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00:01:09 --> 00:01:12 beautiful beautiful now pastor G is what
00:01:12 --> 00:01:14 GG is what I normally see but it's
00:01:14 --> 00:01:15 jezelle
00:01:15 --> 00:01:18 right yes yes yes and just amazing
00:01:18 --> 00:01:19 teacher preacher let me tell y'all I am
00:01:20 --> 00:01:22 y'all know I am a big supporter and I am
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00:01:25 --> 00:01:27 can always count on me you know like
00:01:27 --> 00:01:28 that's all thank you for being a friend
00:01:28 --> 00:01:31 that that's me that's me and um I
00:01:31 --> 00:01:34 remember just admiring uh Pastor Gigi on
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00:01:40 --> 00:01:41 I know you have a huge Ministry and you
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00:01:45 --> 00:01:47 brought her fabulous self in there with
00:01:47 --> 00:01:50 her fabulous uh uh uh people and her the
00:01:50 --> 00:01:51 women of God that she brought with her
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00:01:54 --> 00:01:56 just so honored by that and just for you
00:01:56 --> 00:01:59 just so humble so humble and so much you
00:02:00 --> 00:02:01 I I would say you that you remind me of
00:02:01 --> 00:02:03 myself because it's all about listen
00:02:03 --> 00:02:05 it's all about prayer or it's all about
00:02:05 --> 00:02:07 teaching about prayer like you're not
00:02:07 --> 00:02:09 going to hear a whole lot nonsense not
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00:02:10 --> 00:02:13 Gonna Be controversial we not we we not
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00:02:15 --> 00:02:16 about let's let's do yall want to pray
00:02:16 --> 00:02:20 this is our hour let's go so I am
00:02:20 --> 00:02:22 inspired I watch your ministry and it
00:02:22 --> 00:02:23 just aligned so much with the
00:02:23 --> 00:02:25 battlefield of intercessors that the
00:02:25 --> 00:02:28 Lord has placed in me but I know behind
00:02:28 --> 00:02:31 every uh uh picture of Glory behind
00:02:31 --> 00:02:33 every picture of what we think is just
00:02:33 --> 00:02:36 oh my goodness look how anointed uh this
00:02:36 --> 00:02:38 person is there's always a story right
00:02:38 --> 00:02:41 and the testimony is what helps us and
00:02:41 --> 00:02:43 encourages us and also helps somebody
00:02:43 --> 00:02:45 else so I just wanted to bring you on
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00:02:47 --> 00:02:49 a talk and just get to know you Pastor
00:02:49 --> 00:02:51 Gigi let get to know you some more so go
00:02:51 --> 00:02:52 ahead introduce yourself I know we do
00:02:53 --> 00:02:54 have something else in common but we
00:02:54 --> 00:02:56 we'll get there maybe we get there so go
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00:02:57 --> 00:02:59 yourself well good evening or good
00:02:59 --> 00:03:01 morning morning or whenever everybody's
00:03:01 --> 00:03:03 watching Dr Whitehead thank you so much
00:03:03 --> 00:03:07 I am so honored uh to be chosen by you
00:03:07 --> 00:03:10 to come before your people and speak and
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00:03:12 --> 00:03:16 am um again I am GG they call me GG is
00:03:16 --> 00:03:18 easier sometimes for the folks in the
00:03:18 --> 00:03:20 down south right they have a problem
00:03:20 --> 00:03:22 pronouncing my name so I just said just
00:03:22 --> 00:03:24 call me prophetes Gigi I'm good with
00:03:24 --> 00:03:26 that Pastor gig however you desire um
00:03:27 --> 00:03:28 and also it brings that kind of
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00:03:30 --> 00:03:32 um homeg girl you know that's my
00:03:32 --> 00:03:35 nickname since I was born and so uh it
00:03:35 --> 00:03:38 was a family name and one day God said I
00:03:38 --> 00:03:40 want the body of Christ to call you Gigi
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00:03:42 --> 00:03:45 sister and that was hard I'm G tell you
00:03:45 --> 00:03:47 the truth because that's my family
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00:03:49 --> 00:03:52 can't just call me but I've embraced it
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00:03:55 --> 00:03:59 and so um yeah I am the CEO uh with my
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00:04:00 --> 00:04:03 um uh and we are the CEO of Latter rain
00:04:03 --> 00:04:06 Apostolic worldwide
00:04:06 --> 00:04:09 Ministries um God gave us that Ministry
00:04:09 --> 00:04:14 on my 44th birthday um I had a dream uh
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00:04:16 --> 00:04:18 church which was never in my intention
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00:04:28 --> 00:04:30 but my God had given me a dream and also
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00:04:32 --> 00:04:35 husband 44th where we were out in a
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00:04:43 --> 00:04:46 the foundations of the earth and he kind
00:04:46 --> 00:04:49 of put me in check and has been my right
00:04:49 --> 00:04:51 hand he I think he's more of the pastor
00:04:51 --> 00:04:53 than me to be honest he says that the
00:04:53 --> 00:04:56 Shepherd's Heart and so we do that
00:04:56 --> 00:04:58 Ministry together we don't only want to
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00:05:03 --> 00:05:06 community and so we go out to the city
00:05:06 --> 00:05:09 of DC and Waldorf Maryland where I'm
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00:05:11 --> 00:05:14 Jamaica Queens New York where I grew up
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00:05:19 --> 00:05:21 community we feed the Homeless we go out
00:05:21 --> 00:05:23 there and Minister and sometimes I get
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00:05:25 --> 00:05:29 streets oh okay
00:05:29 --> 00:05:31 I could get a little bit radical so
00:05:31 --> 00:05:33 that's how we we started our ministry it
00:05:33 --> 00:05:37 was just God woke us up one day and said
00:05:37 --> 00:05:39 hey this is is your appointed time and
00:05:39 --> 00:05:42 my Apostle said it's the appointed time
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00:05:45 --> 00:05:49 we we are online one because our entire
00:05:49 --> 00:05:51 flock is scattered they're in every city
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00:06:09 --> 00:06:11 we decided to stay online and so what we
00:06:11 --> 00:06:15 do is just travel we go to City they
00:06:15 --> 00:06:18 call us they say hey lder rain come on
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00:06:40 --> 00:06:42 prayer we are the 911 just like your
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00:06:49 --> 00:06:52 drained we share the load as a team
00:06:52 --> 00:06:53 that's the goal I wanted to build the
00:06:54 --> 00:06:56 team and so that's what we did I'm a
00:06:56 --> 00:07:00 project manager I am CER I've been a
00:07:00 --> 00:07:03 project software developer for my God 25
00:07:03 --> 00:07:06 years now oh so I've been in the
00:07:06 --> 00:07:08 government industry doing Contracting
00:07:08 --> 00:07:10 works I worked in I was in the military
00:07:10 --> 00:07:11 for nine years I saw that that you were
00:07:12 --> 00:07:14 in the military yeah military I went in
00:07:14 --> 00:07:17 my mother forced me my adopted mom I was
00:07:17 --> 00:07:20 adopted my adopted mom she forced me and
00:07:20 --> 00:07:23 my sister in 1996 to go into the
00:07:23 --> 00:07:26 military and she was like y'all um y'all
00:07:26 --> 00:07:27 gonna get get out of here because y'all
00:07:27 --> 00:07:30 gonna die I'm G come home one day she
00:07:30 --> 00:07:31 was right we were gangsters we were
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00:07:41 --> 00:07:43 mother feared the worst and she was a
00:07:43 --> 00:07:46 Praying Woman yeah and said y'all gotta
00:07:46 --> 00:07:49 get up out of here so at 16 years old my
