
00:07:59 --> 00:08:01 going to preach at a conference and she
00:08:01 --> 00:08:04 I came out and um we were going to uh
00:08:04 --> 00:08:06 deliverance conference and I was by
00:08:06 --> 00:08:08 myself first and foremost and I learned
00:08:08 --> 00:08:09 don't you ever go by yourself anywhere,
00:08:09 --> 00:08:11 right? I'm by myself and I just got
00:08:11 --> 00:08:13 married and I probably just happy just
00:08:14 --> 00:08:15 to be out the house but I knew I had
00:08:15 --> 00:08:18 this conference on my schedule and um I
00:08:18 --> 00:08:20 came out and she she took me immediately
00:08:20 --> 00:08:21 under her wing. She didn't let me go
00:08:21 --> 00:08:22 anywhere by myself and she says,
00:08:22 --> 00:08:25 "Daughter, she gave me a bottle of oil.
00:08:25 --> 00:08:28 Then you go back and wash. And I was
00:08:28 --> 00:08:29 like, I already done took a bath. I took
00:08:29 --> 00:08:31 a bath. I was offended. Like I took a
00:08:31 --> 00:08:33 bath. She was like, no. And you put I
00:08:33 --> 00:08:35 want you to oil and I want you to anoint
00:08:35 --> 00:08:36 yourself. She said, "We're going into
00:08:36 --> 00:08:39 battle." And so she began to she had,
00:08:40 --> 00:08:41 you know, and I said, "Okay." So I have
00:08:41 --> 00:08:43 my own oils. I said, "Okay, I got some
00:08:43 --> 00:08:45 oil. Got some oil." So I went back in.
00:08:45 --> 00:08:47 But when we came out, we had to work. It
00:08:47 --> 00:08:48 was just deliverance. But just even
00:08:48 --> 00:08:50 hearing you say that about the washing
00:08:50 --> 00:08:53 about the bath and preparing ourselves
00:08:53 --> 00:08:55 spiritually in naturally there is a
00:08:55 --> 00:08:57 washing that needs to take place for us
00:08:57 --> 00:09:00 to be cleansed and be prepared to do the
00:09:00 --> 00:09:02 work that God has called us to do. Amen.
00:09:02 --> 00:09:05 Yeah. Even even when we read about you
00:09:05 --> 00:09:07 know the cleansing and the washing you
00:09:07 --> 00:09:10 know we prepare like if you really make
00:09:10 --> 00:09:12 it look about even naturally naturally
00:09:12 --> 00:09:14 when you take a shower when you you know
00:09:14 --> 00:09:17 when you're washing you really should do
00:09:17 --> 00:09:18 that when you prepare to go into the
00:09:18 --> 00:09:22 presence yes you know what I'm saying
00:09:22 --> 00:09:24 you're going into
00:09:24 --> 00:09:27 you know queen Esther went through all
00:09:27 --> 00:09:29 that to put her in the posture and in
00:09:29 --> 00:09:32 the position to be the deliverer so
00:09:32 --> 00:09:34 she's to go into the presence to deliver
00:09:34 --> 00:09:36 her people. Yes. She had to look a
00:09:36 --> 00:09:38 certain way. She had to present herself.
00:09:38 --> 00:09:40 When he tells us to present our bodies
00:09:40 --> 00:09:42 as living sacrifice, we have to present
00:09:42 --> 00:09:44 ourselves a first. We can't just show up
00:09:44 --> 00:09:46 in front of the most high in front of
00:09:46 --> 00:09:51 the eternal way. Unprepared. Unprepared.
00:09:51 --> 00:09:55 Prepared to be used. Amen. Amen. Amen.
00:09:55 --> 00:09:57 And that's good. And I hope everybody
00:09:57 --> 00:09:59 who's watching this who knows me. So
00:09:59 --> 00:10:01 when y'all start talking about me again
00:10:01 --> 00:10:02 because I I get dressed to go into the
00:10:02 --> 00:10:05 presence of the Lord apostle. I do. I
00:10:05 --> 00:10:08 do. I get dressed. I I have my own I got
00:10:08 --> 00:10:09 my
00:10:09 --> 00:10:11 own and don't let me have to go to war
00:10:11 --> 00:10:13 because I even got my sackcloth here. So
00:10:13 --> 00:10:15 I'm prepared, you know. I got my my head
00:10:15 --> 00:10:17 cover. I got my I'm prepared. And my
00:10:17 --> 00:10:18 sisters talk about me. I hope y'all
00:10:18 --> 00:10:21 watching this now. The boss told y'all
00:10:21 --> 00:10:23 that now because y'all been Yeah. It's
00:10:23 --> 00:10:24 like, you know, oh, she about to go
00:10:24 --> 00:10:27 pray. Yeah. I got certain fabrics I put
00:10:27 --> 00:10:28 on. I said, "We get dressed to go
00:10:28 --> 00:10:29 everywhere else with the presence of the
00:10:29 --> 00:10:31 Lord." Exactly. I want to come into the
00:10:31 --> 00:10:33 presence of the Lord any kind of way. I
00:10:33 --> 00:10:34 got to get prepared. Now, I'm not
00:10:34 --> 00:10:35 knocking y'all. Y'all just got to go.
00:10:36 --> 00:10:38 You take it. Go however you need to go.
00:10:38 --> 00:10:39 I'm just telling y'all what I do for my
00:10:39 --> 00:10:42 preparation. Okay. So, yeah. But you
00:10:42 --> 00:10:44 don't go to meet the King of France or
00:10:44 --> 00:10:46 the or the Queen of Britain. There's a
00:10:46 --> 00:10:49 protocol. There's a process that you got
00:10:49 --> 00:10:51 to be vetted. There are things you have
00:10:51 --> 00:10:52 to go to before you can stand in the
00:10:52 --> 00:10:55 presence of royalty. That's Oh, you
00:10:55 --> 00:10:57 talking real good. Thank you. You don't
00:10:57 --> 00:11:00 just come however you feel like it. You
00:11:00 --> 00:11:02 know what I'm saying? There is a process
00:11:02 --> 00:11:06 and we must meet it. Amen. Cuz the
00:11:06 --> 00:11:08 spirit will answer you.
00:11:08 --> 00:11:11 Yes. When you don't take the proper time
00:11:11 --> 00:11:13 to prepare to enter into his gates, to
00:11:14 --> 00:11:15 enter into because everything that we do
00:11:16 --> 00:11:17 in the spirit is about gates. You know
00:11:17 --> 00:11:19 what I'm saying? We're not prepared to
00:11:19 --> 00:11:23 enter in to those spaces. You know, it's
00:11:23 --> 00:11:25 a it's like a natural understanding to a
00:11:25 --> 00:11:27 spiritual thing. It's a spiritual
00:11:27 --> 00:11:28 protocol,
00:11:28 --> 00:11:30 not just natural. You know what I'm
00:11:30 --> 00:11:32 saying? So, you're not you're not just
00:11:32 --> 00:11:34 rolling up on the the Queen of England
00:11:34 --> 00:11:39 and saying, "Hey, sis. You
00:11:39 --> 00:11:44 Yes. You won't even take three blocks to
00:11:44 --> 00:11:46 the You have to be vetted. You have to
00:11:46 --> 00:11:48 be, you know, you have to be examined.
00:11:48 --> 00:11:52 You know what I'm saying? You have to be
00:11:52 --> 00:11:53 You know, and we should want the father
00:11:54 --> 00:11:56 to search us like that. Search me, oh
00:11:56 --> 00:11:59 God. Try me. Know my thoughts. I don't
00:11:59 --> 00:12:01 want to come into your presence in
00:12:01 --> 00:12:02 offense.
00:12:02 --> 00:12:04 That's good. I don't want to offend you,
00:12:04 --> 00:12:06 especially if I'm coming to be your
00:12:06 --> 00:12:09 intercessor. You want
00:12:09 --> 00:12:12 to dance in the gap. I'm coming to walk
00:12:12 --> 00:12:17 with
00:12:17 --> 00:12:21 you. Amen. Amen.
00:12:21 --> 00:12:24 So, we have to be prepared.
00:12:24 --> 00:12:25 You
00:12:25 --> 00:12:28 froze. I think you're coming back. There
00:12:28 --> 00:12:29 you are. You're back. I lost you for a
00:12:29 --> 00:12:31 minute, too. But it's okay. It's okay.
00:12:31 --> 00:12:32 It's all right. We're gonna keep
00:12:32 --> 00:12:34 rolling. We're gonna come against any
00:12:34 --> 00:12:37 any spirits of interference.
00:12:37 --> 00:12:40 Yes. Right now, any technical
00:12:40 --> 00:12:42 interference, any computer interference,
00:12:42 --> 00:12:44 we speak to the highway and the byways.
00:12:44 --> 00:12:47 The atmosphere,
00:12:47 --> 00:12:50 the atmosphere is clean.
00:12:50 --> 00:12:53 and cleansed. Not just for me being
00:12:53 --> 00:12:56 here, but from anytime you go forth.
00:12:56 --> 00:13:00 Yes. Yes. Yes. With anyone. Thank you.
00:13:00 --> 00:13:01 That you don't have the technical
00:13:01 --> 00:13:03 adversity.
00:13:03 --> 00:13:05 Yes, Father. We ain't having
00:13:05 --> 00:13:09 that social. Amen. I'm right at home.
00:13:09 --> 00:13:11 I'm right at home, y'all. I'm in my
00:13:11 --> 00:13:14 moment. Yes. Yes. Yes. I want to talk
00:13:14 --> 00:13:16 about just for the cheap seats in the
00:13:16 --> 00:13:17 back and for those that may not know
00:13:17 --> 00:13:20 because they heard me call you a rabbi
00:13:20 --> 00:13:22 just to explain what that means for
00:13:22 --> 00:13:24 those that may say what does that mean?
00:13:24 --> 00:13:26 I've never heard that before and I and
00:13:26 --> 00:13:29 and we some people haven't. Yeah. So I
00:13:29 --> 00:13:32 try not to uh think that everyone knows
00:13:32 --> 00:13:34 everything. So can we explain what that
00:13:34 --> 00:13:36 means? I
00:13:36 --> 00:13:40 can. So on on a base interpretation or
00:13:40 --> 00:13:43 or a immediate just definition by
00:13:43 --> 00:13:45 definition most people who think that
00:13:45 --> 00:13:47 when they hear the word rabbi because
00:13:47 --> 00:13:49 rabbi again is a Hebrew word um and that
00:13:49 --> 00:13:53 it means teacher but a rabbi there is
00:13:53 --> 00:13:58 really a deeper office than that a rabbi
00:13:58 --> 00:14:00 I'm sorry can you hear me okay yeah I
00:14:00 --> 00:14:01 can hear you because I didn't know that
00:14:01 --> 00:14:02 so could you teach me I thought it meant
00:14:02 --> 00:14:06 teacher yeah the rabbi is is a place the
00:14:06 --> 00:14:08 person that you come to you submit to
00:14:08 --> 00:14:11 for teachings, but those teachings are
00:14:11 --> 00:14:14 to help you apply those those things to
00:14:14 --> 00:14:17 your life to teach you how to live. So
00:14:17 --> 00:14:20 in the Jewish community, like if you
00:14:20 --> 00:14:23 were to go to Jerusalem or Israel,
00:14:23 --> 00:14:26 right, they have what you call rabbis
00:14:26 --> 00:14:29 who are over yeshivas. Yeshivas are
00:14:29 --> 00:14:31 teaching houses. They're like
00:14:31 --> 00:14:33 universities, if you will, okay? and you
00:14:33 --> 00:14:37 submit to a rabbi in a yeshiva and
00:14:37 --> 00:14:39 that's where you submit to it's like how
00:14:39 --> 00:14:42 we go to church and we submit under a
00:14:42 --> 00:14:45 pastor in that culture they come to a
00:14:45 --> 00:14:48 rabbi in a yeshiva and that and there's
00:14:48 --> 00:14:51 many yeshivas um and people come and
00:14:51 --> 00:14:52 they sit there and that's the person
00:14:52 --> 00:14:54 that teaches them the word of life but
00:14:54 --> 00:14:58 also how to apply it okay also how to
00:14:58 --> 00:15:03 apply it um and so I've been a rabbi oh
00:15:03 --> 00:15:04 I've been a rabbi longer than I've been
00:15:04 --> 00:15:08 an apostle. That's my heart, you know.
00:15:08 --> 00:15:12 Um, really the word for uh teacher is
00:15:12 --> 00:15:17 morra. Mora. So, are there a lot of
00:15:17 --> 00:15:19 women rabbis?
00:15:19 --> 00:15:22 I know probably
00:15:22 --> 00:15:26 about eight or nine. Okay. I know
00:15:26 --> 00:15:28 probably about eight or nine. There are
00:15:28 --> 00:15:31 many more, but that's how many I know
00:15:31 --> 00:15:33 because it's just not a word that we're
00:15:33 --> 00:15:36 used to hearing in our culture.
00:15:36 --> 00:15:39 We see hear it in other cultures, but
00:15:39 --> 00:15:40 it's not a word that we hear in our
00:15:40 --> 00:15:43 culture. Yeah. So, you definitely taught
00:15:43 --> 00:15:44 me something today because I just I
00:15:44 --> 00:15:46 think when I heard the word rabbi, I
00:15:46 --> 00:15:47 always thought teacher, but that is a
00:15:47 --> 00:15:50 deeper meaning than just teacher. So,
00:15:50 --> 00:15:52 that is blessed. Amen. So, and it's
00:15:53 --> 00:15:56 responsibility like it's responsibility.
00:15:56 --> 00:15:58 It's not, you know, even for people who,
00:15:58 --> 00:16:00 like the scripture says, if you desire,
00:16:00 --> 00:16:02 you know, to be a teacher, you know,
00:16:02 --> 00:16:04 that there's a whether you call yourself
00:16:04 --> 00:16:06 a rabbi or not, because you you have the
00:16:06 --> 00:16:08 anointing to teach that's been given to
00:16:08 --> 00:16:10 you. That's a big responsibility and the
00:16:10 --> 00:16:13 word tells us that, you know, there's a
00:16:13 --> 00:16:16 higher measure of accountability when
00:16:16 --> 00:16:19 you teach. Yes. You know, because people
00:16:19 --> 00:16:21 are taking. So that means your life is
00:16:21 --> 00:16:24 set on studying. on study. You are a
00:16:24 --> 00:16:27 constant student of the word. Yes. That
00:16:27 --> 00:16:29 is so hard to in my home and I think we
00:16:29 --> 00:16:30 were just talking about that you know
00:16:30 --> 00:16:32 I'm really married and my husband's like
00:16:32 --> 00:16:34 do you know anyone else that has to be
00:16:34 --> 00:16:37 locked in a room all day? I said I no I
00:16:37 --> 00:16:39 don't. I said but that doesn't mean that
00:16:39 --> 00:16:40 there people aren't. Everyone has not
00:16:40 --> 00:16:43 bailed the bail. Somebody is studying
00:16:43 --> 00:16:45 like somebody's reading. I said so that
00:16:45 --> 00:16:49 way when I go somewhere you know I don't
00:16:49 --> 00:16:51 have to worry about being ready. I'm
00:16:51 --> 00:16:55 always ready. I got to eat the scrolls
00:16:55 --> 00:16:58 so that when the Lord the whole scroll
00:16:58 --> 00:17:01 the whole scroll the whole the whole
00:17:01 --> 00:17:03 scroll the whole scroll so that way I
00:17:03 --> 00:17:04 can something can come out the Lord has
00:17:04 --> 00:17:08 something to pull out. So um and I I had
00:17:08 --> 00:17:10 another question. Um but you need that
00:17:10 --> 00:17:13 to nurture your prophetic. Yes. Yes. And
00:17:13 --> 00:17:15 my prayer life I can't pray without it.