00:07:49 --> 00:07:53 mother signed me to the military at 16
00:07:53 --> 00:07:55 can you believe that I was like
00:07:55 --> 00:08:00 Mom I just remember h I just remember
00:08:01 --> 00:08:05 why it was that I was drawn to you why I
00:08:05 --> 00:08:08 did hear you give you testimony before I
00:08:08 --> 00:08:11 just remembered that I heard you give
00:08:11 --> 00:08:14 your testimony and it was as if I was
00:08:14 --> 00:08:18 hearing myself really give my own I
00:08:18 --> 00:08:21 forgot that Pastor Gigi you were talking
00:08:22 --> 00:08:23 about your
00:08:23 --> 00:08:26 childhood and I also went into foster
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00:08:28 --> 00:08:30 I was a gangster too and then I end up
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00:08:36 --> 00:08:38 was just and then the Lord pulled me out
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00:08:41 --> 00:08:43 run I remember you giving this testimony
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00:08:46 --> 00:08:48 have been on Prophet Toya's room little
00:08:48 --> 00:08:50 Toya it was the man I think that was
00:08:51 --> 00:08:54 interviewing you it was oh I think it
00:08:54 --> 00:08:55 was and you it was just first of all you
00:08:55 --> 00:08:58 gave this Testament with so much power
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00:09:00 --> 00:09:02 Authority I'm telling you I was sitting
00:09:02 --> 00:09:04 there getting free because I said oh my
00:09:05 --> 00:09:06 goodness and then hearing and then
00:09:06 --> 00:09:09 knowing that this that you were uh that
00:09:09 --> 00:09:11 latter rain and I heard and that's why I
00:09:11 --> 00:09:14 found your ministry online because I
00:09:14 --> 00:09:16 heard you on a video giving this
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00:09:20 --> 00:09:23 Facebook friend oh wow and I been I've
00:09:23 --> 00:09:25 been and when you follow me I was like
00:09:25 --> 00:09:28 oh she's doing the same thing and I just
00:09:28 --> 00:09:30 got excited because the father had
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00:09:37 --> 00:09:40 individuals and he made me excited that
00:09:40 --> 00:09:43 um people that doing the same thing as
00:09:43 --> 00:09:46 me are following me and I'm following
00:09:46 --> 00:09:49 them and so we're holding up the post
00:09:49 --> 00:09:51 we're holding up the Watchmen we're
00:09:51 --> 00:09:54 being we're the Frontline Warriors and I
00:09:54 --> 00:09:57 I was excited to when I was like oh [ __ ]
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00:10:01 --> 00:10:03 yes well let's go there because I do
00:10:03 --> 00:10:06 want to talk about that because you
00:10:06 --> 00:10:07 talked about how it birth you into
00:10:07 --> 00:10:11 prayer so I know prayer is your ministry
00:10:11 --> 00:10:13 and and and and I know you said you had
00:10:13 --> 00:10:16 a Praying Mother when was it that you
00:10:16 --> 00:10:19 knew that you were called to the
00:10:19 --> 00:10:21 ministry of prayer and prayer is in
00:10:21 --> 00:10:23 Ministry I know we all are supposed to
00:10:23 --> 00:10:25 pray absolutely don't y'all get me
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00:10:28 --> 00:10:31 pray prayers and all kinds of prayers
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00:10:35 --> 00:10:37 to be prayers of intercession but there
00:10:37 --> 00:10:42 are a a a a remnant of us that have the
00:10:42 --> 00:10:45 burden of prayer the burden of
00:10:45 --> 00:10:48 intercession for Nations and communities
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00:10:50 --> 00:10:52 ahead walk into your
00:10:52 --> 00:10:55 calling I don't know when I'm gonna be
00:10:55 --> 00:11:00 honest okay when I got saved I know
00:11:00 --> 00:11:03 um I know when I was taught to pray
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00:11:08 --> 00:11:10 honest y'all forgive me in advance okay
00:11:10 --> 00:11:11 because I'm
00:11:11 --> 00:11:15 gonna I thought we all supposed to pray
00:11:15 --> 00:11:17 so when they called prayer I was the
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00:11:20 --> 00:11:22 intercession was always early before
00:11:22 --> 00:11:25 church started right so I will come even
00:11:25 --> 00:11:27 super early because I just wanted to
00:11:27 --> 00:11:32 pray and I knew that when I um um pray
00:11:32 --> 00:11:35 God would start to speak and show me
00:11:35 --> 00:11:37 visions and dream I mean Visions you
00:11:37 --> 00:11:39 know visions and he'll give me
00:11:39 --> 00:11:41 Revelation he would I would have my
00:11:41 --> 00:11:45 Bible there my not and that was my
00:11:45 --> 00:11:48 intimate secret place with God so I I I
00:11:49 --> 00:11:52 mean when I realized when was the
00:11:52 --> 00:11:55 pandemic I just four years ago I mean
00:11:55 --> 00:11:56 this is something I've done I've been
00:11:56 --> 00:11:58 saved I don't know 207 I've been saved
00:11:58 --> 00:12:01 since I've been 20 years old but so I
00:12:01 --> 00:12:03 I've been saved all these years I really
00:12:03 --> 00:12:09 didn't know that prayer was a a call I
00:12:09 --> 00:12:12 thought prayer was what we all are
00:12:12 --> 00:12:14 supposed to do and some people just
00:12:14 --> 00:12:17 don't do it just don't do it just they
00:12:17 --> 00:12:21 don't do it or they don't feel confident
00:12:21 --> 00:12:24 to do it and so when I noticed that my
00:12:24 --> 00:12:28 sound my sound hit the Airways it was my
00:12:28 --> 00:12:31 pastor pastor Allen in Stafford Virginia
00:12:31 --> 00:12:32 I was going to that church I was
00:12:32 --> 00:12:35 actually told me to be a singles leader
00:12:35 --> 00:12:38 and um I let me tell you I would be so
00:12:38 --> 00:12:40 hungry I would sit at church and be like
00:12:40 --> 00:12:42 I wish they would give me the might to
00:12:42 --> 00:12:45 pray I wish they never did not always
00:12:45 --> 00:12:48 there every Sunday yeah I would just sit
00:12:48 --> 00:12:52 there and just want him to say Jazelle
00:12:52 --> 00:12:54 take the mic and pray because I had a
00:12:54 --> 00:12:57 passion and I just I just knew I knew
00:12:57 --> 00:13:00 how to hit God's um heart I knew what
00:13:00 --> 00:13:03 God wanted and I was just sit there and
00:13:03 --> 00:13:07 wait for ye girl for years years I was
00:13:07 --> 00:13:10 sit and one day um so the person that
00:13:10 --> 00:13:13 was supposed to pray um didn't come and
00:13:13 --> 00:13:15 it could be because I was young you know
00:13:15 --> 00:13:17 maybe they didn't feel like I was ready
00:13:17 --> 00:13:19 or mature enough and you know maybe I
00:13:19 --> 00:13:22 needed to get some things off of me but
00:13:22 --> 00:13:24 they gave me the mic at church and I'll
00:13:24 --> 00:13:27 never forget that one Sunday my pastor
00:13:27 --> 00:13:29 came out from the back
00:13:29 --> 00:13:33 and jumped to the front and he looked at
00:13:33 --> 00:13:35 me I thought I was in trouble he looked
00:13:35 --> 00:13:39 at me and he he that sparked the fire
00:13:39 --> 00:13:43 and and then I knew my sound was
00:13:43 --> 00:13:44 different and then he allowed me to go
00:13:44 --> 00:13:48 preach and teach after that realized um
00:13:48 --> 00:13:51 you know he saw it and he sent me forth
00:13:51 --> 00:13:55 right so was when I knew oh I pray
00:13:55 --> 00:13:57 different than most people but I was
00:13:57 --> 00:13:59 doing it in my secret place so you
00:13:59 --> 00:14:02 didn't know yeah I didn't know either I
00:14:03 --> 00:14:05 didn't know I I just thought we're
00:14:05 --> 00:14:09 supposed to pray yeah yeah and that's
00:14:09 --> 00:14:13 good because I I think
00:14:13 --> 00:14:16 that we take it for Grant it and I think
00:14:16 --> 00:14:19 when I found out that like you that I
00:14:19 --> 00:14:21 was different and that there was when I
00:14:21 --> 00:14:24 knew intercession had a sound oh yeah I
00:14:24 --> 00:14:26 knew there's a different sound the
00:14:26 --> 00:14:28 intercessor has a different sound
00:14:28 --> 00:14:30 because we are lawyers in the realm of
00:14:30 --> 00:14:33 the spirit so we are giv law we're just
00:14:33 --> 00:14:35 giv law and and then when I hear others
00:14:35 --> 00:14:37 pray I'm like I want to pray because I
00:14:37 --> 00:14:39 knew we didn't hit it good I knew we
00:14:39 --> 00:14:41 didn't give it the right you know we
00:14:41 --> 00:14:43 didn't have the right case law for for
00:14:43 --> 00:14:46 what was going on and that's that's how
00:14:46 --> 00:14:48 I would reason in my mind like there's a
00:14:48 --> 00:14:51 case law for this situation so we don't
00:14:51 --> 00:14:53 have to ask God if it Be Your Will we
00:14:53 --> 00:14:55 already have a case law that tells us
00:14:55 --> 00:14:58 that it's his will that I be healed you
00:14:58 --> 00:15:00 know he was bred for our iniquity
00:15:00 --> 00:15:02 wounded for our transgression and the
00:15:02 --> 00:15:04 chastisement of my peace was upon him by
00:15:04 --> 00:15:06 his stripes we are healed like I knew it
00:15:06 --> 00:15:08 to be so so I don't have to ask was it
00:15:08 --> 00:15:10 his will it's his will that I Prosper be
00:15:10 --> 00:15:12 in good health even as my soul prospers
00:15:12 --> 00:15:14 like I just I need y'all to get the case
00:15:14 --> 00:15:16 law together so we can go before the
00:15:16 --> 00:15:19 Lord in the throne room and we can have
00:15:19 --> 00:15:22 this conversation and I I think in my
00:15:22 --> 00:15:24 mind so like you I remember saying to
00:15:24 --> 00:15:27 myself when someone else heard me pray
00:15:27 --> 00:15:30 and they say you're an in intercessor
00:15:30 --> 00:15:31 and I was like well the Bible says we
00:15:32 --> 00:15:33 all should be praying prayers of
00:15:33 --> 00:15:35 intercession and then they took me to
00:15:35 --> 00:15:38 Anna was the Anna they took me to and
00:15:38 --> 00:15:40 they took they started taking they took
00:15:40 --> 00:15:43 me to uh to uh to to job you know they
00:15:43 --> 00:15:45 to take me to job remember when job
00:15:45 --> 00:15:46 interceded and prayed for his friends
00:15:46 --> 00:15:48 how God restored everything for job they
00:15:48 --> 00:15:50 took me to job and showed me the the
00:15:50 --> 00:15:52 reward of the in they took me to Abraham
00:15:52 --> 00:15:54 when he stood in the Gap you know for
00:15:54 --> 00:15:56 Sodom and gamore they begin to take me
00:15:56 --> 00:15:58 to Deborah to Deborah you know how she
00:15:59 --> 00:16:01 rose up and she stood you know between
00:16:01 --> 00:16:03 evil and and and between the nation of
00:16:03 --> 00:16:05 and made uh intercession for the people
00:16:05 --> 00:16:08 of God like all of these you know so so
00:16:08 --> 00:16:11 I begin to find intercession in all of
00:16:11 --> 00:16:15 these people and I never saw that in the
00:16:15 --> 00:16:18 story you know I begin to find the
00:16:18 --> 00:16:21 intercession in the story like you know
00:16:21 --> 00:16:23 I'm like okay so Esther she was the
00:16:23 --> 00:16:25 intercessor she rose up and said listen
00:16:25 --> 00:16:27 if I perish I perish when I'm going you
00:16:27 --> 00:16:29 know because that's how we that's the
00:16:29 --> 00:16:31 hunger we have and that's the fight in
00:16:31 --> 00:16:32 us that's why we was fight we was
00:16:32 --> 00:16:35 younger that's why we wasn't was we play
00:16:35 --> 00:16:37 with we was fighting for everybody else
00:16:37 --> 00:16:39 I don't care if you B my friend we going
00:16:39 --> 00:16:41 at it because I knew I can handle you if
00:16:41 --> 00:16:43 you bother somebody who was the underdog
00:16:43 --> 00:16:45 I'm coming but that's the same way we
00:16:45 --> 00:16:47 are in the real of the spirit yeah you
00:16:47 --> 00:16:50 know this nation's in trouble I know
00:16:50 --> 00:16:53 that when I pray God hears God hears me
00:16:53 --> 00:16:57 yeah yeah yeah he me yeah yeah he hears
00:16:57 --> 00:17:01 me I think and you know I um I developed
00:17:01 --> 00:17:03 prayer how did I develop prayer right
00:17:03 --> 00:17:06 that's the question I developed prayer
00:17:06 --> 00:17:09 because um like you said I was in a
00:17:09 --> 00:17:11 marriage that's how I came to the Lord I
00:17:11 --> 00:17:14 was in a abusive relationship I come
00:17:14 --> 00:17:17 from abuse right as a child I come from
00:17:17 --> 00:17:20 abuse I come from where my father was on
00:17:20 --> 00:17:23 drugs all my life my biological father
00:17:23 --> 00:17:28 my stepfather was harsh um you know I
00:17:28 --> 00:17:31 was the black child in the family and my
00:17:31 --> 00:17:34 siblings were white so I came from that
00:17:34 --> 00:17:36 and because he was so harsh to me and
00:17:37 --> 00:17:39 his behavior and his and he was not only
00:17:39 --> 00:17:41 harsh to me he was harsh to the whole
00:17:41 --> 00:17:44 entire family but it it stung more
00:17:44 --> 00:17:47 because I wasn't his child and uh you
00:17:47 --> 00:17:51 know in my um adolescent years you know
00:17:51 --> 00:17:53 the Bureau of child welfare came and
00:17:53 --> 00:17:55 said you know what I got to take her out
00:17:55 --> 00:17:59 of there and so I had anxiety I had
00:17:59 --> 00:18:01 Suicidal Thoughts I had depression I was
00:18:01 --> 00:18:04 molested I was sexually abused I was
00:18:04 --> 00:18:06 raped and so here and I was an alcoholic
00:18:07 --> 00:18:09 and sometimes I could do a little couple
00:18:09 --> 00:18:13 of drugs right and so I had a lot of
00:18:13 --> 00:18:17 hurt and pain and burden loneliness and
00:18:17 --> 00:18:19 panic attacks I had panic attacks really
00:18:19 --> 00:18:22 bad every day oh Lord Jesus wake up with
00:18:22 --> 00:18:25 them I did or in the middle of night and
00:18:25 --> 00:18:28 then when I gave my life to the Lord um
00:18:28 --> 00:18:32 the enemy was on full force because I
00:18:32 --> 00:18:34 would I would I used to dabble in
00:18:34 --> 00:18:36 witchcraft because we're looking for
00:18:36 --> 00:18:38 that power we're looking for that
00:18:38 --> 00:18:41 Spiritual Awakening yes and I knew like
00:18:41 --> 00:18:45 about 16 I had um something was
00:18:45 --> 00:18:47 different I knew that I knew that I was
00:18:47 --> 00:18:50 chosen but I now I started being chosen
00:18:50 --> 00:18:52 for the enemy right I'm doing stuff for
00:18:52 --> 00:18:54 the enemy and people are following me
00:18:54 --> 00:18:56 they love me they're doing whatever I
00:18:56 --> 00:18:58 want them to do for evil but when I gave
00:18:59 --> 00:19:00 my life to the Lord the enemy will come
00:19:00 --> 00:19:04 in my night dreams and demonic uh
00:19:04 --> 00:19:08 encounters and um and I would have p and
00:19:08 --> 00:19:10 the church was not equipped I'm gonna be
00:19:10 --> 00:19:14 honest they were not um educated enough
00:19:14 --> 00:19:17 and had enough training um they can do
00:19:17 --> 00:19:19 some Deliverance Ministry but there's
00:19:19 --> 00:19:23 Deliverance of spir the spirit spiritual
00:19:23 --> 00:19:25 realm but there's Deliverance of my
00:19:25 --> 00:19:28 emotional and mental state right and
00:19:28 --> 00:19:31 they were equipped they spiritualize
00:19:31 --> 00:19:33 everything instead of dealing with my
00:19:33 --> 00:19:36 background but the Lord says he's the
00:19:36 --> 00:19:38 counselor I hope I encourage somebody
00:19:38 --> 00:19:41 today because he's a counselor and even
00:19:41 --> 00:19:44 though I did have counselors along the
00:19:44 --> 00:19:47 way I still needed that intimate time
00:19:47 --> 00:19:50 with God to take this negativity this
00:19:50 --> 00:19:52 this this heaviness I needed him to
00:19:52 --> 00:19:55 break it and the only way I could break
00:19:55 --> 00:19:59 it was go into my prayer closet and so I
00:19:59 --> 00:20:01 I don't even know if anybody really
00:20:01 --> 00:20:03 taught me that but I knew I needed to go
00:20:03 --> 00:20:07 in a closet go lock the door and spend