00:17:15 --> 00:17:17 You need to pray without the word. You
00:17:17 --> 00:17:21 need to to you need that to feed your
00:17:21 --> 00:17:24 spirit. Yes. So that when you're in an
00:17:24 --> 00:17:26 environment and there's an active
00:17:26 --> 00:17:29 movement, if you will, your spirit will
00:17:29 --> 00:17:32 connect with him. Yes. He'll begin to
00:17:32 --> 00:17:35 download into you what something is,
00:17:35 --> 00:17:38 what it is you need to say to who. You
00:17:38 --> 00:17:41 know, our direction or our navigation
00:17:42 --> 00:17:45 in the spirit is led by the spirit. Yes.
00:17:45 --> 00:17:49 So if I'm not nurturing my spirit in his
00:17:49 --> 00:17:52 spirit which is studying prayer you know
00:17:52 --> 00:17:55 what I'm saying worship you know
00:17:55 --> 00:17:57 meditation on him whatever whatever
00:17:57 --> 00:18:00 people's thing is then how can you be
00:18:00 --> 00:18:04 actively used in the realms yes that's
00:18:04 --> 00:18:06 good you got to be
00:18:07 --> 00:18:10 equipped you got to be equipped to move
00:18:10 --> 00:18:12 in the realm so what I do in my private
00:18:12 --> 00:18:15 time is to equip me for when I'm out in
00:18:15 --> 00:18:18 use. Yes. Yes. Yes. And I'm And I'm I'm
00:18:18 --> 00:18:20 going go here as you see I'm a teacher
00:18:20 --> 00:18:23 too and I like to always because I I
00:18:23 --> 00:18:25 don't want anybody to miss it. So when
00:18:25 --> 00:18:28 you say rims explain what that means. So
00:18:28 --> 00:18:31 there are different streams as we talked
00:18:31 --> 00:18:34 about there are different highways and
00:18:34 --> 00:18:39 movements and gates doors. Yes. in the
00:18:39 --> 00:18:40 spirit
00:18:40 --> 00:18:43 realm and we are supposed to
00:18:43 --> 00:18:47 occupy sit at their places of
00:18:47 --> 00:18:50 authority. There was in the old covenant
00:18:50 --> 00:18:52 you know when you hear about people the
00:18:52 --> 00:18:54 elders and so forth that they sat at the
00:18:54 --> 00:18:57 gates of the city. Yes. Okay. Because
00:18:57 --> 00:18:59 that's where commerce took place. That's
00:18:59 --> 00:19:01 where decisions were made. It was almost
00:19:01 --> 00:19:04 like the gates also represent courts
00:19:04 --> 00:19:07 where legislation and things happen. So
00:19:07 --> 00:19:08 think about it. when we're in
00:19:08 --> 00:19:11 intercession and we're going from gate
00:19:11 --> 00:19:13 to gate, right? Whatever he assigns us,
00:19:13 --> 00:19:15 because I we shouldn't always be at the
00:19:15 --> 00:19:18 same gate. Yeah. We should be moving. We
00:19:18 --> 00:19:20 should be fluid in the spirit. We
00:19:20 --> 00:19:22 shouldn't always be moving at the same
00:19:22 --> 00:19:24 gate. Now, there are some gates that we
00:19:24 --> 00:19:26 have that we occupy. I believe there are
00:19:26 --> 00:19:28 gates that come with mantels or callings
00:19:28 --> 00:19:30 or offices, whatever you want to call
00:19:30 --> 00:19:32 it. So, you you operate in the prophetic
00:19:32 --> 00:19:34 and intercession. Those will be gates
00:19:34 --> 00:19:36 you always made. Yes. Yeah, I ain't mess
00:19:36 --> 00:19:37 with you about the rest because I
00:19:37 --> 00:19:40 promise you I would. But you have to
00:19:40 --> 00:19:42 because I you have to because I I do
00:19:42 --> 00:19:43 need some confirmation, but you do have
00:19:43 --> 00:19:45 to. We going to talk about that. We can
00:19:45 --> 00:19:46 talk about it now, but we'll talk about
00:19:46 --> 00:19:48 it. But there are gates that you begin
00:19:48 --> 00:19:51 to occupy long before anybody ever
00:19:52 --> 00:19:55 affirms you anything. Yes, we do. You
00:19:55 --> 00:19:57 say that again. Say that again. There
00:19:57 --> 00:19:59 are gates. There are movements. There is
00:19:59 --> 00:20:02 oil. There are things that begin to
00:20:02 --> 00:20:05 become in you when the father is going
00:20:05 --> 00:20:07 to move you into a place. He doesn't
00:20:08 --> 00:20:13 throw us out there without some type of
00:20:13 --> 00:20:15 experience something. Why would he set
00:20:15 --> 00:20:17 us up like that? Why? We begin to move
00:20:17 --> 00:20:20 in things before we ever hear somebody
00:20:20 --> 00:20:23 say, "Oh, you're this. Oh, you're that."
00:20:23 --> 00:20:25 I told you earlier when we were talking,
00:20:25 --> 00:20:28 I was elevated in the apostolic two
00:20:28 --> 00:20:30 years in the spirit before I ever was
00:20:30 --> 00:20:33 affirmed before I ever said a word to
00:20:33 --> 00:20:36 anyone. Yes. You know what I'm saying?
00:20:36 --> 00:20:41 And and when it's a spiritual thing that
00:20:41 --> 00:20:44 it's not because somebody made me. No
00:20:44 --> 00:20:48 man can make me. Man can confirm. men
00:20:48 --> 00:20:50 can be in the process of the ordination
00:20:50 --> 00:20:52 and the program and all of that, but it
00:20:52 --> 00:20:56 is the father who says so. Yes. So
00:20:56 --> 00:20:59 that's why we can't really tell him no.
00:20:59 --> 00:21:02 It's not humility to say no, I'm not
00:21:02 --> 00:21:05 that couldn't be me. You know what I'm
00:21:05 --> 00:21:07 saying? So we would rather and and then
00:21:07 --> 00:21:10 here's the other side. When he does tell
00:21:10 --> 00:21:12 us something, we'll deny that call too
00:21:12 --> 00:21:15 because some man does not say so.
00:21:15 --> 00:21:18 Doesn't say so. So, we'll
00:21:18 --> 00:21:22 deny what the the word of the father, he
00:21:22 --> 00:21:24 has to speak that to you. He has to
00:21:24 --> 00:21:26 speak that into your spirit. Because I
00:21:26 --> 00:21:27 don't know about nobody else, but I
00:21:27 --> 00:21:29 don't want to be out here. I already got
00:21:29 --> 00:21:31 too many titles. If I want to be
00:21:31 --> 00:21:34 operating in the thing I'm called to,
00:21:34 --> 00:21:37 I'm called to do. That's what,
00:21:37 --> 00:21:38 you
00:21:39 --> 00:21:41 know, I remember when the Lord first
00:21:41 --> 00:21:45 told me who I always knew that I was
00:21:45 --> 00:21:47 prophetic. I didn't know what that
00:21:47 --> 00:21:48 meant. I didn't know what the office of
00:21:48 --> 00:21:52 a prophet meant or the the the I didn't
00:21:52 --> 00:21:54 know any of that. Right. I knew none of
00:21:54 --> 00:21:55 those sayings because back then
00:21:55 --> 00:21:56 everybody wanted to be an evangelist.
00:21:56 --> 00:21:58 Nobody wanted to be a prophet. Yeah.
00:21:58 --> 00:21:59 Because the evangelist was was was
00:22:00 --> 00:22:01 popular, right? Everybody was an
00:22:01 --> 00:22:03 evangelist. And the prophets was weird.
00:22:03 --> 00:22:06 Prophets was weird. So no one So they
00:22:06 --> 00:22:07 didn't know what to call it. I remember
00:22:07 --> 00:22:09 when I first said to Lord, yes. I gave
00:22:09 --> 00:22:11 my yes and I gave my yes under distress
00:22:12 --> 00:22:14 because I was, you know, in trouble. So
00:22:14 --> 00:22:15 I said, "Lord, if you save me this time,
00:22:15 --> 00:22:17 I promise I won't." But I messed around
00:22:17 --> 00:22:19 and got free because I started praying.
00:22:19 --> 00:22:22 Yeah. And I found the secret place. And
00:22:22 --> 00:22:24 I said, "Well, I don't need to do
00:22:24 --> 00:22:26 nothing else. I I was doing to try to
00:22:26 --> 00:22:28 feel whole because I can be whole in the
00:22:28 --> 00:22:30 secret place." So I wanted to dwell
00:22:30 --> 00:22:33 there and I stayed there and I got whole
00:22:33 --> 00:22:35 and the Lord healed me and clean me. And
00:22:35 --> 00:22:37 I remember telling my pastor at the time
00:22:37 --> 00:22:39 what the Lord had spoke to me and who I
00:22:39 --> 00:22:44 was. Mhm. And they were like, "Oh, no.
00:22:44 --> 00:22:46 That can't be who you are because that
00:22:46 --> 00:22:49 that wasn't what they saw for me. No.
00:22:49 --> 00:22:50 No. Because that would have been too
00:22:50 --> 00:22:52 great. I was that was that was that
00:22:52 --> 00:22:54 wasn't what I saw for you." And I So I
00:22:54 --> 00:22:55 was like, "Okay, then that must not be
00:22:55 --> 00:22:57 because that's the people you trust,
00:22:57 --> 00:22:58 right? To nurture you and to give you."
00:22:58 --> 00:23:00 So I I was so embarrassed. I never said
00:23:00 --> 00:23:02 it again. But then the Lord said,
00:23:02 --> 00:23:03 "Listen, if you want more of me, leave
00:23:03 --> 00:23:04 everything you have and come with me." I
00:23:04 --> 00:23:06 left everything I had. And I moved to
00:23:06 --> 00:23:08 Florida. And when I moved
00:23:08 --> 00:23:10 away, I remember the Lord said, "When
00:23:10 --> 00:23:11 you when you hit the ground, the
00:23:11 --> 00:23:14 intercessors will find you." And I had
00:23:14 --> 00:23:16 20 I had about $50 in my pocket. By the
00:23:16 --> 00:23:17 time I got to my destination, I had
00:23:17 --> 00:23:19 about 20 because I had to buy a little
00:23:19 --> 00:23:20 food, vegetarian, so I had to buy my own
00:23:20 --> 00:23:22 little food. And I had nothing. And I
00:23:22 --> 00:23:23 begin to pray all night long. And the
00:23:24 --> 00:23:25 Lord begin to bless me. And the next
00:23:25 --> 00:23:27 day, she found a church. We went to this
00:23:27 --> 00:23:29 church. And the lady that came up said,
00:23:29 --> 00:23:32 "Hi." She said, "I I I know you." And
00:23:32 --> 00:23:34 the pastor said, "I've seen you before."
00:23:34 --> 00:23:36 I said, "You seen I've seen you before.
00:23:36 --> 00:23:39 And they said their internet was down
00:23:39 --> 00:23:41 and their their website wasn't working.
00:23:41 --> 00:23:44 And I built websites at the time. Wow.
00:23:44 --> 00:23:47 So, I needed to sew a seed in the soil.
00:23:47 --> 00:23:49 And I didn't have any money. So, I said,
00:23:49 --> 00:23:52 "Pastor, I can fix your website. I just
00:23:52 --> 00:23:55 need to put a seed in the soil. So, let
00:23:55 --> 00:23:58 me show my talent." She said, "The Lord
00:23:58 --> 00:23:59 told me you were coming. I've seen you
00:23:59 --> 00:24:01 before." So, the woman came to me and
00:24:01 --> 00:24:03 she says, and she was a military woman.
00:24:03 --> 00:24:05 says um you know gave me her name. She
00:24:05 --> 00:24:09 said I'm the intercessor of the house.
00:24:09 --> 00:24:11 Yeah. And she found me and she began to
00:24:11 --> 00:24:13 pick me up every day where I was staying
00:24:13 --> 00:24:15 at at 4 in the morning and bring me to
00:24:16 --> 00:24:18 the church and I begin to teach on
00:24:18 --> 00:24:20 prayer. So when they heard me pray they
00:24:20 --> 00:24:22 were like what manner of glory is that?
00:24:22 --> 00:24:25 Like what is that?
00:24:25 --> 00:24:26 And I wasn't ordained. What manner of
00:24:26 --> 00:24:29 glory? I wasn't ordained. I wasn't, you
00:24:29 --> 00:24:31 know, I was just I was just hungry for
00:24:31 --> 00:24:32 the Lord and the Lord was sending me on
00:24:32 --> 00:24:33 this journey. So, they thought I was
00:24:33 --> 00:24:35 some young girl running from something.
00:24:35 --> 00:24:37 So, here I am in this place and in the
00:24:37 --> 00:24:39 space and place and before I know it, I
00:24:39 --> 00:24:41 prayed there. I'm just praying because
00:24:41 --> 00:24:43 this is what God, you know, and I got a
00:24:43 --> 00:24:45 phone call to go pray here and they
00:24:45 --> 00:24:46 said, "Well, somebody needs somebody
00:24:46 --> 00:24:47 open up and prayer over here. Would you
00:24:47 --> 00:24:49 mind going?" Now, keep in mind, I ain't
00:24:49 --> 00:24:52 been confirmed or ordained by by anyone,
00:24:52 --> 00:24:54 but the Lord had already anointed and
00:24:54 --> 00:24:55 appointed me and said, "Go do what I
00:24:55 --> 00:24:58 told you to do." So, I get what you're
00:24:58 --> 00:25:01 saying. I was already doing the work
00:25:01 --> 00:25:04 before the Lord said, "Now, I'mma have
00:25:04 --> 00:25:07 somebody else come and be a part, right,
00:25:07 --> 00:25:09 of this confirmation that I already
00:25:09 --> 00:25:11 given you." You were building your the
00:25:11 --> 00:25:13 foundation for what he had for you to
00:25:13 --> 00:25:15 do. Yes. So, you already doing the work.
00:25:15 --> 00:25:16 You're not going to get up and start
00:25:16 --> 00:25:17 preaching no tomorrow if you ain't
00:25:17 --> 00:25:18 already been given the word. You ain't
00:25:18 --> 00:25:20 gonna be preaching if you ain't in the
00:25:20 --> 00:25:22 word. Yeah. If you're not
00:25:22 --> 00:25:25 in If you're not in the word. That's
00:25:25 --> 00:25:26 good right there.
00:25:26 --> 00:25:28 I did see a picture of you with a
00:25:28 --> 00:25:30 chauffear and I've always wanted to know
00:25:30 --> 00:25:32 how to blow one. Do you blow the
00:25:32 --> 00:25:35 chauffear? Child know you don't. You had
00:25:35 --> 00:25:38 a big one too. I love the chauffear
00:25:38 --> 00:25:39 because I
00:25:39 --> 00:25:42 believe that is the voice of Elohim.
00:25:42 --> 00:25:43 That's what it represents. That's the
00:25:43 --> 00:25:45 voice of God. Um we do have um
00:25:45 --> 00:25:47 designated chauffear blowers in our
00:25:47 --> 00:25:50 house. I believe that you if you if you
00:25:50 --> 00:25:51 want to blow the chauffear, you really
00:25:52 --> 00:25:54 have to ask the father. Okay. And I
00:25:54 --> 00:25:57 wasn't my my next question.
00:25:57 --> 00:25:59 No chair.