00:20:07 --> 00:20:10 that time with the Lord no one really
00:20:10 --> 00:20:12 told me but the father it was me and him
00:20:12 --> 00:20:16 having intimate moments I Che my journal
00:20:16 --> 00:20:18 we didn't even have social media like we
00:20:18 --> 00:20:21 have now nothing that was it was the
00:20:21 --> 00:20:24 spirit of the Lord that lifted up a
00:20:24 --> 00:20:26 standard I love that was my first sermon
00:20:26 --> 00:20:29 the Lord lifted up a standard against
00:20:29 --> 00:20:31 the enemy he pushed back the hand of the
00:20:31 --> 00:20:34 enemy and so when I was anxious I went
00:20:34 --> 00:20:36 into my closet when I was angry I went
00:20:37 --> 00:20:39 into my closet when I was depressed I
00:20:39 --> 00:20:42 would stay in the closet and just sleep
00:20:42 --> 00:20:45 there because I knew that the angel of
00:20:45 --> 00:20:47 the Lord was going to meet me there and
00:20:47 --> 00:20:50 so sexual immorality oh that was a hard
00:20:50 --> 00:20:53 one to break and I had to stay in the I
00:20:53 --> 00:20:56 mean years of um dedicating myself to be
00:20:57 --> 00:20:59 holy and righteous and some of it I
00:20:59 --> 00:21:03 could be honest um I think it came from
00:21:03 --> 00:21:06 legalism you know we the doctrine of
00:21:06 --> 00:21:09 legalism um and everything had to be
00:21:09 --> 00:21:11 perfect everything had to be right we I
00:21:11 --> 00:21:14 wanted to be a Ministry I was hungry to
00:21:14 --> 00:21:16 be a Ministry I didn't understand why
00:21:16 --> 00:21:18 but I knew and people could see that
00:21:18 --> 00:21:22 there was a call um but um I could
00:21:22 --> 00:21:26 confuse um the grace of God yes where
00:21:26 --> 00:21:31 with works right so a lot of the
00:21:31 --> 00:21:35 trauma what I God forgive me but I'm
00:21:35 --> 00:21:38 telling you my truth the lot of from the
00:21:38 --> 00:21:42 house of the Lord because added salt to
00:21:42 --> 00:21:44 the wound already and I I don't blame
00:21:44 --> 00:21:47 them they were ill equipped right so God
00:21:47 --> 00:21:50 needed to take me through that the abuse
00:21:51 --> 00:21:53 in my personal life the abuse in the
00:21:53 --> 00:21:56 church that he can transform me into who
00:21:56 --> 00:21:59 I am today you know
00:21:59 --> 00:22:01 the Young Folks say you're in your soft
00:22:01 --> 00:22:02 years I one of my daughters called me
00:22:02 --> 00:22:04 and told me you know you're in your soft
00:22:04 --> 00:22:08 I am is your soft gr era girl it is my
00:22:08 --> 00:22:11 massages I gotta go get my Petty I I
00:22:11 --> 00:22:13 mean God spoiled me but there was a time
00:22:13 --> 00:22:16 we went hungry yeah yeah yeah come on
00:22:16 --> 00:22:18 there was a time we went hungry it was a
00:22:18 --> 00:22:20 time there was nothing and I had to
00:22:20 --> 00:22:23 learn I never uh I never seen the
00:22:23 --> 00:22:25 righteous
00:22:25 --> 00:22:29 forsaken bre and so yes I was a single
00:22:29 --> 00:22:31 mother I got pregnant in church I I was
00:22:31 --> 00:22:34 the armor Bearer I had to get before the
00:22:34 --> 00:22:37 church and say I'm pregnant and I had to
00:22:37 --> 00:22:39 go through some stuff I had to go
00:22:39 --> 00:22:41 through that rejection in the church but
00:22:41 --> 00:22:43 it was like I'm being rejected at home
00:22:43 --> 00:22:46 I'm being rejected at church rejected at
00:22:46 --> 00:22:49 at work and I couldn't find rest for my
00:22:49 --> 00:22:51 soul so it was in my prayer that God
00:22:51 --> 00:22:53 would be like I'm gonna I'm gonna deal
00:22:53 --> 00:22:55 with it for you I'm gonna deal with this
00:22:56 --> 00:22:58 I'm gonna love on you come on and he
00:22:58 --> 00:23:01 would hear his voice and I didn't know
00:23:01 --> 00:23:03 um because the saints of God didn't go
00:23:03 --> 00:23:06 to prayer they couldn't hear this
00:23:06 --> 00:23:09 voice you you got to meet God you know
00:23:09 --> 00:23:12 you got to meet him halfway and when you
00:23:12 --> 00:23:14 meet him in your Seeker place he starts
00:23:14 --> 00:23:18 to speak to you and so I started to like
00:23:18 --> 00:23:21 Blossom yeah I start I I was the girl
00:23:21 --> 00:23:23 that was in the back of the church I
00:23:23 --> 00:23:26 used to come High come on I did I will
00:23:26 --> 00:23:29 be drunk drunk comeing club and church
00:23:29 --> 00:23:32 starts what 9 10 o'clock and so I got
00:23:33 --> 00:23:36 there by 11 and I didn't understand the
00:23:36 --> 00:23:38 spirit of the Lord was drawing me we
00:23:38 --> 00:23:41 didn't grow up in church nobody took
00:23:41 --> 00:23:44 Sunday service but there was a hunger
00:23:44 --> 00:23:47 and a passion from me um inside of me
00:23:47 --> 00:23:49 and so I was that girl that the the the
00:23:49 --> 00:23:52 the church ladies were you know you know
00:23:52 --> 00:23:54 I guess they were like you know you got
00:23:54 --> 00:23:55 to cover yourself you know how you need
00:23:55 --> 00:23:57 to know how to wear a bra I'm like I
00:23:57 --> 00:23:58 don't even wear a bra what you you
00:23:58 --> 00:24:02 talking about I was that girl I had that
00:24:02 --> 00:24:04 conversation said like you know we we
00:24:04 --> 00:24:06 can see your underwears you can't come
00:24:06 --> 00:24:08 with your skirt you a see my underwear
00:24:08 --> 00:24:09 because I had nothing
00:24:09 --> 00:24:12 on you didn't see them you didn't see
00:24:12 --> 00:24:15 anything and then I got filed I got
00:24:15 --> 00:24:17 filled with the Holy Ghost for everybody
00:24:17 --> 00:24:20 to see thank you Lord oh my God I got
00:24:21 --> 00:24:24 filled that was it that was it I was a
00:24:24 --> 00:24:26 changed person it was the spirit of God
00:24:26 --> 00:24:28 coming inside but what cused me to be
00:24:28 --> 00:24:31 saved was my husband knocked me out at
00:24:31 --> 00:24:33 that time he had he punched me directly
00:24:33 --> 00:24:36 in the face he got upset with me was
00:24:36 --> 00:24:39 your ex-husband my ex-husband not my hus
00:24:39 --> 00:24:40 I want y get confused because she
00:24:40 --> 00:24:42 married to a wonderful man nobody
00:24:42 --> 00:24:45 because I got a good man now my first
00:24:45 --> 00:24:48 husband he and he and that's when I was
00:24:48 --> 00:24:51 like God if there is a God I mean I
00:24:51 --> 00:24:54 didn't have no Bible no church no music
00:24:54 --> 00:24:56 no nothing right it was just me and God
00:24:57 --> 00:24:59 and that's how it's always
00:24:59 --> 00:25:01 yeah God and I just said God come into
00:25:01 --> 00:25:03 my life and I'm going tell you even as
00:25:03 --> 00:25:06 you're talking and I go back to that
00:25:06 --> 00:25:08 original
00:25:08 --> 00:25:12 video and it's really rare and I'm GNA
00:25:12 --> 00:25:15 say it somebody won get upset that I
00:25:15 --> 00:25:17 meet a true
00:25:17 --> 00:25:20 Prophet yeah I think so too it's really
00:25:20 --> 00:25:21 rare that I meet a true prophet and I
00:25:22 --> 00:25:25 always know when I encounter a true
00:25:25 --> 00:25:27 Prophet by their
00:25:27 --> 00:25:29 life because their life has been
00:25:29 --> 00:25:32 prophetic from the birth my birth from
00:25:32 --> 00:25:35 birth not that you took yourself and you
00:25:35 --> 00:25:37 put yourself in this trous life right oh
00:25:37 --> 00:25:40 I had a hard life no we are
00:25:40 --> 00:25:45 born into a lifestyle that requires us
00:25:45 --> 00:25:49 to know our divine helper early I can
00:25:49 --> 00:25:51 remember being a little girl and having
00:25:51 --> 00:25:55 encounters with angels I can remember uh
00:25:55 --> 00:25:56 understanding the spiritual REM and
00:25:56 --> 00:25:59 chasing after it so much that I love
00:25:59 --> 00:26:01 bewitch and I loved all those shows
00:26:01 --> 00:26:04 because it does it resonated with my
00:26:04 --> 00:26:07 spirit right right I can remember you
00:26:07 --> 00:26:09 know like you said you know I was raised
00:26:09 --> 00:26:11 by also by my my father not my