00:25:59 --> 00:26:01 That's a whole different level of
00:26:01 --> 00:26:03 breathing. It's a whole different level
00:26:03 --> 00:26:05 of air. You got to position your lips
00:26:05 --> 00:26:08 just so now one of uh the prophets in
00:26:08 --> 00:26:11 our house uh bought me a small chauffear
00:26:11 --> 00:26:13 to practice with because she had a
00:26:13 --> 00:26:17 vision of me with a chauffear. Um and I
00:26:17 --> 00:26:19 and I trust the prophets in our house. I
00:26:19 --> 00:26:21 trust their oil. Their oil is from the
00:26:21 --> 00:26:22 father. It's not because I'm their
00:26:22 --> 00:26:25 spiritual mother and I'm prophetic. It's
00:26:25 --> 00:26:26 because the father made them prophets
00:26:26 --> 00:26:30 and they sit in our assembly. So they to
00:26:30 --> 00:26:33 me are the prophets that are to help me.
00:26:33 --> 00:26:37 Yes. So I need to hear from them. Right.
00:26:37 --> 00:26:40 Um same prophet also had a a vision of
00:26:40 --> 00:26:42 me flagging because this particular
00:26:42 --> 00:26:44 prophet is one of our is a flagger.
00:26:44 --> 00:26:46 She's beautiful. She ministers
00:26:46 --> 00:26:48 beautifully. Oh, I love the flagger. And
00:26:48 --> 00:26:51 I saw myself in a vision one day with
00:26:51 --> 00:26:53 these different flags and they were
00:26:53 --> 00:26:55 orange and white and it was it was like
00:26:55 --> 00:26:59 the fire fire when I was flagging and I
00:26:59 --> 00:27:00 was like, "Oh, well, I'm not you know
00:27:00 --> 00:27:01 that ain't my ministry." You know what
00:27:01 --> 00:27:03 I'm saying? Like I'd love to watch it,
00:27:03 --> 00:27:06 but I never saw myself doing it. But
00:27:06 --> 00:27:08 when I started getting a little bit of
00:27:08 --> 00:27:10 understanding about the flags and what
00:27:10 --> 00:27:13 they do and what they can command and
00:27:13 --> 00:27:14 things like that, I was like, "Okay,
00:27:14 --> 00:27:16 well, I'm just going to be quiet. Lord,
00:27:16 --> 00:27:17 if I'm supposed to have a flag, you'll
00:27:17 --> 00:27:21 bring me to flag. She blessed me with
00:27:21 --> 00:27:24 the most beautiful flags and I take them
00:27:24 --> 00:27:25 out sometimes and I use them like if I'm
00:27:25 --> 00:27:27 singing praise and worship or I'm
00:27:27 --> 00:27:29 ministering or so forth, but I'm just
00:27:29 --> 00:27:32 like this this for me to to do. I only
00:27:32 --> 00:27:34 use it if I feel like he's pulling me
00:27:34 --> 00:27:35 to. So that's why I'm saying, you know,
00:27:35 --> 00:27:38 for the chauffear, you really have to be
00:27:38 --> 00:27:40 anointed
00:27:40 --> 00:27:43 to to be his voice. So to me that
00:27:43 --> 00:27:46 chauffear also represents the prophetic.
00:27:46 --> 00:27:49 We sound the alarm. We say what we see.
00:27:49 --> 00:27:52 We have to make the clarion call. We
00:27:52 --> 00:27:53 have to sound the alarm so that the
00:27:53 --> 00:27:55 people become aware. They'll hear that
00:27:55 --> 00:27:58 noise. It's a noise. It's a sound and
00:27:58 --> 00:28:01 they hear it and they'll pay attention
00:28:01 --> 00:28:04 to what is coming out of the voice of
00:28:04 --> 00:28:07 the father. Yes. Yes. That's why you've
00:28:07 --> 00:28:09 probably you've seen me with it. And and
00:28:09 --> 00:28:11 when we, you know, affirm or ordain
00:28:11 --> 00:28:13 people, we use our chauffar. My husband
00:28:13 --> 00:28:15 and I have staffs as well. So we use our
00:28:15 --> 00:28:17 staffs, we use our our chauffar. You
00:28:17 --> 00:28:19 know, it's to to us, it's a spiritual
00:28:19 --> 00:28:22 thing. People can come from far and near
00:28:22 --> 00:28:23 to watch. You can get your certificate
00:28:23 --> 00:28:25 and your paper. But that laying on of
00:28:25 --> 00:28:27 hands and that impartation and that
00:28:27 --> 00:28:31 blessing is necessary. Necessary. It is
00:28:31 --> 00:28:35 necessary. So if you if you want to blow
00:28:35 --> 00:28:37 it. So listen, I I practiced one time
00:28:37 --> 00:28:39 and I was like, I can't do this. My oxy
00:28:39 --> 00:28:42 I'm 56. My oxygen levels is not what
00:28:42 --> 00:28:44 they used to be. But
00:28:44 --> 00:28:48 when he pulls me, I'll practice, you
00:28:48 --> 00:28:50 know, because I don't want to step into
00:28:50 --> 00:28:52 any vein, you know, that's a whole gate,
00:28:52 --> 00:28:55 too. Yes. Yes. You know, that he has not
00:28:56 --> 00:28:57 really called me to. I don't want to
00:28:57 --> 00:28:59 just say I'm doing something just to do
00:28:59 --> 00:29:02 it. us to do it. You know, but you know,
00:29:02 --> 00:29:05 I wanted to say something to you. Yes.
00:29:05 --> 00:29:07 We were talking
00:29:07 --> 00:29:09 and I heard
00:29:09 --> 00:29:12 something and the father said to me,
00:29:12 --> 00:29:15 "But where are the mothers of the
00:29:15 --> 00:29:16 spirit?
00:29:16 --> 00:29:18 Where are the mothers in the spirit?"
00:29:18 --> 00:29:20 And I was like, "Well, father, what do
00:29:20 --> 00:29:21 you mean?" And whenever he says
00:29:21 --> 00:29:23 something, he's always trying to tell me
00:29:23 --> 00:29:27 about myself. Okay? like it's it's
00:29:27 --> 00:29:29 either about me or who I'm talking to.
00:29:29 --> 00:29:32 Okay. At the time. So he said, "Well,
00:29:32 --> 00:29:33 where are the mothers in the spirit?"
00:29:33 --> 00:29:35 Like, but the way he said it, it was
00:29:35 --> 00:29:37 just like it was indignant. It was like,
00:29:37 --> 00:29:39 "Where are the mothers at?" So, you
00:29:39 --> 00:29:41 know, we we have talked about some we
00:29:41 --> 00:29:43 talked about some deep stuff today. And
00:29:43 --> 00:29:46 when we were talking about where are the
00:29:46 --> 00:29:47 people that come and build, where are
00:29:47 --> 00:29:49 the people that come and build the
00:29:49 --> 00:29:51 people? Where are the people that come
00:29:51 --> 00:29:55 and pull somebody out and up? Where are
00:29:55 --> 00:29:57 those people that are, you know, because
00:29:57 --> 00:29:58 you have the mothers in the church, you
00:29:58 --> 00:29:59 know, the mothers of the church, they
00:29:59 --> 00:30:02 keep you tidy, you know, where's your
00:30:02 --> 00:30:04 slip? You know what I'm saying? But we
00:30:04 --> 00:30:06 talk about midwives all the time. Like
00:30:06 --> 00:30:09 we use a lot of these words. You know
00:30:09 --> 00:30:10 what I'm saying? But I'm like, do we
00:30:10 --> 00:30:13 really understand what they are the real
00:30:13 --> 00:30:17 capacity of being a mother or a midwife?
00:30:17 --> 00:30:18 And he was like, those are the people
00:30:18 --> 00:30:21 that he's calling forth. I'm calling
00:30:21 --> 00:30:23 people to nurture in the spirit, to
00:30:23 --> 00:30:26 build in the spirit, to teach the
00:30:26 --> 00:30:28 spiritual things because there's many
00:30:28 --> 00:30:30 gifts in the earth, but they are not
00:30:30 --> 00:30:34 active. Yes. And if he's the scripture,
00:30:34 --> 00:30:35 I think it's in
00:30:35 --> 00:30:39 Isaiah around in the 50s of chapters
00:30:39 --> 00:30:40 where it says he looked for an
00:30:40 --> 00:30:43 intercessor. Yes. 56 I think. But he
00:30:43 --> 00:30:47 couldn't find one. So if he put
00:30:47 --> 00:30:49 intercessors here, that means he put
00:30:50 --> 00:30:51 prophets here. That means he put seers
00:30:51 --> 00:30:53 here, which is a realm of the prophetic,
00:30:53 --> 00:30:56 right? He put watchmen here. He put
00:30:56 --> 00:30:58 everything in the earth that he would
00:30:58 --> 00:31:01 need to use because he's a father of
00:31:01 --> 00:31:04 legality. He's going to come in like he
00:31:04 --> 00:31:06 birthed Yeshua. He birthed his son into
00:31:06 --> 00:31:08 the earth through a woman for legality,
00:31:08 --> 00:31:11 right? So he could have say so in the
00:31:11 --> 00:31:14 earth even though he is God. Yes. So he
00:31:14 --> 00:31:18 could have legal say so, right? So if he
00:31:18 --> 00:31:20 put all these gifts in the earth, where
00:31:20 --> 00:31:23 are they? Where are they? Where are
00:31:23 --> 00:31:27 they? Everything that we need to save
00:31:27 --> 00:31:30 this this earth realm, okay? And you
00:31:30 --> 00:31:32 asked me about the realms, and I'm g I'm
00:31:32 --> 00:31:34 gonna get back to that. Everything that
00:31:34 --> 00:31:37 we need is already here. He put it here
00:31:38 --> 00:31:39 before he placed us in our mother's
00:31:39 --> 00:31:42 womb. He knew us. So he was intimate
00:31:42 --> 00:31:43 with us. He talked to us. He shared with
00:31:43 --> 00:31:45 us. He He knew us. We just can't
00:31:45 --> 00:31:49 remember. Okay. He put us here. So that
00:31:49 --> 00:31:50 if you put the gifts here, then you put
00:31:50 --> 00:31:54 people here to call the gifts forward,
00:31:54 --> 00:31:57 to bring the gifts out and up, to tell
00:31:57 --> 00:31:59 people who they are, to work with them,
00:31:59 --> 00:32:02 to train them. You know what I'm saying?
00:32:02 --> 00:32:05 And I don't I don't know what we're
00:32:05 --> 00:32:07 missing now. Now, now granted, everybody
00:32:07 --> 00:32:10 can't handle power.
00:32:10 --> 00:32:12 Everybody can't handle power. But there
00:32:12 --> 00:32:15 are people that he trusts. Yes. People
00:32:15 --> 00:32:19 like yourself that he trusts to train
00:32:20 --> 00:32:24 his gifts. Yes. To train his tools, to
00:32:24 --> 00:32:27 train his weapons.
00:32:27 --> 00:32:30 Yes. So, so where are those mothers?
00:32:30 --> 00:32:33 Where are those midwives? That's what I
00:32:33 --> 00:32:34 believe people like you are, people like
00:32:34 --> 00:32:37 me are. That they're they're And and it
00:32:37 --> 00:32:39 didn't come without a cost.
00:32:39 --> 00:32:41 That's the thing, you know, it didn't
00:32:41 --> 00:32:43 come at a cost. I don't got to validate
00:32:43 --> 00:32:46 my cost. I don't got to validate myself.
00:32:46 --> 00:32:48 I know who I am. I'm I'm in a place
00:32:48 --> 00:32:53 where I now embrace Yes. who I am. I
00:32:53 --> 00:32:56 just got there. I embrace it. I just got
00:32:56 --> 00:32:58 there. And people don't realize how hard
00:32:58 --> 00:33:01 that is. Yeah. People don't realize what
00:33:01 --> 00:33:03 it's like to have that conversation with
00:33:03 --> 00:33:07 him and he's like, "Do this or
00:33:07 --> 00:33:10 else." Yeah. You know, and I'm like, I'm
00:33:10 --> 00:33:12 I don't want to disobey, but I got to
00:33:12 --> 00:33:14 get you got to help me get this strong
00:33:14 --> 00:33:17 man of naysayer. And because I'm a
00:33:17 --> 00:33:19 prophet, I'm a seer. I can hear. I can
00:33:19 --> 00:33:24 see. So, it gets heavy in the realm of
00:33:24 --> 00:33:27 decision. Yes. It gets heavy in the
00:33:27 --> 00:33:28 realm of decision because if we think
00:33:28 --> 00:33:31 that when we want to say
00:33:31 --> 00:33:34 yes that the host of hell will not come
00:33:34 --> 00:33:37 and do everything in their power to keep
00:33:37 --> 00:33:40 you from saying yes. Yes, they will.
00:33:40 --> 00:33:42 That's a warfare most people do not
00:33:42 --> 00:33:44 understand. That's why when you do what
00:33:44 --> 00:33:47 you do and how you do it, you do it
00:33:48 --> 00:33:50 because you know. You do it because you
00:33:50 --> 00:33:53 understand. you're able to teach and
00:33:53 --> 00:33:55 equip intercessors and prophets and
00:33:56 --> 00:33:57 whatever else it is that you do. Those
00:33:57 --> 00:33:59 are just the two things that I know.
00:33:59 --> 00:34:00 Again, I ain't going to get on the third
00:34:00 --> 00:34:04 one.
00:34:04 --> 00:34:06 But he he doesn't bring us to these
00:34:06 --> 00:34:09 things to get here and get fat and happy
00:34:09 --> 00:34:11 and prideful. Yeah. Like I'm the only
00:34:12 --> 00:34:14 one. The kingdom is too vast. If they
00:34:14 --> 00:34:17 had schools of the prophets because
00:34:17 --> 00:34:19 they're needed. Then why don't we have
00:34:19 --> 00:34:21 the school of the intercessors? We have
00:34:21 --> 00:34:23 the the school of spiritual gifts. Like
00:34:23 --> 00:34:25 there are people who are anointed to to
00:34:25 --> 00:34:27 bring them out. It's the Holy Spirit
00:34:27 --> 00:34:30 that teaches and guides. But we're here
00:34:30 --> 00:34:32 to help
00:34:35 --> 00:34:38 undergurs. And then when you start
00:34:38 --> 00:34:40 talking about the realms and the gates.
00:34:40 --> 00:34:43 Yes. And how we move in between because
00:34:43 --> 00:34:47 we're really spirit. Yes. We're spirit.
00:34:47 --> 00:34:49 What's in us is spirit. These are just
00:34:49 --> 00:34:51 the casings. These are just the bodies.
00:34:51 --> 00:34:53 What's in us is spirit. We when we
00:34:53 --> 00:34:57 expire, he calls his breath back. We're
00:34:57 --> 00:35:00 spirit. So we can move in the spirit
00:35:00 --> 00:35:03 because that's how we are made. So we
00:35:03 --> 00:35:06 move. We can go into the realms. We can
00:35:06 --> 00:35:09 go into the heights,
00:35:09 --> 00:35:11 right? But there are
00:35:11 --> 00:35:13 legalities. Excuse me. Go ahead. Get
00:35:13 --> 00:35:17 some of your water. Yeah. Go ahead. Just
00:35:17 --> 00:35:19 taking a water break, y'all. You want to
00:35:19 --> 00:35:21 grab some? No, grab a water. Go ahead
00:35:21 --> 00:35:24 and grab some water. Grab a quick water.