00:26:11 --> 00:26:13 biological father my father but he was
00:26:13 --> 00:26:14 he was a little harsh you know things
00:26:14 --> 00:26:16 were a little I didn't always feel loved
00:26:16 --> 00:26:18 and and and like I was you know received
00:26:18 --> 00:26:20 of course today he's my daddy I love him
00:26:20 --> 00:26:23 love you Dad you know but time wasn't
00:26:23 --> 00:26:26 always easy and I looked at this and my
00:26:26 --> 00:26:29 life was always even to hear my mother
00:26:29 --> 00:26:31 whenever she gives she gives a testimony
00:26:31 --> 00:26:33 about me which is love you Mom it
00:26:33 --> 00:26:35 cringes my
00:26:35 --> 00:26:38 soul mom I did thing I thought she was
00:26:38 --> 00:26:40 gonna die we paid for her funeral you
00:26:40 --> 00:26:42 didn't pay for mine you didn't think I
00:26:42 --> 00:26:44 was gonna die no God Was preparing me
00:26:44 --> 00:26:46 you know because I had always knew how
00:26:46 --> 00:26:49 to pray and I I knew I had a Praying
00:26:49 --> 00:26:51 Mother I knew she was in there praying
00:26:51 --> 00:26:52 but I had never heard nobody pray out
00:26:53 --> 00:26:55 loud but I knew that I can go into my
00:26:55 --> 00:26:58 closet and I can journal and write and I
00:26:58 --> 00:26:59 can go back to those journals and see
00:26:59 --> 00:27:02 what the Lord had done you know when I
00:27:02 --> 00:27:06 heard your testimony I heard myself and
00:27:06 --> 00:27:09 I had said that's a true Prophet wow
00:27:09 --> 00:27:11 just a true I don't need to have you
00:27:11 --> 00:27:13 call out no numbers I didn't need you to
00:27:13 --> 00:27:16 give no no great test no great prophecy
00:27:16 --> 00:27:20 of I I Knew by your life Jesus and by
00:27:20 --> 00:27:23 your testimony because nothing pushes us
00:27:23 --> 00:27:26 into the presence of the Lord we just
00:27:26 --> 00:27:29 have been dwelling there from
00:27:29 --> 00:27:32 children we just there I knew when I
00:27:32 --> 00:27:34 went into my room I was always scared of
00:27:34 --> 00:27:37 the dark I knew that it was somebody
00:27:37 --> 00:27:40 there with me yeah
00:27:40 --> 00:27:44 yeah you know yeah my mother took me to
00:27:44 --> 00:27:46 my biological mother took me to therapy
00:27:46 --> 00:27:48 when I told her the son is following me
00:27:48 --> 00:27:50 oh they put me in a crazy home too I got
00:27:50 --> 00:27:52 put away in in in into the crazy home
00:27:52 --> 00:27:55 for a couple of weeks too yeah she was
00:27:55 --> 00:27:57 like no she's strange she's a strange
00:27:57 --> 00:28:00 one but I started to have encounters at
00:28:00 --> 00:28:03 4 that I can remember I had encounters I
00:28:03 --> 00:28:07 had God would correct me yeah I remember
00:28:07 --> 00:28:09 one time I was underneath the table uh
00:28:09 --> 00:28:11 with my little brother his name is Bruce
00:28:11 --> 00:28:13 and me and Bruce were under the table he
00:28:13 --> 00:28:15 was like two years old maybe I was like
00:28:15 --> 00:28:19 seven or eight I can't remember and um
00:28:19 --> 00:28:22 the Lord said to me you are
00:28:22 --> 00:28:24 special and I heard him loud and clear
00:28:24 --> 00:28:25 and
00:28:25 --> 00:28:28 immediately after he said that my
00:28:28 --> 00:28:30 stepfather started to whoop my butt he
00:28:30 --> 00:28:33 started to beat on me punch me and I'll
00:28:33 --> 00:28:35 never forget that I'm like God God spoke
00:28:35 --> 00:28:39 to me right before the attack um to give
00:28:39 --> 00:28:41 me hope to give me strength and I don't
00:28:41 --> 00:28:44 know what I did I was playing maybe I
00:28:44 --> 00:28:46 was you know you know I don't know too
00:28:46 --> 00:28:48 loud or something I don't remember but I
00:28:48 --> 00:28:50 just remember I don't even remember the
00:28:50 --> 00:28:54 Beatdown I remember I remember God
00:28:54 --> 00:28:58 saying you are special to me and so you
00:28:58 --> 00:29:01 know I so I went through a lot Suicidal
00:29:01 --> 00:29:03 Thoughts I had to I had to I had to
00:29:03 --> 00:29:05 fight it you know I remember one day
00:29:05 --> 00:29:07 driving on a bridge it's called Fort
00:29:07 --> 00:29:09 Island Bridge I was in a military I was
00:29:09 --> 00:29:11 in Hawaii stationed there and it was a
00:29:11 --> 00:29:13 lonely time I had given birth to my
00:29:13 --> 00:29:16 daughter I'd had baby daddy drama I had
00:29:16 --> 00:29:18 church drama it was just so much
00:29:18 --> 00:29:21 financial hardship just trying to figure
00:29:21 --> 00:29:25 out who I am yes and I remember um going
00:29:25 --> 00:29:28 in the in the car and um I was gonna
00:29:28 --> 00:29:30 take the the wheel of the car and go
00:29:30 --> 00:29:32 over the bridge I didn't even think
00:29:32 --> 00:29:34 about how selfish I was I didn't even
00:29:34 --> 00:29:36 think about my daughter who was going to
00:29:36 --> 00:29:37 pick her up who's going to take care of
00:29:37 --> 00:29:40 her I just wanted to end life and I
00:29:40 --> 00:29:43 remember the hand of the Lord taking the
00:29:43 --> 00:29:46 car and pulling it back out it was like
00:29:46 --> 00:29:51 a strong wind and he said not you not
00:29:51 --> 00:29:54 you you are going to live and declare my
00:29:54 --> 00:29:57 word and you know what God it it
00:29:57 --> 00:30:00 happened father it did it happened and I
00:30:00 --> 00:30:03 you know I'm just like God I I couldn't
00:30:03 --> 00:30:05 see where I'm at now and it's not
00:30:05 --> 00:30:08 Material position yes God has blessed me
00:30:08 --> 00:30:11 with finances yes we are business owners
00:30:11 --> 00:30:14 yes um I'm educated now I you know all
00:30:14 --> 00:30:16 these good things that I didn't have we
00:30:16 --> 00:30:19 have Financial Pros but it wasn't that
00:30:19 --> 00:30:22 he created this woman that is standing
00:30:22 --> 00:30:25 before you he shake me and mow me I was
00:30:25 --> 00:30:28 on the potter's wheel and he took that
00:30:28 --> 00:30:30 were not good enough some things that
00:30:30 --> 00:30:32 just needed to throw away and he kept
00:30:33 --> 00:30:36 molding me and shaping me into who I am
00:30:36 --> 00:30:39 and now I can go back and restore those
00:30:39 --> 00:30:42 that have felt lost I can go back and
00:30:42 --> 00:30:44 restore one that didn't doesn't know
00:30:44 --> 00:30:47 Christ in the power of his resurrection
00:30:47 --> 00:30:49 but it was in the shaping and the
00:30:49 --> 00:30:52 molding that I had to hold on to my
00:30:52 --> 00:30:55 secret place yeah man couldn't do it for
00:30:55 --> 00:30:58 me you know man couldn't do it for me
00:30:59 --> 00:31:02 not the husband not the church folks uh
00:31:02 --> 00:31:04 not the spiritual mothers I love them
00:31:04 --> 00:31:06 they gave me great nuggets great ADV
00:31:06 --> 00:31:10 rice but was I'm sorry he's G bark I'm
00:31:10 --> 00:31:13 sorry everybody y'all know how we
00:31:13 --> 00:31:16 do she CH go saved he's saved he prays
00:31:16 --> 00:31:18 with me every day
00:31:18 --> 00:31:20 amen amen
00:31:20 --> 00:31:24 amen talking yes I'm I'm sorry but this
00:31:24 --> 00:31:27 is good and I and I and again y'all we
00:31:27 --> 00:31:29 we had no idea want to talk about today
00:31:29 --> 00:31:32 but I I want you and because I know this
00:31:32 --> 00:31:34 is going to resonate with a lot of
00:31:34 --> 00:31:36 intercessors and prophetic people who
00:31:36 --> 00:31:39 don't know who they are and they're like
00:31:39 --> 00:31:41 I've been through all that too so why am
00:31:41 --> 00:31:44 I worthy can God still use me can God
00:31:44 --> 00:31:45 still get the glory out of me because
00:31:45 --> 00:31:47 that was my testimony the Lord called me
00:31:47 --> 00:31:48 I'm like Lord everybody didn't know I
00:31:48 --> 00:31:50 was running these streets and you know
00:31:50 --> 00:31:52 you got I'm marrying a cop and I know
00:31:52 --> 00:31:53 one of his friends have locked me up you
00:31:53 --> 00:31:54 know
00:31:54 --> 00:31:57 like you know like can I still be used
00:31:57 --> 00:32:00 but telling you the Lord will lift it
00:32:00 --> 00:32:02 he's a redeemer of the time so here you
00:32:02 --> 00:32:05 are now you know and like you said you
00:32:05 --> 00:32:07 you you have all these things and these
00:32:07 --> 00:32:08 things are just a part of the promise
00:32:08 --> 00:32:11 y'all you supposed to have this so so
00:32:11 --> 00:32:13 yes Pastor Gigi she like listen I got
00:32:13 --> 00:32:14 all this stuff this is part of the
00:32:14 --> 00:32:17 promise for being faithful yeah for
00:32:17 --> 00:32:19 being steadfast yeah yeah being
00:32:19 --> 00:32:22 unmovable you know not for being perfect
00:32:22 --> 00:32:23 because you heard what she said about
00:32:23 --> 00:32:25 being perfect she wanted to be perfect
00:32:25 --> 00:32:26 but you don't have to be perfect because
00:32:26 --> 00:32:28 the Bible told we have to be perfect we
00:32:28 --> 00:32:30 have to be faithful be faithful over a
00:32:30 --> 00:32:33 few things he make us ruler over many so
00:32:33 --> 00:32:35 I am just excited that that the Lord
00:32:35 --> 00:32:37 brought it back to my remembrance about
00:32:37 --> 00:32:39 the testimony that you had shared and
00:32:39 --> 00:32:42 even sitting here I'm like wait wait a
00:32:42 --> 00:32:44 minute I remember this okay Lord you
00:32:44 --> 00:32:47 know and it's necessary because this
00:32:47 --> 00:32:51 this this podcast here is for the
00:32:51 --> 00:32:53 prophit this podcast here is for the
00:32:53 --> 00:32:56 intercessor you are not crazy I want to
00:32:56 --> 00:32:59 tell you that's what God told me before
00:32:59 --> 00:33:01 um I was drive when I was driving to
00:33:01 --> 00:33:04 come here to sit down with you he was
00:33:04 --> 00:33:07 saying to me about the prophetic so what
00:33:07 --> 00:33:10 you saying that he said that your your
00:33:10 --> 00:33:14 your group needs to understand what
00:33:14 --> 00:33:17 makes a prophet and you're teaching them
00:33:17 --> 00:33:19 to be a prophet and so I didn't know how
00:33:19 --> 00:33:23 my my story fit in with it but um let me
00:33:23 --> 00:33:25 tell you I always knew I was prophetic I
00:33:25 --> 00:33:28 didn't know I was an intercessor
00:33:28 --> 00:33:30 that I didn't know I knew I was a
00:33:30 --> 00:33:33 prophet from the very beginning I knew
00:33:33 --> 00:33:35 right from the beginning when I give my
00:33:35 --> 00:33:37 life to the Lord I knew was a prophet I
00:33:37 --> 00:33:40 knew that God had let me allowed me to
00:33:40 --> 00:33:43 go in the wrong direction that I could
00:33:43 --> 00:33:44 understand the difference between
00:33:44 --> 00:33:47 Witchcraft and divination
00:33:47 --> 00:33:50 and and so it's very it was very
00:33:50 --> 00:33:51 important for me because they were quick
00:33:51 --> 00:33:54 to say that because I could see and I
00:33:54 --> 00:33:57 can hear and that was strange to others
00:33:57 --> 00:33:59 right I didn't know that I'm not in
00:33:59 --> 00:34:01 church I didn't know nothing I know I
00:34:01 --> 00:34:04 can hear and I can see and because of
00:34:04 --> 00:34:07 that the father said I want you to learn
00:34:07 --> 00:34:09 I want you to eat of this scroll I want
00:34:09 --> 00:34:12 you to know my word so much that when
00:34:12 --> 00:34:15 you speak all you com out like you
00:34:15 --> 00:34:19 prophesy and all you pray is my word yes
00:34:19 --> 00:34:21 so I don't go to prayer without a
00:34:22 --> 00:34:24 strategy oh come on some come on and
00:34:24 --> 00:34:26 help us I go to prayer because I know
00:34:26 --> 00:34:30 I'm prophetic I got to hear God and then
00:34:30 --> 00:34:32 I got to have my evidence many of us
00:34:32 --> 00:34:34 have had to write our thesis statement
00:34:34 --> 00:34:37 you had to an essay and you had to know
00:34:37 --> 00:34:40 what was your thesis Li line what was
00:34:40 --> 00:34:42 what are you going to talk about well
00:34:42 --> 00:34:45 when you go to intercession it's not you
00:34:45 --> 00:34:47 and God one on-one intercession is a
00:34:47 --> 00:34:50 group of people and so a group of people
00:34:50 --> 00:34:53 we we need you to hit the target hit the
00:34:53 --> 00:34:55 mark on so you got to use your listening
00:34:56 --> 00:34:58 ears so in the morning if you're an
00:34:58 --> 00:35:01 intercessor God has already given you
00:35:01 --> 00:35:03 instructions and so when what he wants
00:35:03 --> 00:35:05 you to do is take that instruction he
00:35:05 --> 00:35:09 gave you and get in your word that word
00:35:09 --> 00:35:11 have I hid in my heart that I may not
00:35:11 --> 00:35:13 sin against him so I need to know his
00:35:13 --> 00:35:17 word his word will not return void and
00:35:17 --> 00:35:20 there's so much word there's 66 books
00:35:20 --> 00:35:22 there's so much word in there and
00:35:22 --> 00:35:24 there's a theme of prayer and
00:35:24 --> 00:35:26 intercession that you have to there's a
00:35:26 --> 00:35:28 region that you
00:35:28 --> 00:35:30 yes there's a there's a there's a a
00:35:30 --> 00:35:32 point and a Target point that God has
00:35:32 --> 00:35:34 given you some of us are government I'm
00:35:34 --> 00:35:37 government I I deal with government
00:35:37 --> 00:35:40 entities and hierarchies and and I do I
00:35:40 --> 00:35:42 deal with spiritual warfare in high
00:35:43 --> 00:35:46 places yes so I you may not be called a
00:35:46 --> 00:35:48 spiritual warfare you may be called to
00:35:48 --> 00:35:50 the storm that is happening in Los
00:35:50 --> 00:35:52 Angeles you may be called to intercede
00:35:52 --> 00:35:55 and pray for the people of Los Angeles
00:35:55 --> 00:35:57 right so if you're on your watch and I'm
00:35:57 --> 00:36:00 on my watch and I got my strategy I got
00:36:00 --> 00:36:02 my scripture I'm binding those things
00:36:02 --> 00:36:05 that are operating in the spirit realm
00:36:05 --> 00:36:08 in Heavenly places in order for God's
00:36:08 --> 00:36:10 kingdom to come come on somebody and so
00:36:10 --> 00:36:13 okay so we went through all this we had
00:36:13 --> 00:36:15 all this drama we had all this pain and
00:36:15 --> 00:36:18 so for such a time as this right just
00:36:18 --> 00:36:19 like you were mentioning Esther I'm the
00:36:19 --> 00:36:23 Esther now I can understand what the
00:36:23 --> 00:36:25 trial and tribulation I know what it is
00:36:25 --> 00:36:27 not to have a food on the table I know
00:36:27 --> 00:36:29 what it is for people to walk out on you
00:36:29 --> 00:36:32 I know what it is to lose a job I know
00:36:32 --> 00:36:34 what it is for people to reject you so
00:36:34 --> 00:36:37 now when I go to intercession I'm
00:36:37 --> 00:36:39 already armed and dangerous come on
00:36:39 --> 00:36:43 somebody my mouth is is mass destruction
00:36:43 --> 00:36:45 it caus is a weapon of Destruction to
00:36:45 --> 00:36:47 the enemy's Camp I'm called to go into
00:36:48 --> 00:36:51 Dark Places and Destroy principalities
00:36:51 --> 00:36:54 and power and so the only way God could
00:36:54 --> 00:36:56 do that is because I had intimate time
00:36:56 --> 00:36:59 in my secret place I allowed him to
00:36:59 --> 00:37:02 shakee me and moow me I I wanted to give
00:37:02 --> 00:37:04 up but he wouldn't let me and somebody
00:37:04 --> 00:37:07 wants to give up right now and you can't
00:37:07 --> 00:37:09 let yourself give up because there's a
00:37:09 --> 00:37:11 generation of people I had taught the
00:37:12 --> 00:37:14 school of intercession to over 700
00:37:14 --> 00:37:18 people yes yes 700 people I touched the
00:37:18 --> 00:37:21 live and told them hey what region are
00:37:21 --> 00:37:24 you supposed to be praying for what
00:37:24 --> 00:37:27 region what territory I'm GNA tell you
00:37:27 --> 00:37:29 somebody was not on their watch since
00:37:29 --> 00:37:31 we're going through all this chaos and
00:37:31 --> 00:37:33 confusion right
00:37:33 --> 00:37:36 now somebody missed their appointed time
00:37:36 --> 00:37:39 somebody neglected to spend that quality