00:35:24 --> 00:35:27 Now, amen. Listen, let me tell y'all
00:35:27 --> 00:35:30 something. When you start talking about
00:35:30 --> 00:35:32 gates and rims, I want you guys to
00:35:32 --> 00:35:33 really, really, really begin to open up
00:35:34 --> 00:35:36 your word and to go in and really
00:35:36 --> 00:35:39 research and really study. Um, I do
00:35:39 --> 00:35:40 teach a class on it, so let me know if
00:35:40 --> 00:35:43 you want more teaching on it. And also,
00:35:43 --> 00:35:45 I'll make sure that we put apostles
00:35:45 --> 00:35:47 information down. So, if you have
00:35:47 --> 00:35:49 questions that maybe she did not answer,
00:35:49 --> 00:35:50 you want to go a little deeper, you'll
00:35:50 --> 00:35:52 know how to contact her so that way you
00:35:52 --> 00:35:54 can ask those questions and she can get
00:35:54 --> 00:35:58 back to you uh with uh content, okay?
00:35:58 --> 00:36:00 And and because I don't want to take up
00:36:00 --> 00:36:01 too much of her time because she's she
00:36:01 --> 00:36:02 teacher, she'll start just teaching us
00:36:02 --> 00:36:04 and telling us, but I know some of you
00:36:04 --> 00:36:06 are like, "Listen, so you you going to
00:36:06 --> 00:36:07 need some foundation before you start
00:36:07 --> 00:36:09 saying, I'm moving through rim." So, we
00:36:09 --> 00:36:11 want you to be able to to be well
00:36:11 --> 00:36:13 equipped. Okay? So, I just wanted her to
00:36:13 --> 00:36:15 say what the rim was so that you
00:36:15 --> 00:36:16 understood and imposs I can't say the
00:36:16 --> 00:36:18 word right. My husband teases me all the
00:36:18 --> 00:36:20 time. He like it's rolling. Don't mess
00:36:20 --> 00:36:21 with you. We know what you mean. My
00:36:21 --> 00:36:23 tongue my tongue don't roll that way
00:36:23 --> 00:36:24 y'all because I had the braces on too
00:36:24 --> 00:36:26 long. It just don't roll like that. So,
00:36:26 --> 00:36:29 you know, I'm a Jersey girl, so I can't
00:36:29 --> 00:36:31 get it to come out. But y'all know what
00:36:31 --> 00:36:35 I mean. I can I can spell it. All right.
00:36:35 --> 00:36:37 Oh, amen. Amen.
00:36:37 --> 00:36:39 I'll say the other thing too though is
00:36:39 --> 00:36:42 is one of one of the the the places of
00:36:43 --> 00:36:46 safety is always in submission. Oh,
00:36:46 --> 00:36:48 that's good. So, Father, I'm not going
00:36:48 --> 00:36:50 to move in this place because I think I
00:36:50 --> 00:36:52 can or I think a lot of myself or
00:36:52 --> 00:36:54 because somebody calls me this. If
00:36:54 --> 00:36:56 that's not the place I'm supposed to
00:36:56 --> 00:36:58 move in the spirit, then you tell me.
00:36:58 --> 00:37:02 That's that's always my prayer as I'm
00:37:02 --> 00:37:04 moving. Even when I'm operating in the
00:37:04 --> 00:37:08 spirit, father, I be like cuz my face
00:37:08 --> 00:37:12 will always tell what I'm experience. My
00:37:12 --> 00:37:16 face I'm you know don't let me step out
00:37:16 --> 00:37:19 of your covenant. Don't let me step out
00:37:19 --> 00:37:21 of your wing of protection. Don't take
00:37:21 --> 00:37:24 your hand from over me. You know I don't
00:37:24 --> 00:37:26 want to move in around because people
00:37:26 --> 00:37:29 will move all kinds of places and open
00:37:29 --> 00:37:33 up stuff and be wrecking people.
00:37:33 --> 00:37:35 I don't want to move outside of the
00:37:35 --> 00:37:38 governance that I've been given. And the
00:37:38 --> 00:37:40 thing about navigating in the realms is
00:37:40 --> 00:37:43 that it's it's never a thing that you
00:37:43 --> 00:37:45 learn and you got it down pat because
00:37:45 --> 00:37:47 the father is so deep and he's so great
00:37:47 --> 00:37:50 and he's so uncarchable. You
00:37:50 --> 00:37:53 never done learning. Even as a teacher,
00:37:53 --> 00:37:56 we're never done learning.
00:37:56 --> 00:37:58 I'm always learning. I learn from the
00:37:58 --> 00:38:01 word. I learn from other people. That's
00:38:01 --> 00:38:04 why it's good to sit and hear. We have
00:38:04 --> 00:38:06 to be good hearers.
00:38:06 --> 00:38:11 Yes. Slow to speak. Slow to speak. Good
00:38:11 --> 00:38:13 hearers. Because if you can hear in the
00:38:13 --> 00:38:17 natural, then you will finetune your
00:38:17 --> 00:38:19 hearing. Your hearing
00:38:19 --> 00:38:20 in the
00:38:20 --> 00:38:23 spirit. You'll learn to wait. You'll
00:38:23 --> 00:38:24 learn how to
00:38:24 --> 00:38:27 move. We don't have to rush. Yeah. Time
00:38:28 --> 00:38:30 is nothing to him. While some things are
00:38:30 --> 00:38:32 immediate, we still have to to operate
00:38:32 --> 00:38:36 by protocol. Yes, we have to have a a
00:38:36 --> 00:38:37 posture of
00:38:37 --> 00:38:40 prayer. I'm sorry. I'm getting a bad uh
00:38:40 --> 00:38:42 respiratory infection. I know. Thank you
00:38:42 --> 00:38:44 for coming on. She still she listen. She
00:38:44 --> 00:38:45 kept her appointment, y'all. She was
00:38:45 --> 00:38:46 already not feeling well. So, we thank
00:38:46 --> 00:38:48 you for keeping your appointment. We
00:38:48 --> 00:38:51 gonna let you I feel better than I am.
00:38:51 --> 00:38:54 Long as I Well, you look good. But now,
00:38:54 --> 00:38:56 I had to fix it up just a little bit for
00:38:56 --> 00:38:58 my friend.
00:38:58 --> 00:39:00 Ain't no makeup on that. I done beat
00:39:00 --> 00:39:02 this thing twice and put a little filter
00:39:02 --> 00:39:04 on and you you got you probably put a
00:39:04 --> 00:39:05 little powder on and got it just a
00:39:06 --> 00:39:08 little bit. This little bronzer. I
00:39:08 --> 00:39:09 didn't put my lashes on because I ain't
00:39:10 --> 00:39:12 have enough time. I I look I done fully
00:39:12 --> 00:39:13 mapped this thing and threw a little
00:39:14 --> 00:39:18 extra filter on.
00:39:18 --> 00:39:21 It's needed. We're on camera. It is. It
00:39:21 --> 00:39:22 is. It is. Because cameras will pick up
00:39:22 --> 00:39:25 everything. Every little thing. I just
00:39:25 --> 00:39:27 Okay, I should have did that.
00:39:27 --> 00:39:29 Um, but no, you're teaching good. You're
00:39:29 --> 00:39:31 teaching really good. And I want to just
00:39:31 --> 00:39:35 say, um, this is about birthing because
00:39:35 --> 00:39:36 you can't be birthed into the next
00:39:36 --> 00:39:38 season if you don't have an
00:39:38 --> 00:39:40 understanding of who you
00:39:40 --> 00:39:45 are and having who you are. You have to
00:39:45 --> 00:39:47 be in relationship with the father. We
00:39:47 --> 00:39:49 were talking earlier, me and Apostle, we
00:39:49 --> 00:39:50 didn't listen. We didn't talk, we done
00:39:50 --> 00:39:51 had the podcast already earlier, y'all.
00:39:51 --> 00:39:53 We just giving y'all the afterparty. So,
00:39:53 --> 00:39:56 we just had we already had it. Yes. And
00:39:56 --> 00:39:58 she began to talk about relationship and
00:39:58 --> 00:39:59 I think this really really touched me.
00:40:00 --> 00:40:01 Even when you talked about mothers, can
00:40:01 --> 00:40:04 we go there for a second?
00:40:04 --> 00:40:06 Um, and as you were saying that, I
00:40:06 --> 00:40:07 finally I felt the weep a weep in my
00:40:07 --> 00:40:09 belly. So, you know, you just never know
00:40:09 --> 00:40:10 when you've been healed from something.
00:40:10 --> 00:40:11 I'm like, okay, Lord, I can't cry on
00:40:11 --> 00:40:13 this podcast. I felt the weep in my
00:40:13 --> 00:40:15 belly because
00:40:15 --> 00:40:18 I take that so personal when people say
00:40:18 --> 00:40:20 that you're their spiritual mother,
00:40:20 --> 00:40:22 right? You know, and everyone want to be
00:40:22 --> 00:40:23 a spiritual mother when they know you
00:40:23 --> 00:40:25 got fire. Mhm.
00:40:25 --> 00:40:29 You're going and um being someone's
00:40:29 --> 00:40:31 mother is a huge
00:40:31 --> 00:40:33 responsibility. Me and my mother, my
00:40:33 --> 00:40:36 biological mother, you know, we like
00:40:36 --> 00:40:40 this, but that's my girl, you know, I
00:40:40 --> 00:40:43 can I can get on her nerves right now
00:40:43 --> 00:40:46 and I will like mom, you know, you know,
00:40:46 --> 00:40:48 you know, you know how girls do that
00:40:48 --> 00:40:50 girl or not. Yeah. You know how we deal.
00:40:50 --> 00:40:54 Oh, but let me call her an hour later
00:40:54 --> 00:40:56 after I done got on her nerves and tell
00:40:56 --> 00:40:59 her I need her. Oh, she's a rider.
00:41:00 --> 00:41:02 She's outside. She didn't care what I
00:41:02 --> 00:41:05 did yesterday or five minutes ago. She
00:41:05 --> 00:41:06 don't care how I talked to her cuz you
00:41:06 --> 00:41:07 know some daughter [ __ ] because you
00:41:07 --> 00:41:08 know we could talk a little harsh to our
00:41:08 --> 00:41:10 mamas. But my mother's going to be
00:41:10 --> 00:41:13 outside and whoever bothered me is going
00:41:13 --> 00:41:15 to get it.
00:41:15 --> 00:41:17 She about five she about 51. She about
00:41:17 --> 00:41:20 to come in here like listen. Mhm. and be
00:41:20 --> 00:41:21 shouting real hard on Sunday, but you
00:41:21 --> 00:41:23 gonna feel her to let her, she gonna let
00:41:23 --> 00:41:25 you know, don't bother my baby. And I
00:41:25 --> 00:41:29 think that we miss that because as a
00:41:29 --> 00:41:31 spiritual mother, you should have the
00:41:31 --> 00:41:34 same love for your spiritual children.
00:41:34 --> 00:41:37 And when they outgrow,
00:41:37 --> 00:41:42 the same ride. Yes. Yes. You can't throw
00:41:42 --> 00:41:44 them away when you get tired. if they
00:41:44 --> 00:41:45 outgrow where you thought they were
00:41:45 --> 00:41:47 going to stay. You can't just say, "Oh,
00:41:47 --> 00:41:48 you know, I'm You can't get jealous of
00:41:48 --> 00:41:50 your spiritual daughters." Like, you
00:41:50 --> 00:41:53 have to be able to be proud because if I
00:41:53 --> 00:41:57 go anywhere, you went too. Yeah. You
00:41:58 --> 00:42:00 went too. Yeah. Cuz I'm a part of an
00:42:00 --> 00:42:02 extension of you. You know, if I go
00:42:02 --> 00:42:04 anywhere, you know, I'm supposed to do
00:42:04 --> 00:42:05 greater works. I'm supposed to do
00:42:05 --> 00:42:07 better. My mother always said, "My
00:42:07 --> 00:42:09 mother got five degrees. I want y'all to
00:42:09 --> 00:42:11 be better than me." Yeah. Mom, I stopped
00:42:11 --> 00:42:14 that, too. So, be done. But but you
00:42:14 --> 00:42:16 know, I want you better. Yeah. I want
00:42:16 --> 00:42:17 y'all to be better than me. You know,
00:42:17 --> 00:42:20 your mothers always want more for you.
00:42:20 --> 00:42:21 They always want to push you farther
00:42:21 --> 00:42:23 than they went, right? And I think that
00:42:23 --> 00:42:25 that's so important because we don't
00:42:25 --> 00:42:27 have spiritual mothers. Yeah. And it's
00:42:27 --> 00:42:29 so hard. Um because you see fair, you
00:42:29 --> 00:42:30 see spiritual daddies, everybody
00:42:30 --> 00:42:32 spiritual daddy, you know, but where are
00:42:32 --> 00:42:33 the spiritual mothers? I think the
00:42:33 --> 00:42:36 wounds are so deep that there's some
00:42:36 --> 00:42:38 healing that needs to take place for us
00:42:38 --> 00:42:41 to be in a position to be spiritual
00:42:41 --> 00:42:44 mothers. Yeah. And to receive our
00:42:44 --> 00:42:46 spiritual children because it's a huge
00:42:46 --> 00:42:48 responsibility. It is, you know, to be a
00:42:48 --> 00:42:50 spiritual mother. And one of the reasons
00:42:50 --> 00:42:54 why I think I'm able to be um the Lord
00:42:54 --> 00:42:56 just blesses me and you and you keep
00:42:56 --> 00:42:57 confirming. You keep confirming. I think
00:42:57 --> 00:43:00 you know you are. I I I can hear
00:43:00 --> 00:43:01 somebody pray and know they're a gift.
00:43:02 --> 00:43:05 Yeah. Wow. Yeah. If I hear them pray, I
00:43:05 --> 00:43:07 know. And your gift might not be a
00:43:07 --> 00:43:09 prophet. It might not even be it might
00:43:09 --> 00:43:12 be a missionary. I can hear somebody's
00:43:12 --> 00:43:14 voice. I can hear them pray. I can see
00:43:14 --> 00:43:16 and I immediately know what their gift
00:43:16 --> 00:43:19 is. I know how to push. I know how to
00:43:19 --> 00:43:21 push them into, you know, and I have a
00:43:21 --> 00:43:23 group that that we get together and all
00:43:23 --> 00:43:24 of them I let them work where they're
00:43:24 --> 00:43:26 at. This is training ground. Come on.
00:43:26 --> 00:43:29 you know, now they can go back to their
00:43:29 --> 00:43:31 home church and they're able to with
00:43:31 --> 00:43:33 confidence
00:43:33 --> 00:43:34 work in that place, you know, that the
00:43:34 --> 00:43:36 glory has called them to do. So, so
00:43:36 --> 00:43:38 yeah, so you know, we there there there
00:43:38 --> 00:43:43 is uh a people that can handle the
00:43:43 --> 00:43:45 responsibility and not see it as power.
00:43:45 --> 00:43:47 Yeah. Because is it our first
00:43:47 --> 00:43:49 opportunity to be leaders? We always
00:43:49 --> 00:43:51 been leaders, right? You know, if
00:43:51 --> 00:43:52 ministry is your first time leading,
00:43:52 --> 00:43:54 then you might have an issue because
00:43:54 --> 00:43:55 this is the first time you ever been in
00:43:55 --> 00:43:57 charge of something or you ever been
00:43:57 --> 00:43:58 over something or you ever had
00:43:58 --> 00:44:00 responsibility, you know, but if you've
00:44:00 --> 00:44:02 always been in a place where you've been
00:44:02 --> 00:44:04 prepared and you've always been in a
00:44:04 --> 00:44:07 place where you understand the mantle
00:44:07 --> 00:44:08 and the weight that it carries to lead
00:44:08 --> 00:44:11 people, you don't want it no way. Yeah.
00:44:11 --> 00:44:12 But you answer the call because it's
00:44:12 --> 00:44:15 your responsibility. Somebody has to go.
00:44:15 --> 00:44:18 Yeah. The Bible says Deborah arose and
00:44:18 --> 00:44:21 became the mother Yeah. of Israel and
00:44:21 --> 00:44:22 say the Lord called her that she arose
00:44:22 --> 00:44:25 and became the mother, you know. So I
00:44:25 --> 00:44:27 think it's so important that we need to
00:44:27 --> 00:44:30 take a stand and know what we are called
00:44:30 --> 00:44:32 to do and where there's a need at,
00:44:32 --> 00:44:34 right? You know, where there's a need at
00:44:34 --> 00:44:37 so I think too when you think about a
00:44:37 --> 00:44:39 mother
00:44:39 --> 00:44:42 and you said birthing and mother almost
00:44:42 --> 00:44:45 in the same sentence. So when you think
00:44:45 --> 00:44:48 about who the midwives were in the olden
00:44:48 --> 00:44:50 days,
00:44:50 --> 00:44:52 they were the women. They were the
00:44:52 --> 00:44:55 probably mothers. I can't say for sure.
00:44:55 --> 00:44:57 Pretty sure they were probably mothers.
00:44:57 --> 00:45:02 Um but they were able to help with the
00:45:02 --> 00:45:06 push. They able to be stern if they had
00:45:06 --> 00:45:08 to. You know how they tell you when
00:45:08 --> 00:45:10 you're having baby lift your knees up,
00:45:10 --> 00:45:12 right? You know, you got to breathe. You
00:45:12 --> 00:45:15 know, come on. Yeah. Now's the time. You
00:45:15 --> 00:45:17 know what I'm saying? You have to be
00:45:17 --> 00:45:19 able to assess what's happening in the
00:45:19 --> 00:45:22 birth. Yes. You have to be able to guide
00:45:22 --> 00:45:24 and direct in the time of birthing in
00:45:24 --> 00:45:28 labor and birthing. Then when the baby
00:45:28 --> 00:45:31 come out, you teach them how to be a
00:45:31 --> 00:45:34 mother. Yes. Hold the baby's hold your
00:45:34 --> 00:45:36 gifts head like
00:45:36 --> 00:45:39 this. Make sure you cover it and clothe
00:45:39 --> 00:45:41 it. Make sure you feed it and nurture
00:45:41 --> 00:45:44 it. Don't let anybody touch your baby.
00:45:44 --> 00:45:46 Don't take that baby out of this house
00:45:46 --> 00:45:48 before six weeks. And you don't need to
00:45:48 --> 00:45:51 go out either before you sit sitting in
00:45:51 --> 00:45:53 the catch cold in places we don't want
00:45:53 --> 00:45:55 to be cold. You know what I'm saying?
00:45:55 --> 00:45:57 You know what they what they used to
00:45:57 --> 00:46:00 tell us. But it to me everything that we
00:46:00 --> 00:46:03 have done naturally has a
00:46:03 --> 00:46:07 spiritual parallel. Yeah. If you will.
00:46:07 --> 00:46:11 And so we have to be okay with embracing
00:46:11 --> 00:46:14 our that we are mothers. Yes. We also
00:46:14 --> 00:46:16 have to be okay because there's a lot
00:46:16 --> 00:46:18 after that. When you're somebody's
00:46:18 --> 00:46:20 mother, that means I got to take the
00:46:20 --> 00:46:22 good, the bad, and the ugly. I got to
00:46:22 --> 00:46:25 take when you mad at me. Not just when
00:46:25 --> 00:46:26 you praising me, lifting me up, and
00:46:26 --> 00:46:28 saying you love me because I'm going to
00:46:28 --> 00:46:32 say things to provoke your labor or
00:46:32 --> 00:46:34 provoke your birth or make you take
00:46:34 --> 00:46:37 better care of your gift. Yes. say
00:46:37 --> 00:46:40 things that you you you may not like.
00:46:40 --> 00:46:42 You know what I'm saying? But if you
00:46:42 --> 00:46:46 trust me, yeah, as your mother, then you
00:46:46 --> 00:46:49 always know it's from a place where it's
00:46:49 --> 00:46:51 for you to be great. It's for you to
00:46:51 --> 00:46:53 become what you're supposed to become.
00:46:54 --> 00:46:58 It's for you to be able to go forward.
00:46:58 --> 00:47:00 Yeah. Because if you if you know, if you
00:47:00 --> 00:47:02 take care that one thing, he'll give you
00:47:02 --> 00:47:04 more. Yeah. It's like, you know, when we
00:47:04 --> 00:47:05 were talking earlier, you know, you
00:47:05 --> 00:47:07 people see the finished product. They
00:47:08 --> 00:47:10 see you now. They see what you're doing
00:47:10 --> 00:47:13 now. They didn't see you birthing. They
00:47:13 --> 00:47:14 didn't see you in labor. They didn't
00:47:14 --> 00:47:18 feel your travail. Oh, that's good. None
00:47:18 --> 00:47:21 of that. You weren't there when I almost
00:47:21 --> 00:47:24 lost my baby. You know what I'm saying?
00:47:24 --> 00:47:25 I have I have one child that I've
00:47:25 --> 00:47:28 birthed. I have many children, but one
00:47:28 --> 00:47:32 child, one, and I had her when I was 35.
00:47:32 --> 00:47:34 She's 21
00:47:34 --> 00:47:36 and it was
00:47:36 --> 00:47:39 hard. People don't have babies, you
00:47:39 --> 00:47:42 know, in their 30s. And I'm working. I'm
00:47:42 --> 00:47:45 I'm getting my second degree. I'm
00:47:45 --> 00:47:46 teaching, you know, I got a full-time
00:47:46 --> 00:47:48 job.
00:47:48 --> 00:47:52 I never slowed down like I needed you.
00:47:52 --> 00:47:56 Being pregnant to me was just like,
00:47:56 --> 00:47:57 okay, this is the thing I'm gonna do for
00:47:57 --> 00:48:00 nine months. I still got work. I still
00:48:00 --> 00:48:01 got to put a roof over my head. And I
00:48:01 --> 00:48:03 was a single mother. I wasn't married.
00:48:03 --> 00:48:05 Yes. The apostle wasn't married when she
00:48:06 --> 00:48:08 had her child.
00:48:08 --> 00:48:11 No.
00:48:11 --> 00:48:14 And I tell that as my story. Like just
00:48:14 --> 00:48:16 because I had a child at a wedding and
00:48:16 --> 00:48:18 I'm a pastor's kid. You know what I'm
00:48:18 --> 00:48:20 saying? Doesn't mean that I'm still not
00:48:20 --> 00:48:23 called to be who I am.
00:48:23 --> 00:48:25 Okay. So I so I have a heart for single
00:48:25 --> 00:48:27 mothers, especially young single mothers
00:48:27 --> 00:48:29 because they're the people because when
00:48:29 --> 00:48:31 you get pregnant, you're not married.
00:48:31 --> 00:48:34 That's the sin that everybody can see.
00:48:34 --> 00:48:37 Yes. Because there there's a life that
00:48:37 --> 00:48:39 comes from it. But the the life doesn't
00:48:39 --> 00:48:42 come from the sin.
00:48:42 --> 00:48:44 Life comes from the eternal. Oh, that's
00:48:44 --> 00:48:46 good. The life doesn't come from the
00:48:46 --> 00:48:48 sin. We don't have a say so in how we
00:48:48 --> 00:48:51 get here. All things work together for
00:48:51 --> 00:48:54 the good. for the good. So, we don't
00:48:54 --> 00:48:57 have a say so in how we get here. Some
00:48:57 --> 00:48:59 people got here in some pretty bad ways,
00:48:59 --> 00:49:01 but they're here and they're here for a
00:49:01 --> 00:49:03 reason and they have a purpose. And most
00:49:03 --> 00:49:05 people go through life not understanding
00:49:05 --> 00:49:07 that they they had no no midwife. So,
00:49:07 --> 00:49:10 the midwife wasn't able to teach her how
00:49:10 --> 00:49:13 to mother and how to care for her gift,
00:49:13 --> 00:49:16 her baby, her child. You know what I'm
00:49:16 --> 00:49:18 saying? So, to whom much is given, much
00:49:18 --> 00:49:20 is required. So if you long to be a
00:49:20 --> 00:49:22 mother because to me something some
00:49:22 --> 00:49:25 things you don't need to long for some
00:49:25 --> 00:49:27 things are should not be things
00:49:27 --> 00:49:32 that we are chasing after. Yeah. You
00:49:32 --> 00:49:35 know because it's a huge responsibility.
00:49:35 --> 00:49:38 Motherhood is a title that is earned.
00:49:38 --> 00:49:41 Yes. It's not something somebody sign a
00:49:41 --> 00:49:44 piece of paper and a fixer deal to.
00:49:44 --> 00:49:48 Yeah. And say that's you. Not that's on
00:49:48 --> 00:49:51 the job.
00:49:51 --> 00:49:53 It's experience. It's
00:49:53 --> 00:49:57 wisdom. But even in that, some people
00:49:57 --> 00:49:58 are probably mothers and they don't even
00:49:58 --> 00:50:00 know.
00:50:00 --> 00:50:02 That's what I'm saying. Where are the
00:50:02 --> 00:50:05 mothers? Where are the mothers? You know
00:50:05 --> 00:50:07 what I'm saying? Who who
00:50:07 --> 00:50:10 is I look at it like this. Holy Spirit
00:50:10 --> 00:50:13 told me about two years ago that we are
00:50:13 --> 00:50:16 the elders now.
00:50:16 --> 00:50:19 We are the elders and we're in our 50s.
00:50:20 --> 00:50:21 I'm probably older than you, but I'm in
00:50:21 --> 00:50:24 my 50s. They said, "We are the elders
00:50:24 --> 00:50:26 now."
00:50:26 --> 00:50:29 I said, "Wow." So, we need to prepare
00:50:30 --> 00:50:32 and be taught and be poured into by Holy
00:50:32 --> 00:50:35 Spirit to be the elders,
00:50:35 --> 00:50:38 to be the mothers, to be the teachers.
00:50:38 --> 00:50:39 You know what I'm saying? To be the
00:50:40 --> 00:50:42 cohel like you said. You know that it's
00:50:43 --> 00:50:45 time. You know, just look at what's
00:50:45 --> 00:50:49 going on around us. Yes. The least
00:50:49 --> 00:50:51 amount of places that you see people in
00:50:51 --> 00:50:55 the body is in a Bible study
00:50:55 --> 00:50:58 or prayer. Prayer meeting. A prayer
00:50:58 --> 00:50:59 meeting.
00:50:59 --> 00:51:03 The two things that could shift. Yeah.
00:51:03 --> 00:51:05 Everything. The two things that have the
00:51:05 --> 00:51:08 power to change it all into the earth
00:51:08 --> 00:51:11 and change. Yes.
00:51:11 --> 00:51:12 are the le the things that are least
00:51:12 --> 00:51:15 accepted. I'd rather
00:51:15 --> 00:51:20 be on the platform being seen with no
00:51:20 --> 00:51:23 being seen with no and I'm not saying
00:51:23 --> 00:51:24 everybody on the platform doesn't have
00:51:24 --> 00:51:26 power. No saying that. But I get what
00:51:26 --> 00:51:28 you're saying. Some some can't
00:51:28 --> 00:51:30 pray. I've been places they asked, you
00:51:30 --> 00:51:31 know, you know, you gonna preach. Why
00:51:31 --> 00:51:33 don't you go ahead and pray? They like,
00:51:33 --> 00:51:35 oh, I can get some else to do it. But
00:51:35 --> 00:51:36 how you gonna get a word? You ain't got
00:51:36 --> 00:51:39 no prayer life, you know. But and not
00:51:39 --> 00:51:41 everybody, but
00:51:41 --> 00:51:44 it's the truth. Like we have to be we
00:51:44 --> 00:51:45 can't be messing with the father's
00:51:45 --> 00:51:49 stuff. Like it's common.
00:51:49 --> 00:51:52 It's there has there's a respect.
00:51:52 --> 00:51:53 There's a respect that we have to have
00:51:53 --> 00:51:55 for the father and his things, the
00:51:55 --> 00:51:58 things of the spirit because you can
00:51:58 --> 00:52:00 come sideways if you want. There will be
00:52:00 --> 00:52:03 a reckoning. Yeah. Don't touch that. You
00:52:03 --> 00:52:06 know, like Ananas and they
00:52:06 --> 00:52:09 lied. Mhm. They lied in the presence of
00:52:09 --> 00:52:11 the father.
00:52:11 --> 00:52:12 You know what I'm saying? And they lost
00:52:12 --> 00:52:14 their lives right then and there, you
00:52:14 --> 00:52:17 know, back to back because they were
00:52:17 --> 00:52:18 messing in places they shouldn't have
00:52:18 --> 00:52:22 been messing in. Sons of sons of out
00:52:22 --> 00:52:24 there trying to be trying to be like
00:52:24 --> 00:52:26 Paul.
00:52:26 --> 00:52:28 We're gonna cast this out in the name of
00:52:28 --> 00:52:30 Yeshua, the name of Jesus, whom Paul
00:52:30 --> 00:52:33 preaches about. I don't have no intimacy
00:52:33 --> 00:52:35 with him. None. I don't know him. But
00:52:35 --> 00:52:38 I've seen him do it. looks cool, so let
00:52:38 --> 00:52:42 me do it. That's no power.
00:52:42 --> 00:52:44 Then they get beat out of their clothes.
00:52:44 --> 00:52:46 That's exposure. You know what I'm
00:52:46 --> 00:52:48 saying? Nobody's We're not here for
00:52:48 --> 00:52:52 that. Time is literally winding up for
00:52:52 --> 00:52:56 us anyway. You know, and we don't have
00:52:56 --> 00:52:59 time to keep guessing and playing.
00:52:59 --> 00:53:00 Number one, and then two, we don't have
00:53:00 --> 00:53:03 time to not be sure who we are. That's
00:53:03 --> 00:53:06 why we got to come forth as the mothers
00:53:06 --> 00:53:09 and see in the spirit and tell people
00:53:09 --> 00:53:11 and nurture. I got to help you. I got to
00:53:11 --> 00:53:14 help you come out. Let's get your
00:53:14 --> 00:53:16 emotions together. Let's get your
00:53:16 --> 00:53:20 healing together. Let's get you ready to
00:53:20 --> 00:53:24 be equipped. Yes.
00:53:24 --> 00:53:26 Cuz being spiritually sound and
00:53:26 --> 00:53:29 spiritually at peace is foundation.
00:53:29 --> 00:53:31 That's good. Because then you're not
00:53:31 --> 00:53:33 moved when you move in the realms into
00:53:33 --> 00:53:35 the gates. When something shows its
00:53:35 --> 00:53:39 head, you're not phased. You won't cower
00:53:39 --> 00:53:40 in fear. Because you know, we talked
00:53:40 --> 00:53:42 earlier about people be making people be
00:53:42 --> 00:53:46 scared to pray. Why?
00:53:46 --> 00:53:49 Why are we afraid to pray? Why are all I
00:53:49 --> 00:53:51 didn't I don't see all these rules in
00:53:51 --> 00:53:54 the Bible. Yeah. About you can't do this
00:53:54 --> 00:53:56 and you can't do that. Some of some of
00:53:56 --> 00:53:57 this stuff people have made up because
00:53:57 --> 00:53:59 it sounded deep. It's made up. They
00:53:59 --> 00:54:01 heard it from somebody else and they've
00:54:01 --> 00:54:04 carried it throughout the generations.
00:54:04 --> 00:54:06 Yeah.
00:54:06 --> 00:54:08 But that's not what he's calling for.