00:37:39 --> 00:37:41 time with God and Miss intercession and
00:37:41 --> 00:37:44 now we can't cover everything yeah yeah
00:37:45 --> 00:37:47 yeah raise up an army because we never
00:37:47 --> 00:37:49 knew this growing up 20 years they
00:37:49 --> 00:37:53 didn't do this but he had to change the
00:37:53 --> 00:37:56 time that we're in he had to change the
00:37:56 --> 00:37:58 heart of us he had to say I gotta pull
00:37:58 --> 00:38:01 you out of this this this this
00:38:01 --> 00:38:04 organization called religion I got pull
00:38:04 --> 00:38:06 you out because you're going to miss the
00:38:06 --> 00:38:09 move of God and so before we miss the
00:38:09 --> 00:38:12 move of God all we have to do is use our
00:38:12 --> 00:38:15 prophetic ear our prophetic eyesight and
00:38:15 --> 00:38:17 become strategic in our prayer life and
00:38:17 --> 00:38:20 it becomes it comes it becomes fun I
00:38:20 --> 00:38:21 don't know
00:38:21 --> 00:38:25 about I love it I love it love even what
00:38:25 --> 00:38:29 you saying go back about uh we didn't
00:38:29 --> 00:38:32 see it before and I I don't think that
00:38:32 --> 00:38:35 we use the word intercession cuz I I
00:38:35 --> 00:38:37 could remember I grew up Pentecostal
00:38:37 --> 00:38:40 right yeah yeah yeah and I can remember
00:38:40 --> 00:38:43 the mothers they would come all in white
00:38:43 --> 00:38:45 back then they had their sheets in their
00:38:45 --> 00:38:48 bleach listen they had sheet and buckets
00:38:48 --> 00:38:49 and you had your sheets bleach in
00:38:49 --> 00:38:51 buckets yes and they would lay them
00:38:51 --> 00:38:53 sheets off they put us on the back peel
00:38:53 --> 00:38:55 don't you move cuz the Lord about to
00:38:55 --> 00:38:57 blow through here don't y'all get up
00:38:57 --> 00:38:59 don't move off the yeah you wasn't going
00:38:59 --> 00:39:01 to eat and they ter at that because the
00:39:01 --> 00:39:03 people came in off the street to be
00:39:03 --> 00:39:04 healed yes remember you know they would
00:39:04 --> 00:39:06 come in they would lay their cigarettes
00:39:06 --> 00:39:08 down lay their drinks down on the Altar
00:39:08 --> 00:39:09 and they would get healed they would get
00:39:09 --> 00:39:12 delivered wouldn't they and they would T
00:39:12 --> 00:39:14 all night but they had the
00:39:14 --> 00:39:17 stamina the stamina they had the stamina
00:39:17 --> 00:39:20 in prayer to T all night now we hear it
00:39:20 --> 00:39:23 don't take all of that yeah we do oh you
00:39:23 --> 00:39:24 keep praying about the same thing if God
00:39:24 --> 00:39:26 ain't answer maybe it ain't for you they
00:39:26 --> 00:39:28 don't understand how to be assistance in
00:39:28 --> 00:39:32 prayer because the the it the the the uh
00:39:32 --> 00:39:34 the the mantle of intercession that's
00:39:34 --> 00:39:36 that's I'm going to call it today know
00:39:36 --> 00:39:40 that's even of intercession we God gives
00:39:40 --> 00:39:44 us stamina to stay in prayer until it
00:39:44 --> 00:39:47 lifts until it lifts yeah and we find
00:39:48 --> 00:39:50 prayer we don't find it as a burden for
00:39:50 --> 00:39:54 us it is fun prayer is just I'm talk I'm
00:39:54 --> 00:39:55 having a
00:39:55 --> 00:39:58 conversation with the Lord what we do
00:39:58 --> 00:40:01 have a hard time with is when we miss
00:40:01 --> 00:40:04 prayer or we get into a place of
00:40:04 --> 00:40:07 prayerlessness yes that's the place that
00:40:07 --> 00:40:09 we struggle with it's because of and you
00:40:09 --> 00:40:11 got to realize God has to clean us up
00:40:11 --> 00:40:14 right we got to get clean he we the
00:40:14 --> 00:40:17 strongholds the generational things that
00:40:17 --> 00:40:20 hold us bound and so when you start to
00:40:20 --> 00:40:22 become an intercessor you should focus
00:40:22 --> 00:40:25 on that yes that's where we miss it I
00:40:25 --> 00:40:29 want to be this is not um entertainment
00:40:29 --> 00:40:31 and this is not for
00:40:31 --> 00:40:34 Superstar uh uh this is not get your
00:40:34 --> 00:40:35 your your your place of being a
00:40:35 --> 00:40:38 superstar is that bothering
00:40:38 --> 00:40:42 you is that sorry it's bothering me that
00:40:42 --> 00:40:44 prayer intercession turned into like we
00:40:44 --> 00:40:48 are singers like everybody mindful for
00:40:48 --> 00:40:51 myself like I don't you know
00:40:51 --> 00:40:57 um I know people are drawn to it okay um
00:40:57 --> 00:40:59 I try not to let me tell you I try not
00:41:00 --> 00:41:02 to when I feel like I'm judging someone
00:41:02 --> 00:41:06 I feel people I think just just the
00:41:06 --> 00:41:10 sacred part of prayer yeah I try not to
00:41:11 --> 00:41:14 um I try not to do it I try not to even
00:41:14 --> 00:41:16 let my mind go there okay because I
00:41:16 --> 00:41:21 gotta everybody's got to um come to that
00:41:21 --> 00:41:24 realization of who they are yes maybe
00:41:25 --> 00:41:27 they've been taught wrong
00:41:27 --> 00:41:29 maybe someone said you're so gifted
00:41:29 --> 00:41:32 you're so you know and then we do
00:41:32 --> 00:41:35 Showmanship and approval and acceptance
00:41:35 --> 00:41:38 so I try not to look at it I try to
00:41:38 --> 00:41:41 teach yes and that's I think maybe
00:41:41 --> 00:41:42 that's what I meant what I mean like
00:41:42 --> 00:41:45 what I Mak me my bother
00:41:45 --> 00:41:49 it the the the sacredness of prayer I
00:41:49 --> 00:41:51 think is what I I try to go back to in
00:41:51 --> 00:41:55 teaching it is a sacred time you know to
00:41:55 --> 00:41:57 pray and to remember to have your your
00:41:57 --> 00:42:01 secret place the place that you are in
00:42:01 --> 00:42:04 your closet you know if if all of your
00:42:04 --> 00:42:06 prayer is on display of all your prayer
00:42:06 --> 00:42:08 is about perfecting the right words or
00:42:08 --> 00:42:10 putting the right sentences together
00:42:10 --> 00:42:12 then we lose the
00:42:12 --> 00:42:15 sacredness of going before our father
00:42:15 --> 00:42:18 yeah so I think that that's what not not
00:42:18 --> 00:42:21 the people yeah I think that we just the
00:42:21 --> 00:42:23 way we handle prayer and remembering
00:42:23 --> 00:42:26 that is a sacred time in a conversation
00:42:26 --> 00:42:27 it's our frequency to
00:42:27 --> 00:42:30 you know how the Lord uh uh speaks to us
00:42:30 --> 00:42:33 you know and if we miss that then we're
00:42:33 --> 00:42:37 praying to miss okay yeah I you know
00:42:37 --> 00:42:38 because because we have the school of
00:42:39 --> 00:42:41 intercession I get all kind of stuff
00:42:41 --> 00:42:44 right okay so
00:42:44 --> 00:42:47 um I'm gonna use and she probably gonna
00:42:47 --> 00:42:50 watch this I'm gonna use uh lady levita
00:42:50 --> 00:42:53 um she's phenomenal okay um I met her
00:42:53 --> 00:42:56 through uh prophetess meline I went to
00:42:56 --> 00:43:00 mine yeah I went to um conference and I
00:43:00 --> 00:43:02 met Lita and I snapped on her because
00:43:02 --> 00:43:04 she was saying oh I can't do it and I
00:43:04 --> 00:43:06 said you sit here you become a queen and
00:43:06 --> 00:43:08 your old I don't know I fussed her out
00:43:09 --> 00:43:11 just and she got connected to me from
00:43:11 --> 00:43:15 that and she struggled with prayer and
00:43:15 --> 00:43:18 she went through stages of prayer like
00:43:18 --> 00:43:20 when she first she couldn't speak she
00:43:21 --> 00:43:24 didn't have the courage to speak and so
00:43:24 --> 00:43:27 because I teach intercession there's a
00:43:27 --> 00:43:29 different level of Grace on
00:43:29 --> 00:43:32 me and I mean she's been with me three
00:43:32 --> 00:43:35 years now she has her own Ministry and
00:43:35 --> 00:43:38 she goes out and she uh goes on stream
00:43:38 --> 00:43:40 and she ministers to people but there
00:43:40 --> 00:43:43 was a time that she would not remember
00:43:43 --> 00:43:46 her words um and then she even admitted
00:43:46 --> 00:43:48 she got mad at me she admitted she got