00:54:08 --> 00:54:09 That's not what he's telling me. Now,
00:54:09 --> 00:54:11 there's a legality. You know, sometimes
00:54:11 --> 00:54:13 we can't pray for something. Not because
00:54:13 --> 00:54:16 we're afraid or because the fear, it's
00:54:16 --> 00:54:17 because we don't have the legal right
00:54:17 --> 00:54:20 to. Don't have the right to. That's
00:54:20 --> 00:54:22 there's a difference. You know, there's
00:54:22 --> 00:54:25 a difference. If we operate in heavenly
00:54:25 --> 00:54:27 places where we are seated that we
00:54:28 --> 00:54:30 should never fear in heavenly places.
00:54:30 --> 00:54:32 They don't they're not in the same vein.
00:54:32 --> 00:54:36 They're direct polar opposites. Yes. You
00:54:36 --> 00:54:38 know what I'm saying? Now, it's okay to
00:54:38 --> 00:54:41 be unsure.
00:54:41 --> 00:54:44 Unsure is is all I think a lot of times
00:54:44 --> 00:54:46 unsure can be a safety net because
00:54:46 --> 00:54:49 father I don't know and I need you to
00:54:49 --> 00:54:50 speak to me. That's when I come and I
00:54:50 --> 00:54:53 inquire of of the Lord. I need to to
00:54:53 --> 00:54:54 understand because I don't understand
00:54:54 --> 00:54:56 and I don't want to make a move unless
00:54:56 --> 00:55:00 you tell me. Yes. Yes. Yes. You
00:55:00 --> 00:55:03 know your time. I look I was sitting
00:55:03 --> 00:55:04 here learning. I was sitt here learning.
00:55:04 --> 00:55:06 I'm like yes. I got I get excited. I'm I
00:55:06 --> 00:55:10 am forever a student. So I love to sit
00:55:10 --> 00:55:12 and to listen especially when the Lord
00:55:12 --> 00:55:15 begins just to confirm his word. So I'm
00:55:15 --> 00:55:18 excited that um we have this time
00:55:18 --> 00:55:19 because this is a show that we've never
00:55:19 --> 00:55:21 had before. We usually have people talk
00:55:21 --> 00:55:23 about how they were birthed, but you are
00:55:24 --> 00:55:26 teaching us how to be a midwife and how
00:55:26 --> 00:55:29 to help someone give birth and how to be
00:55:29 --> 00:55:32 uh on our watch and to be watchful. You
00:55:32 --> 00:55:34 know, and and to be serious about the
00:55:34 --> 00:55:37 walk and about the lifestyle that we say
00:55:37 --> 00:55:40 that we live. You know, there is some
00:55:40 --> 00:55:42 rules. We got some rules, y'all. There's
00:55:42 --> 00:55:44 some rules and some regulations here.
00:55:44 --> 00:55:45 The Bible says that if my people who
00:55:45 --> 00:55:47 were called by my name would humble
00:55:47 --> 00:55:50 themselves and pray and seek my face and
00:55:50 --> 00:55:51 turn from their wicked ways, we have
00:55:51 --> 00:55:53 responsibility. Then God will hear from
00:55:53 --> 00:55:55 heaven. He will come down and heal the
00:55:55 --> 00:55:56 land. So you're teaching us that there
00:55:56 --> 00:55:59 are some uh responsibilities for us and
00:55:59 --> 00:56:02 there is some reverence and there is uh
00:56:02 --> 00:56:04 this is a lifestyle. I always say this
00:56:04 --> 00:56:07 is a high call of discipline. Yeah. It
00:56:07 --> 00:56:09 is a high call of discipline. a
00:56:09 --> 00:56:11 lifestyle of discipline and a lifestyle
00:56:11 --> 00:56:14 of of sacrifice and and you mentioned
00:56:14 --> 00:56:17 earlier about and I always say this and
00:56:17 --> 00:56:18 you guys probably hear me say on every
00:56:18 --> 00:56:22 podcast um it's going to cost you a lot
00:56:22 --> 00:56:26 you know and all of us every one of us
00:56:26 --> 00:56:29 gave something. Yeah. But some of us
00:56:29 --> 00:56:31 gave everything. Yeah. Some of us gave
00:56:32 --> 00:56:33 it all. Like we just threw it we just
00:56:33 --> 00:56:35 threw it all in. Father take it all and
00:56:36 --> 00:56:38 walked around walked away naked. Yeah.
00:56:38 --> 00:56:41 Walked away naked in total humility and
00:56:41 --> 00:56:43 had to let the father cover us back up
00:56:43 --> 00:56:45 and close us again and wash us and
00:56:45 --> 00:56:47 continue to break it. We had to get this
00:56:47 --> 00:56:49 in the dirt, in the mud, crawling out
00:56:49 --> 00:56:52 with our fingernails, you know, and it
00:56:52 --> 00:56:54 is so important
00:56:54 --> 00:56:58 um to know that everyone's story is
00:56:58 --> 00:57:00 different, but the requirements are
00:57:00 --> 00:57:04 still all the same. Yeah.
00:57:04 --> 00:57:06 I I think about
00:57:06 --> 00:57:10 uh the scripture that says be holy. Yes.
00:57:10 --> 00:57:13 For the Lord your God is holy. Holy.
00:57:13 --> 00:57:15 Right. And I hear people talking about
00:57:15 --> 00:57:18 holiness.
00:57:18 --> 00:57:21 And we have made holiness a little bit
00:57:21 --> 00:57:23 more something that it's not than what
00:57:23 --> 00:57:26 it is. Because holiness is a posture of
00:57:26 --> 00:57:28 heart.
00:57:28 --> 00:57:30 I hide your word in my heart so that I
00:57:30 --> 00:57:32 don't sin against you.
00:57:32 --> 00:57:35 Holiness is my love for you. That's
00:57:35 --> 00:57:37 good. Holiness is you, Father. You
00:57:37 --> 00:57:39 already know where I'm struggling at.
00:57:39 --> 00:57:41 You know what I'm saying? But I still I
00:57:41 --> 00:57:43 come to give myself to you. I'm bow here
00:57:44 --> 00:57:45 at your feet. I make myself available
00:57:46 --> 00:57:48 for you. Holiness is a heart posture
00:57:48 --> 00:57:50 because I know some people I'm sorry,
00:57:50 --> 00:57:51 Lord. I probably shouldn't say, but
00:57:51 --> 00:57:53 I'mma say it anyhow. I know people who
00:57:53 --> 00:57:55 have an appearance of holiness and they
00:57:55 --> 00:57:58 are nasty as they want to be. That's it.
00:57:58 --> 00:58:01 So you're telling me holiness can be
00:58:01 --> 00:58:03 nasty.
00:58:03 --> 00:58:06 Holiness can be someone that minimizes
00:58:06 --> 00:58:08 and degrades. You know what I'm saying?
00:58:08 --> 00:58:10 Holiness can be someone that's uplifted
00:58:10 --> 00:58:13 and prideful when you tell us to humble
00:58:13 --> 00:58:15 ourselves under your mighty hand,
00:58:15 --> 00:58:19 Father. Like I I So that's one of the
00:58:19 --> 00:58:20 things that I always try to tell people
00:58:20 --> 00:58:22 like if you think the father already
00:58:22 --> 00:58:25 doesn't know your struggle, think again.
00:58:25 --> 00:58:27 Yes. He knows everything. That doesn't
00:58:27 --> 00:58:31 stop him from calling you. Yes. It
00:58:31 --> 00:58:32 doesn't stop him from having need of
00:58:32 --> 00:58:34 you. And for nothing else, if he don't
00:58:34 --> 00:58:36 need nothing else or want anything else
00:58:36 --> 00:58:40 from you, he wants your heart. He wants
00:58:40 --> 00:58:42 your heart. That's at a minimum. You
00:58:42 --> 00:58:43 know what I'm saying? Everything else
00:58:43 --> 00:58:46 that we give him is reasonable service.
00:58:46 --> 00:58:50 But he wants our heart. You understand?
00:58:50 --> 00:58:53 Like he wants that intimacy, that yada
00:58:53 --> 00:58:56 yada. He wants to know us and he wants
00:58:56 --> 00:59:01 us to know him first and foremost. That
00:59:01 --> 00:59:04 is holiness.
00:59:04 --> 00:59:06 Be holy. Be in love with me because I'm
00:59:06 --> 00:59:08 in love with you. Desire me because I
00:59:08 --> 00:59:10 desire you. I want to walk with you in
00:59:10 --> 00:59:12 the new day, in the cool of the day. I
00:59:12 --> 00:59:16 want to fellowship with you. Come to me.
00:59:16 --> 00:59:18 All who are
00:59:18 --> 00:59:22 heavy burdened, tired, frustrated. I
00:59:22 --> 00:59:24 will give you shalom. I will give you
00:59:24 --> 00:59:27 rest. You know what I'm saying? But with
00:59:27 --> 00:59:30 but religion, we were talking about that
00:59:30 --> 00:59:34 earlier too. That religion has made has
00:59:34 --> 00:59:37 been a form of bondage because religion
00:59:37 --> 00:59:41 is not it does not present itself as
00:59:41 --> 00:59:45 love. Yes. It present itself as control.
00:59:45 --> 00:59:46 Like I think about some of the stuff
00:59:46 --> 00:59:49 that I see people do um and I've seen
00:59:49 --> 00:59:51 people do over the years and call it
00:59:51 --> 00:59:54 teaching holiness or call it uh
00:59:54 --> 00:59:57 reprimanding or or call it disciplining
00:59:57 --> 01:00:00 in the Lord, things like that. But I
01:00:00 --> 01:00:03 ain't seen the Lord do that.
01:00:03 --> 01:00:06 You know what I'm saying?
01:00:06 --> 01:00:09 Like let me let me come and talk to you.
01:00:09 --> 01:00:11 You know what I'm saying? Um let me let
01:00:11 --> 01:00:13 me tell you, you know, let's talk about
01:00:13 --> 01:00:15 the sin. Let's talk about why it's in
01:00:15 --> 01:00:17 some people don't understand. You know
01:00:17 --> 01:00:18 what I'm saying? We're supposed to be
01:00:18 --> 01:00:21 vocal. We were created by the word. Let
01:00:21 --> 01:00:24 us create man. That's good. We were
01:00:24 --> 01:00:26 created by the words. You tell me we
01:00:26 --> 01:00:29 can't speak and create. That's what
01:00:29 --> 01:00:31 abracadabra means. It's said a little
01:00:31 --> 01:00:32 different, but that's a Hebrew word that
01:00:32 --> 01:00:35 means I create as I speak.
01:00:35 --> 01:00:40 So we can't speak wisdom, help into
01:00:40 --> 01:00:43 somebody else's life so that they
01:00:43 --> 01:00:45 understand that it's sin, why it's sin,
01:00:46 --> 01:00:48 what sin does, how it can separate. How
01:00:48 --> 01:00:51 do if I'm not telling you, I'm not
01:00:51 --> 01:00:55 teaching you, I'm not giving you what it
01:00:55 --> 01:00:57 is that you need to help you become
01:00:57 --> 01:01:01 free. When do you get free? That's good.
01:01:01 --> 01:01:05 We would rather be collectors of people.
01:01:05 --> 01:01:07 One of my spiritual babies said that to
01:01:07 --> 01:01:09 me in one of our mentoring sessions. We
01:01:09 --> 01:01:10 were just talking because, you know, I
01:01:10 --> 01:01:13 love talking to I know people, you know,
01:01:13 --> 01:01:15 when they when they sit down and they
01:01:15 --> 01:01:16 talk to you and you probably have this
01:01:16 --> 01:01:18 experience, too. You know, they want to
01:01:18 --> 01:01:21 talk to you at at a high level because
01:01:21 --> 01:01:23 of your title or they want to talk to
01:01:23 --> 01:01:24 you at a high level because of who you
01:01:24 --> 01:01:27 are. No, let's just talk. Let's just
01:01:27 --> 01:01:30 talk because have a conversation.
01:01:30 --> 01:01:31 Underneath these titles is just
01:01:31 --> 01:01:34 Michelle. Michelle who loves the father.
01:01:34 --> 01:01:35 You know what I'm saying? That's what's
01:01:36 --> 01:01:37 poured out. That's the oil that's poured
01:01:37 --> 01:01:39 out. Now, there's things that are
01:01:39 --> 01:01:41 bestowed upon me because of the titles
01:01:41 --> 01:01:44 that he has given. Yes. You know what
01:01:44 --> 01:01:46 I'm saying? But this is this is me
01:01:46 --> 01:01:49 created by the holy one. And he put love
01:01:49 --> 01:01:52 in my heart and wisdom to give to you so
01:01:52 --> 01:01:55 that you can so so I can also sit and
01:01:55 --> 01:01:57 listen to people. And they say the
01:01:58 --> 01:01:59 people, I'm telling you, people don't
01:01:59 --> 01:02:02 even know how how wise and prophetic and
01:02:02 --> 01:02:06 intelligent they are. Yes. Yes. She said
01:02:06 --> 01:02:07 that to me. She said, you know, I don't
01:02:07 --> 01:02:10 want to be, you know, under another
01:02:10 --> 01:02:12 mentor that just wants to be a collector
01:02:12 --> 01:02:15 of people.
01:02:15 --> 01:02:16 And she said that to me and I said,
01:02:16 --> 01:02:19 "Father, that's it. That's it. We want
01:02:19 --> 01:02:22 the people under us because we think the
01:02:22 --> 01:02:25 numbers is what makes us great. We think
01:02:25 --> 01:02:29 the numbers is what makes us powerful.
01:02:29 --> 01:02:33 Yes, it's not the numbers. No, it's the
01:02:33 --> 01:02:35 obedience. Who are we helping? Because
01:02:35 --> 01:02:37 we're worried about numbers, not
01:02:37 --> 01:02:39 realizing how many souls have passed us
01:02:39 --> 01:02:41 by and we worried about being glossy and
01:02:41 --> 01:02:43 glamorous and great to look be looked at
01:02:43 --> 01:02:46 highly in man's eyes. Now, don't get me
01:02:46 --> 01:02:47 wrong, there's a place there's a place
01:02:48 --> 01:02:51 of honor that we give to to leaders, but
01:02:51 --> 01:02:53 I'm sorry, sir. I want to be a real
01:02:53 --> 01:02:57 leader. Yes. I want to be a leader that
01:02:57 --> 01:02:59 the father can send someone to because
01:02:59 --> 01:03:02 you've given me a power and a word that
01:03:02 --> 01:03:04 will deliver who you sent. That's good.
01:03:04 --> 01:03:06 Yes, Lord. They need help. They need
01:03:06 --> 01:03:07 instruction. They need somebody that's
01:03:07 --> 01:03:09 going to love them in spite of their
01:03:09 --> 01:03:12 drug addiction, in spite of their sexual
01:03:12 --> 01:03:14 immorality, in spite of the fact that
01:03:14 --> 01:03:16 they have little faith.
01:03:16 --> 01:03:20 He put us here to bring out what's
01:03:20 --> 01:03:23 already inside. We're made in his image,
01:03:23 --> 01:03:25 formed in his likeness. We have to learn
01:03:25 --> 01:03:29 how to become like him. Yes. Yes. If we
01:03:29 --> 01:03:31 don't become like him, how can we teach
01:03:31 --> 01:03:33 somebody else? How can we teach somebody
01:03:33 --> 01:03:36 else? So, we're supposed to come here.
01:03:36 --> 01:03:39 We're supposed to become then we reach
01:03:39 --> 01:03:41 back and grab somebody else. Pull
01:03:41 --> 01:03:43 somebody. Reach back and grab somebody
01:03:43 --> 01:03:46 else. and we make ourselves available.
01:03:46 --> 01:03:49 So yes, I am always in his face as much
01:03:49 --> 01:03:52 as I can be. Now let let's be real. We
01:03:52 --> 01:03:54 have jobs.
01:03:54 --> 01:03:57 We have husbands. We have family. You
01:03:57 --> 01:03:58 know what I'm saying? We have
01:03:58 --> 01:04:01 responsibility. The father understands
01:04:01 --> 01:04:03 all those things. But you know what? He
01:04:03 --> 01:04:06 just wants a portion of our time. Yes.
01:04:06 --> 01:04:08 Give me a portion of your time because
01:04:08 --> 01:04:09 what I can do in five minutes, you
01:04:10 --> 01:04:11 couldn't do in five hours anyway. That's
01:04:12 --> 01:04:15 good. You know, just give me a portion
01:04:15 --> 01:04:17 of your time. We guilt ourselves because
01:04:18 --> 01:04:19 we think that it's supposed to be I
01:04:20 --> 01:04:22 listen. I'll be sitting in meetings and
01:04:22 --> 01:04:25 I can feel the presence of the Lord. All
01:04:25 --> 01:04:26 right, Lord. I'mma write down what I
01:04:26 --> 01:04:29 hear you say. I'm a multitask, right?
01:04:29 --> 01:04:31 We have these gifts and these talents
01:04:31 --> 01:04:33 and we don't use them. when you were
01:04:33 --> 01:04:34 talking
01:04:34 --> 01:04:37 earlier about helping people and giving
01:04:37 --> 01:04:40 your testimony and being in the word and
01:04:40 --> 01:04:43 being in prayer and you know we have to
01:04:43 --> 01:04:44 be intentional.
01:04:44 --> 01:04:48 Yes, we have to be very intentional.
01:04:48 --> 01:04:51 We have to be intentional not collecting
01:04:51 --> 01:04:54 people so that we can look great. I know
01:04:54 --> 01:04:56 who I am.
01:04:56 --> 01:04:59 I don't have this big ministry now. It's
01:04:59 --> 01:05:01 growing. Don't get me our assembly is
01:05:01 --> 01:05:02 growing. I'm telling you. You know what
01:05:02 --> 01:05:04 I'm saying? And even in the ministries
01:05:04 --> 01:05:06 that, you know, my husband covers, you
01:05:06 --> 01:05:08 know what I'm saying? It's like nobody's
01:05:08 --> 01:05:10 trying to be great. We all trying to be
01:05:10 --> 01:05:12 his. That's it. You know what I'm
01:05:12 --> 01:05:13 saying? We're trying to teach
01:05:14 --> 01:05:16 transgressors his ways. How many people
01:05:16 --> 01:05:20 do we walk by every day, doctor? And we
01:05:20 --> 01:05:23 don't they don't even know God. Don't
01:05:23 --> 01:05:25 even know God. They don't know him.
01:05:25 --> 01:05:27 Like, you mean to tell
01:05:27 --> 01:05:31 me if we're in tune with the father,
01:05:31 --> 01:05:33 somebody will walk by us and give us a
01:05:33 --> 01:05:35 word for somebody and we're not bold
01:05:35 --> 01:05:37 enough to say, "Can I just talk to you
01:05:37 --> 01:05:39 for a second? I just got to tell you
01:05:39 --> 01:05:41 something that the father said to me
01:05:41 --> 01:05:42 because if he puts it in us in that
01:05:42 --> 01:05:45 moment, nine times out of 10, it's the
01:05:45 --> 01:05:48 time. It's the time. It's the time." But
01:05:48 --> 01:05:52 we start thinking on man's level. Yes.
01:05:52 --> 01:05:53 You know what I'm saying? Oh, well, if I
01:05:53 --> 01:05:54 do this, we start having these whole
01:05:54 --> 01:05:56 thought processes in our head. You know
01:05:56 --> 01:05:58 what I'm saying?
01:05:58 --> 01:06:00 My friends, they tease me. They say I
01:06:00 --> 01:06:01 got a dollar store anoint him because
01:06:01 --> 01:06:03 every time I go to the dollar store, I
01:06:03 --> 01:06:05 minister to somebody, too. I'm
01:06:05 --> 01:06:07 prophesied and miss somebody. I gave him
01:06:07 --> 01:06:10 a ride home. I done met this 89 year old
01:06:10 --> 01:06:11 lady at the dollar store and took her
01:06:11 --> 01:06:13 home. She blessed me and prayed over me
01:06:13 --> 01:06:15 and took her to church because the bus
01:06:15 --> 01:06:18 she had missed the bus. And I I meet
01:06:18 --> 01:06:19 people all the time at the grocery
01:06:19 --> 01:06:21 store. My husband always says because I
01:06:21 --> 01:06:23 I just moved down this area. My husband
01:06:23 --> 01:06:25 said, "You know her?" I'm like, "Yeah."
01:06:25 --> 01:06:26 She said, "I'mma call you tomorrow."
01:06:26 --> 01:06:28 Yeah. She got your number. I'm like,
01:06:28 --> 01:06:31 "Yeah, I know her." Like, "Yeah, listen.
01:06:31 --> 01:06:34 This is not I'm just not this way online
01:06:34 --> 01:06:37 or at church. This is my
01:06:37 --> 01:06:39 lifestyle. Speak." That's I saw her in
01:06:39 --> 01:06:42 pain and I prayed with her outside, you
01:06:42 --> 01:06:46 know. So, yes. Yes. Yes. Yes.
01:06:46 --> 01:06:48 Don't call. Don't ask. Don't say pray
01:06:48 --> 01:06:50 for me and we in the grocery store. We
01:06:50 --> 01:06:52 going to pray right there. Pray right
01:06:52 --> 01:06:54 there. We have to. We don't know if
01:06:54 --> 01:06:57 you're going to get the moment. Yes. We
01:06:57 --> 01:06:58 don't know if we're gonna get another
01:06:58 --> 01:07:01 moment. Life is fleeting. And I don't
01:07:02 --> 01:07:04 want to forget because you need that
01:07:04 --> 01:07:06 right there. If you asked for prayer,
01:07:06 --> 01:07:09 then you needed it and you asked me. So,
01:07:09 --> 01:07:11 let's go. That's right. That's because
01:07:11 --> 01:07:14 you are executing what you put in the
01:07:14 --> 01:07:17 earth to be. Yes. Yes. Yes. You see what
01:07:17 --> 01:07:19 I'm saying? It's not about nobody. I
01:07:19 --> 01:07:21 don't care who's watching. Let the
01:07:21 --> 01:07:24 angels watch over me. Protect me in this
01:07:24 --> 01:07:26 space as I pray for one of your
01:07:26 --> 01:07:28 children, one of your people. Father, I
01:07:28 --> 01:07:30 just need you to have angels stand guard
01:07:30 --> 01:07:34 and post whenever you call me to duty.
01:07:34 --> 01:07:37 That's it. When you call me to duty, the
01:07:37 --> 01:07:40 duty don't just happen in the pulpits.
01:07:40 --> 01:07:41 No, it don't happen at the altar that
01:07:42 --> 01:07:45 whenever I come and be in service as an
01:07:45 --> 01:07:48 intercessor, we're priest. Whenever we
01:07:48 --> 01:07:51 come to stand before the father in that
01:07:51 --> 01:07:53 gap and people don't even understand how
01:07:53 --> 01:07:57 dangerous the gap space is, but listen,
01:07:57 --> 01:07:59 okay, whenever I come to stand in that
01:07:59 --> 01:08:02 gap, I'm erecting an altar of sacrifice.
01:08:02 --> 01:08:05 I'm sacrificing my time. I'm
01:08:05 --> 01:08:08 sacrificing. Father, have your angels
01:08:08 --> 01:08:10 stand guard and watch because this is
01:08:10 --> 01:08:13 the moment. That is the time. This is
01:08:14 --> 01:08:16 the time. You understand? You know what
01:08:16 --> 01:08:20 I'm saying? You know, this is the time.
01:08:20 --> 01:08:22 Amen. Amen. And I'm getting better
01:08:22 --> 01:08:26 because Apostle I do um you I'm newly
01:08:26 --> 01:08:30 married. Mhm. I'm learning how
01:08:30 --> 01:08:34 to manage my time
01:08:34 --> 01:08:36 because I was alone for a while so I can
01:08:36 --> 01:08:38 spend two, three hours in a secret
01:08:38 --> 01:08:40 place, right? You know, now my husband a
01:08:40 --> 01:08:42 little confused. He don't know what's
01:08:42 --> 01:08:43 going on down there. Now you've been
01:08:43 --> 01:08:45 screaming all day. Now I know what's
01:08:45 --> 01:08:47 going on, but you've been in there. Say
01:08:47 --> 01:08:49 you've been screaming all day. All day
01:08:49 --> 01:08:50 long. You go, you've been down there
01:08:50 --> 01:08:53 yelling all day. Yeah. So because you
01:08:53 --> 01:08:54 know marriage was a little hard at
01:08:54 --> 01:08:55 first, right? And I got here like, "Oh
01:08:55 --> 01:08:58 Lord, you I I gotta pray this and make
01:08:58 --> 01:09:01 it today, you know. But um but I had to
01:09:01 --> 01:09:04 learn to like like you said, so this
01:09:04 --> 01:09:05 that's gonna help somebody. I want y'all
01:09:05 --> 01:09:06 want somebody to be helped here. I want
01:09:06 --> 01:09:09 y'all feel guilty. Uh if you still can't
01:09:09 --> 01:09:12 pray two, three, four hours a day. You
01:09:12 --> 01:09:14 know, the Lord, he understands that
01:09:14 --> 01:09:15 you're taking care of your your the what
01:09:15 --> 01:09:17 your what he blessed you with. You're
01:09:18 --> 01:09:19 taking care of what he blessed you with.
01:09:19 --> 01:09:21 Your family, your husband, your
01:09:21 --> 01:09:22 children. Because I used to get guilty.
01:09:22 --> 01:09:25 I get about I get about midnight anyway,
01:09:25 --> 01:09:26 but I still get in the middle of the
01:09:26 --> 01:09:28 night. So, I I got I got to cry out for
01:09:28 --> 01:09:29 a couple of hours because I missed my
01:09:29 --> 01:09:31 prayer time this week or I mean or
01:09:32 --> 01:09:33 yesterday, you know, I like to pray at
01:09:33 --> 01:09:36 least three or four times a day. And um
01:09:36 --> 01:09:38 that would bother me. I'm like, I'm
01:09:38 --> 01:09:40 married. I know you didn't send me here
01:09:40 --> 01:09:44 and to to to fall short, Lord. I'm an
01:09:44 --> 01:09:48 intern say you know, you know, I was
01:09:48 --> 01:09:50 deep. You want to be deep. People say
01:09:50 --> 01:09:52 that too. Oh, you got me deep. No,
01:09:52 --> 01:09:53 listen. God deep. I'm trying to be deep,
01:09:53 --> 01:09:55 too. I'm trying to be that deep that
01:09:55 --> 01:09:58 callth unto deep. Unto deep. Yeah. Deep
01:09:58 --> 01:10:01 cry to deep. So I'm like, um, so I had I
01:10:02 --> 01:10:05 had to deal I had to He's adjusting
01:10:05 --> 01:10:07 better, you know. But it took some time
01:10:07 --> 01:10:10 to understand, especially if you never
01:10:10 --> 01:10:13 live with someone who was
01:10:13 --> 01:10:16 an intercessor intercessor. But just for
01:10:16 --> 01:10:18 real, you know, because everybody's
01:10:18 --> 01:10:20 supposed to pray, right? You
01:10:20 --> 01:10:23 know, always Yeah. Mama had a prayer
01:10:23 --> 01:10:26 life and when mama door was closed, we
01:10:26 --> 01:10:27 know we couldn't go skating and we
01:10:27 --> 01:10:29 couldn't go outside. Don't ask her no
01:10:29 --> 01:10:32 questions. No, she not answer. You
01:10:32 --> 01:10:34 better not walk on that door. If it's a
01:10:34 --> 01:10:36 fire, you better call the fire
01:10:36 --> 01:10:38 department.
01:10:38 --> 01:10:41 But I think too, she taught y'all that
01:10:41 --> 01:10:45 when I'm in prayer or intercession,
01:10:45 --> 01:10:48 that's holy ground. Yes.
01:10:48 --> 01:10:52 Don't come in here with your shoes on.
01:10:52 --> 01:10:55 You don't come in at all.
01:10:55 --> 01:10:57 You don't
01:10:57 --> 01:11:00 I tell I tell our our leaders and and
01:11:00 --> 01:11:02 our assembly a lot of times when you see
01:11:02 --> 01:11:05 somebody in prayer, you know, it's a
01:11:05 --> 01:11:06 space that has to be respected. Even
01:11:06 --> 01:11:07 when we're having corporate prayer and
01:11:07 --> 01:11:09 you come in, you know, for service or
01:11:09 --> 01:11:11 you come in for Torah study or you come
01:11:11 --> 01:11:13 in for prayer, you know, whatever you're
01:11:13 --> 01:11:14 coming in for, if you see people in
01:11:14 --> 01:11:17 prayer, respect that space. Respect the
01:11:17 --> 01:11:20 space. Respect the space because you
01:11:20 --> 01:11:22 don't know what's happening around that
01:11:22 --> 01:11:24 space because if you're not in that
01:11:24 --> 01:11:27 space, you cannot see. Yes. You don't
01:11:27 --> 01:11:29 want to be if they're warned. You know
01:11:29 --> 01:11:31 what I'm saying? If they're in warfare,
01:11:31 --> 01:11:33 you don't want to disrespect that space.
01:11:34 --> 01:11:36 Yes. Yes. Yes. You have to be
01:11:36 --> 01:11:37 respectable
01:11:37 --> 01:11:40 of this space. Amen. Amen. But let me
01:11:40 --> 01:11:42 tell you, I didn't I'd never been
01:11:42 --> 01:11:44 married before. I I've been married to
01:11:44 --> 01:11:47 my husband uh 14 going on 15 years. And
01:11:47 --> 01:11:49 I was like you. I had always been by
01:11:49 --> 01:11:50 myself. You know what I'm saying? I'm
01:11:50 --> 01:11:52 the only child. So, you know, I'm by
01:11:52 --> 01:11:54 myself as an only child. It was always
01:11:54 --> 01:11:55 me. I always did my, you know, come and
01:11:56 --> 01:11:57 go as I please. You know, I didn't have
01:11:57 --> 01:11:58 to worry about anything. You know, so
01:11:58 --> 01:12:01 there's really I'm telling you and for
01:12:01 --> 01:12:03 anyone else that would be listening, you
01:12:03 --> 01:12:06 know, you're two becoming one. Yes.
01:12:06 --> 01:12:10 There's there you've got to learn and
01:12:10 --> 01:12:12 maneuver. It is not going to just be
01:12:12 --> 01:12:15 perfect. Yes. Yes. You know what I'm
01:12:15 --> 01:12:16 saying? There's a lot of adjustment.
01:12:16 --> 01:12:18 There's a lot of give and take. You know
01:12:18 --> 01:12:21 what I'm saying? It's it's a lot to
01:12:21 --> 01:12:24 marriage even if you're not in ministry.
01:12:24 --> 01:12:26 Yes. You know what I'm saying? But
01:12:26 --> 01:12:28 that's your covenant before the most
01:12:28 --> 01:12:30 high. Amen. You know what I'm saying?
01:12:30 --> 01:12:33 So, it it it is coming together. We
01:12:33 --> 01:12:36 decree it right now. It is all going to
01:12:36 --> 01:12:37 come together. You know what I'm saying?
01:12:38 --> 01:12:39 It's going to be well and everything is
01:12:39 --> 01:12:41 going to be fine. Amen. Because the Lord
01:12:41 --> 01:12:43 wouldn't give you what he's given you
01:12:43 --> 01:12:44 and then give you the husband and make
01:12:44 --> 01:12:46 you choose.
01:12:46 --> 01:12:49 Yes. Yes. Yes. Yes. And I see it because
01:12:49 --> 01:12:52 it takes time to like like you said, the
01:12:52 --> 01:12:53 Bible says it's a mystery how to become
01:12:53 --> 01:12:57 one. It takes time to get takes time to
01:12:57 --> 01:12:59 get adjusted, you know, and to uh and to
01:12:59 --> 01:13:03 get used to becoming one. I've been like
01:13:03 --> 01:13:05 you. I grew I had siblings, but I grew
01:13:05 --> 01:13:06 up alone. Yeah. you know, I grew up in
01:13:06 --> 01:13:08 foster care and and and so I grew up
01:13:08 --> 01:13:13 alone. Um, and I was always alone and
01:13:13 --> 01:13:15 always lived alone and I enjoyed my own
01:13:15 --> 01:13:17 space, but I wanted to be married and
01:13:17 --> 01:13:19 the Lord blessed me with an amazing my
01:13:19 --> 01:13:21 husband is so amazing. Like he gives me
01:13:21 --> 01:13:23 the space to do what God want me to do.
01:13:23 --> 01:13:26 So gentle and kind. Yeah. And um he gave
01:13:26 --> 01:13:29 you what she needed. Yes. Yes. Yes. But
01:13:29 --> 01:13:36 so I still want to be able to um
01:13:36 --> 01:13:38 okay I want to be able to
01:13:38 --> 01:13:42 be have balance. Yeah. I'm saying that
01:13:42 --> 01:13:44 out loud. I want to have balance
01:13:44 --> 01:13:45 because, you know, when you live alone,
01:13:45 --> 01:13:46 you want to hide in the secret place
01:13:46 --> 01:13:48 like, okay, I want to go back to I want
01:13:48 --> 01:13:49 to study, you know. So, I'm learning how
01:13:49 --> 01:13:51 to have balance in that space, you know,
01:13:51 --> 01:13:53 when you've been alone for so long. And
01:13:53 --> 01:13:55 we we're older, you know, we're older,
01:13:55 --> 01:13:57 too. So, you get married when you're
01:13:57 --> 01:13:59 older, you know, then it's like you're
01:13:59 --> 01:14:00 already kind of setting your ways and
01:14:00 --> 01:14:03 have, you know, so learning that. But we
01:14:03 --> 01:14:05 we we do we you're my best friend. Best
01:14:05 --> 01:14:07 friend for 10 years. So, I do work
01:14:07 --> 01:14:10 together. Yeah. Yeah. And he knows he
01:14:10 --> 01:14:12 knows. He gave me my own room. I got my
01:14:12 --> 01:14:14 own. He was like, "Listen, take your
01:14:14 --> 01:14:15 room downstairs. Go ahead and do what
01:14:15 --> 01:14:17 you going to do." So, yes, this is my
01:14:17 --> 01:14:19 prayer room. Private space. That's
01:14:19 --> 01:14:21 awesome. Yes. He blessed me, you know.
01:14:21 --> 01:14:25 He's the sweetheart. Yeah. So, lucky,
01:14:25 --> 01:14:27 huh? I got lucky, too. Yeah, you got
01:14:27 --> 01:14:29 lucky, too. See, and it's a blessing
01:14:29 --> 01:14:30 because I waited, you know, and I did I
01:14:30 --> 01:14:32 did right. We was We wasn't shacking up
01:14:32 --> 01:14:34 and and doing, you know, I waited. I
01:14:34 --> 01:14:36 waited. I tried to. And I'm not saying
01:14:36 --> 01:14:37 that I didn't before because I I I
01:14:37 --> 01:14:39 shacked up before.
01:14:39 --> 01:14:42 I was Yeah. We had we had the four
01:14:42 --> 01:14:45 Christ days. Yes. Yes. But I was so in
01:14:45 --> 01:14:47 such in a place I was like, "Oh Lord, I
01:14:47 --> 01:14:49 want to get married. I want to serve the
01:14:49 --> 01:14:50 Lord." You know, and the Lord said,
01:14:50 --> 01:14:52 "Okay, you need to get married. You need
01:14:52 --> 01:14:55 a husband. You want a husband to serve
01:14:55 --> 01:14:59 me." Got used to because for me, I got
01:14:59 --> 01:15:01 used to being single. Like I was okay. I
01:15:01 --> 01:15:03 had my child. You know what I'm saying?
01:15:03 --> 01:15:05 And I was serving. You know what I'm
01:15:05 --> 01:15:07 saying? And it was good. You know what
01:15:07 --> 01:15:09 I'm saying? But it's what he thought we
01:15:09 --> 01:15:11 needed is what the Lord thought we
01:15:11 --> 01:15:13 needed. Yeah. You know, I wanted to get
01:15:13 --> 01:15:14 young, get married younger, you know,
01:15:14 --> 01:15:16 when I was younger. But when I got
01:15:16 --> 01:15:20 older, you know, I was making life
01:15:20 --> 01:15:22 happen and I, you know, found the Lord
01:15:22 --> 01:15:25 and got engaged in that, you know, I
01:15:25 --> 01:15:26 wasn't really thinking about getting
01:15:26 --> 01:15:28 married. I had my daughter, you know
01:15:28 --> 01:15:29 what I'm saying? And, you know, being a
01:15:29 --> 01:15:31 single mom, that's a whole that becomes
01:15:31 --> 01:15:33 your world. You know what I'm saying?
01:15:33 --> 01:15:36 And and so when I got when I met my
01:15:36 --> 01:15:38 husband and you know we started dating
01:15:38 --> 01:15:39 and things like that, we didn't shack up
01:15:40 --> 01:15:42 either. We didn't live together.
01:15:42 --> 01:15:44 But you
01:15:44 --> 01:15:47 know, once we got married, the scripture
01:15:47 --> 01:15:50 says the two shall become one. Shall
01:15:50 --> 01:15:53 becoming is a process. You know, we're
01:15:53 --> 01:15:55 together. We're cleaved. You know what
01:15:55 --> 01:15:58 I'm saying? He's cleaved. I'm his rib.
01:15:58 --> 01:16:01 We have to become one.
01:16:01 --> 01:16:05 Yes. Yes. and 14 years. That's a long
01:16:05 --> 01:16:08 time. 14 years in marriage, 14 years in
01:16:08 --> 01:16:11 ministry. Oh wow. That's that's a whole
01:16:11 --> 01:16:13 other testimony. We're gonna come come
01:16:13 --> 01:16:14 back for that. I look at the time and
01:16:14 --> 01:16:15 say we don't want over our time, but
01:16:15 --> 01:16:17 that's okay y'all. Y'all had a good
01:16:17 --> 01:16:19 conversation. No, you fine. I just
01:16:19 --> 01:16:21 solely forgot because it was so good.
01:16:21 --> 01:16:23 Listen, I am so grateful and so thankful
01:16:23 --> 01:16:25 that you came on today. You gave us so
01:16:25 --> 01:16:28 much so much just to eat at. So much to
01:16:28 --> 01:16:29 eat on. And I always say, and I don't
01:16:30 --> 01:16:32 always say it, but I've said it before,
01:16:32 --> 01:16:35 that when someone serves up some meat,
01:16:35 --> 01:16:36 something had to die for it because you
01:16:36 --> 01:16:38 can't serve meat unless something was
01:16:38 --> 01:16:40 killed. So, I thank you for pouring out
01:16:40 --> 01:16:42 on today and for giving us what the Lord
01:16:42 --> 01:16:44 has put in your heart and for all that
01:16:44 --> 01:16:46 you do and for taking time out your
01:16:46 --> 01:16:49 schedule to come on.
01:16:49 --> 01:16:51 I love you. I love you. I love you. And
01:16:51 --> 01:16:54 I always my coughing, please. Oh, no.
01:16:54 --> 01:16:55 Your coughing was fine. It was okay
01:16:55 --> 01:16:56 because you came on and did what we
01:16:56 --> 01:16:57 supposed to do. That's why you show up,
01:16:57 --> 01:16:59 y'all. She had an assignment. She said,
01:16:59 --> 01:17:00 "I'm going to do my assignment. I'm
01:17:00 --> 01:17:01 coming." So, I thank you. I thank you. I
01:17:01 --> 01:17:02 thank you. We pray right now that the
01:17:02 --> 01:17:04 Lord will begin just to heal you. I know
01:17:04 --> 01:17:05 you're already healed. We thank you
01:17:05 --> 01:17:07 right now for full healing in your body
01:17:07 --> 01:17:09 from the top of the head down to the
01:17:09 --> 01:17:11 soul. Father, the Lord is replenishing
01:17:11 --> 01:17:13 you and preparing you for what he is
01:17:13 --> 01:17:14 launching you in into this season. God,
01:17:14 --> 01:17:15 we thank you for your angels of
01:17:15 --> 01:17:17 protection around her, her home, and her
01:17:17 --> 01:17:19 family. How you open up the windows of
01:17:19 --> 01:17:21 heaven and pouring out a blessing upon
01:17:21 --> 01:17:23 her that she would not have room enough
01:17:23 --> 01:17:24 to receive. I thank you for increasing
01:17:24 --> 01:17:26 her life and increasing her marriage and
01:17:26 --> 01:17:28 increasing her finances. Oh God, I thank
01:17:28 --> 01:17:29 you right now that you are pouring in
01:17:29 --> 01:17:31 the resources that are needed for her to
01:17:32 --> 01:17:33 do what you have assigned for her to do.
01:17:33 --> 01:17:35 Even the projects that you have called
01:17:35 --> 01:17:36 her to. Oh father, I thank you for every
01:17:36 --> 01:17:39 destiny helper that you have sent that
01:17:39 --> 01:17:40 can complete the work that she has begun
01:17:40 --> 01:17:42 with her hands and everything her hands
01:17:42 --> 01:17:44 touch. I thank you that it shall be
01:17:44 --> 01:17:47 blessed in Jesus name. Amen. Amen. I
01:17:47 --> 01:17:48 want you all to know I'm going to put
01:17:48 --> 01:17:52 all of Apostles's information in the
01:17:52 --> 01:17:54 comments so that or down down look below
01:17:54 --> 01:17:56 so that you know how to contact her, how
01:17:56 --> 01:17:59 to find her, and um if she gives me her
01:17:59 --> 01:18:00 email and lets me release it to you, I
01:18:00 --> 01:18:02 will go ahead and put an email in. So,
01:18:02 --> 01:18:04 if you want to email her questions, if
01:18:04 --> 01:18:05 she's done a lot of teaching today, so
01:18:06 --> 01:18:07 if you want to ask questions or if you
01:18:08 --> 01:18:09 have something that she said and you
01:18:09 --> 01:18:12 want her to expand on it, I want you to
01:18:12 --> 01:18:14 be able to reach out to her or reach out
01:18:14 --> 01:18:15 to me and I will go ahead and get the
01:18:15 --> 01:18:17 questions to her. So that way that you
01:18:17 --> 01:18:19 can have what you need. We need a
01:18:19 --> 01:18:20 teacher. How can the people learn
01:18:20 --> 01:18:23 without a teacher? Yes, Lord. Encourage
01:18:23 --> 01:18:25 and inspire. And we always ask the
01:18:25 --> 01:18:26 guests to pray us out. You mind praying
01:18:26 --> 01:18:30 us out? Oh, father. Yes. Father, in your
01:18:30 --> 01:18:32 mighty name, we just thank you for this
01:18:32 --> 01:18:34 time. We thank you for this space. We
01:18:34 --> 01:18:36 thank you even for dwelling in the midst
01:18:36 --> 01:18:38 of us in the conversation. We thank you
01:18:38 --> 01:18:40 that everything that is shared, not just
01:18:40 --> 01:18:42 on this podcast, Father, but those that
01:18:42 --> 01:18:45 have come before us and those that will
01:18:45 --> 01:18:47 come after us, Father, that you will
01:18:47 --> 01:18:49 just answer any questions that you will
01:18:49 --> 01:18:51 just set somebody free, Father, that you
01:18:51 --> 01:18:53 will just reach out and touch the heart
01:18:53 --> 01:18:54 of someone that they would even ask,
01:18:54 --> 01:18:57 "What must I do to be saved? How do I
01:18:57 --> 01:18:59 start my journey to eternal life,
01:18:59 --> 01:19:02 Father? How do I start to live for you,
01:19:02 --> 01:19:05 Father?" And so, Father, just keep this
01:19:05 --> 01:19:07 thing going. Thank you for its
01:19:07 --> 01:19:10 anointing. Thank you for who it touches.
01:19:10 --> 01:19:12 Bless my sister, the doctor, the prophet
01:19:12 --> 01:19:15 Lorena. Thank you, Father. Give her
01:19:15 --> 01:19:17 whatever she stands in need of, Father.
01:19:17 --> 01:19:20 Send resources. Send tools. Hallelujah.
01:19:20 --> 01:19:22 Continue to speak to her during her
01:19:22 --> 01:19:24 times of prayer. Father, become more
01:19:24 --> 01:19:27 intimate with her, Father. Just continue
01:19:27 --> 01:19:30 to reveal what it is that you have next
01:19:30 --> 01:19:32 for her, Father. That you have stretched
01:19:32 --> 01:19:33 her because you have equipped her,
01:19:33 --> 01:19:36 Father. and you have called her to be a
01:19:36 --> 01:19:39 voice to the nations. Father, we thank
01:19:39 --> 01:19:42 you. We bless you. We continue to lift
01:19:42 --> 01:19:44 your name up and make you great among
01:19:44 --> 01:19:47 all things, among all people, and in all
01:19:47 --> 01:19:49 lands. Father, we bless you. We honor
01:19:49 --> 01:19:52 you and we thank you. We say to we give
01:19:52 --> 01:19:55 you praise and glory in the matchless
01:19:55 --> 01:19:58 name of Yeshua Hamashiach, Jesus the
01:19:58 --> 01:20:02 Christ. My soul says, "Amen."
01:20:02 --> 01:20:05 Amen. Thank you, Lord. Amen. Thank you.
01:20:05 --> 01:20:06 Thank you. Thank you. And thank you all
01:20:06 --> 01:20:09 for watching on today. Make sure you
01:20:09 --> 01:20:12 share this broadcast with someone. Like,
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01:20:17 --> 01:20:20 sure you like, make it happen. I got to
01:20:20 --> 01:20:21 call it out so y'all know what I'm
01:20:21 --> 01:20:22 looking for. So, y'all can help us,
01:20:22 --> 01:20:24 sister. So, go ahead and share and like.
01:20:24 --> 01:20:25 And like I always say, little prayer,
01:20:25 --> 01:20:27 little power, a lot of prayer, a lot of
01:20:27 --> 01:20:29 power. Do not miss your prayer time.
01:20:29 --> 01:20:32 Stay connected to the vine. Stay
01:20:32 --> 01:20:33 connected to the Lord. Open up your
01:20:33 --> 01:20:36 word. Begin to read and study. Amen. Eat
01:20:36 --> 01:20:39 the whole scroll. Whole scroll. If you
01:20:39 --> 01:20:42 have questions, find yourself a teacher.
01:20:42 --> 01:20:44 Amen. Everyone, have a blessed night.
01:20:44 --> 01:20:45 And I'm going leave you'all in the
01:20:46 --> 01:20:47 water.
01:20:47 --> 01:20:50 [Applause]