00:43:48 --> 00:43:52 mad at me left and came back right and
00:43:52 --> 00:43:55 so I guess the people God gives me are
00:43:55 --> 00:44:00 not well developed veloped okay so they
00:44:00 --> 00:44:02 may go into that place where they want
00:44:02 --> 00:44:04 to be Superstars
00:44:04 --> 00:44:09 right and then um I as the teacher I
00:44:09 --> 00:44:12 talk to the father I said God let's fix
00:44:12 --> 00:44:16 this here let's fix S I pray for them
00:44:16 --> 00:44:19 that they would get um Revelation from
00:44:19 --> 00:44:22 the father and it works and so one thing
00:44:22 --> 00:44:25 about intercession also I tell some
00:44:25 --> 00:44:27 people because they're afraid to talk
00:44:27 --> 00:44:29 write it down I still write my prayers
00:44:29 --> 00:44:33 to this day yes I do I can't I don't
00:44:33 --> 00:44:36 feel comfortable without having a
00:44:36 --> 00:44:39 strategy having my scriptures maybe five
00:44:39 --> 00:44:42 or six scriptures and then being
00:44:42 --> 00:44:45 specific about what I want to talk to
00:44:45 --> 00:44:47 you know father about and have other
00:44:47 --> 00:44:50 people come into agreement so I get all
00:44:50 --> 00:44:53 kinds I get people that are dealing with
00:44:53 --> 00:44:55 witchcraft um and they go in I've had my
00:44:55 --> 00:44:57 last school of intercession
00:44:57 --> 00:44:59 everybody was doing drugs they couldn't
00:44:59 --> 00:45:01 believe it yes they were I mean they
00:45:01 --> 00:45:03 were high and I was wondering were you
00:45:03 --> 00:45:06 guys High while I'm teaching and
00:45:06 --> 00:45:09 so and I can't I used to go to church
00:45:09 --> 00:45:13 high too so I'm like okay I did too I
00:45:13 --> 00:45:16 get folks like because I'm teaching and
00:45:16 --> 00:45:19 maybe they feel safe behind the camera
00:45:19 --> 00:45:22 yeah judging them you know but them
00:45:22 --> 00:45:26 being able to tell me hey Propst I'm I
00:45:26 --> 00:45:28 stopped smoking weed since I've been
00:45:28 --> 00:45:31 going to your school of intercession and
00:45:31 --> 00:45:36 I'm like whoa okay praise the Lord
00:45:36 --> 00:45:38 know maybe they got high night before so
00:45:38 --> 00:45:40 I'm G get drunk the night before and I
00:45:40 --> 00:45:42 might come a little residue but I make
00:45:42 --> 00:45:43 sure that you know by time I got to
00:45:43 --> 00:45:45 church at 9:30 I was a little
00:45:45 --> 00:45:48 sober I had this one guy um who was
00:45:49 --> 00:45:51 angry one time and he was about to quit
00:45:51 --> 00:45:53 his job and I said you you you can't
00:45:53 --> 00:45:55 quit your job let's pray you pray he
00:45:55 --> 00:45:57 didn't know how to pray he didn't quit
00:45:57 --> 00:45:59 his job he became a school teacher and
00:45:59 --> 00:46:02 he's doing so well I'm so proud of him
00:46:02 --> 00:46:05 and so I get kind of maybe that's what
00:46:05 --> 00:46:08 the my Ministry made me hard that you
00:46:08 --> 00:46:11 know but I'm gon be honest as a teacher
00:46:11 --> 00:46:13 as you know God has cleaned me up it
00:46:13 --> 00:46:17 takes a lot of patience yeah it takes
00:46:17 --> 00:46:20 patience dealing with people who are not
00:46:20 --> 00:46:23 you know don't that learning about God
00:46:23 --> 00:46:25 that are one foot in and one foot out it
00:46:25 --> 00:46:27 takes that kind of love patient and
00:46:27 --> 00:46:30 Grace um and not everybody is built for
00:46:30 --> 00:46:33 it not everybody is equipped for it so I
00:46:33 --> 00:46:35 do get people with the Superstar spirit
00:46:35 --> 00:46:38 and we just like let let them have it
00:46:38 --> 00:46:41 let them stay where they at and then God
00:46:41 --> 00:46:45 oh my God the change the
00:46:45 --> 00:46:49 transform yes yes the trans and it and
00:46:49 --> 00:46:52 it it may take five years okay you know
00:46:52 --> 00:46:54 it may take five years it may it's not
00:46:54 --> 00:46:57 going to be quick some for some people
00:46:57 --> 00:46:59 but I want them to always know that
00:46:59 --> 00:47:01 latter rain they're welcome you're
00:47:01 --> 00:47:04 welcome you come as you are just it
00:47:04 --> 00:47:05 takes which I tell them it takes six
00:47:05 --> 00:47:08 minutes for you to come up here and pray
00:47:08 --> 00:47:10 you know people caught the Holy Ghost
00:47:10 --> 00:47:13 people demons get get loose um we had
00:47:13 --> 00:47:16 one lady that came up to pray and her
00:47:16 --> 00:47:18 daughter was in jail she got her
00:47:18 --> 00:47:21 doctrines degree she got she had 13
00:47:21 --> 00:47:23 years I believe it was 13 years y'all
00:47:23 --> 00:47:26 correct me if I'm wrong 13 years of of
00:47:26 --> 00:47:28 prison sentence her mother came up to
00:47:28 --> 00:47:30 the latter rain and prayed she was
00:47:30 --> 00:47:32 released in six months she had just been
00:47:32 --> 00:47:34 sentenced something happened some
00:47:34 --> 00:47:36 paperwork happened and she was released
00:47:36 --> 00:47:39 today she has her doc I just saw it on
00:47:39 --> 00:47:43 Facebook she has her do today this week
00:47:43 --> 00:47:45 and that's because intercession is
00:47:45 --> 00:47:47 needed and so I want you to come and
00:47:47 --> 00:47:49 some people may not be called to
00:47:50 --> 00:47:52 intercession but they need to come to
00:47:52 --> 00:47:54 prayer they need to come to prayer now
00:47:54 --> 00:47:56 say that you might not be called to
00:47:56 --> 00:47:58 inter session but you need to still come
00:47:58 --> 00:48:01 to prayer yeah you need come to prayer
00:48:01 --> 00:48:03 and then prayer and again that's how
00:48:03 --> 00:48:06 sexual and morality morality I would I'm
00:48:06 --> 00:48:08 gonna be honest with y'all when I was
00:48:08 --> 00:48:10 young I would just do what I'm my
00:48:10 --> 00:48:13 business and then feel so bad and go
00:48:13 --> 00:48:14 right to that
00:48:14 --> 00:48:17 closet I would sit there you know I knew
00:48:17 --> 00:48:19 I was doing wrong but I didn't know how
00:48:20 --> 00:48:24 to break it off until went away I would
00:48:24 --> 00:48:26 sit there and you got to sit there for
00:48:26 --> 00:48:28 hours for those that are struggling with
00:48:28 --> 00:48:31 their marriage yes is it could be you
00:48:31 --> 00:48:35 know difficult in the first few years
00:48:35 --> 00:48:37 you know if you have a temper or if you
00:48:37 --> 00:48:40 are wanting to always spat out I would
00:48:40 --> 00:48:43 go in my closet and sit there until the
00:48:43 --> 00:48:46 Holy Spirit would deal with me yes right
00:48:46 --> 00:48:48 and then get up cook clean and take care
00:48:48 --> 00:48:51 of your family but going in the secret
00:48:51 --> 00:48:55 place it's an Act of Faith yes God that
00:48:55 --> 00:48:58 yeah thank you Lord does anyone else
00:48:58 --> 00:49:01 tell you that you remind them of Cindy
00:49:01 --> 00:49:05 trim everybody does hear all the time I
00:49:05 --> 00:49:07 do and I I I was
00:49:07 --> 00:49:09 wondering well first of all her and I
00:49:09 --> 00:49:11 both are from the Caribbeans right is
00:49:11 --> 00:49:13 that okay good I think I think it's the
00:49:13 --> 00:49:15 sound the sound is like and then yeah
00:49:15 --> 00:49:18 like I I was at uh TD J's Ministry and I
00:49:18 --> 00:49:20 got my Ministry uh certificate from
00:49:20 --> 00:49:22 there and everybody would say I sound
00:49:22 --> 00:49:24 like Cindy Tri and it could be I read
00:49:24 --> 00:49:28 her books a lot right I read her books I
00:49:28 --> 00:49:33 never desired to be like her
00:49:33 --> 00:49:35 but I think that you look alike but I
00:49:35 --> 00:49:37 think you I think it's the accent I
00:49:37 --> 00:49:39 don't think that you are like I don't
00:49:39 --> 00:49:40 see like you are your own person you
00:49:40 --> 00:49:43 your own fire your own oil yes but I'm
00:49:43 --> 00:49:44 like oh you know she sound just like
00:49:44 --> 00:49:47 Cindy trim that's everybody I can hear
00:49:47 --> 00:49:51 you talk all day praise the can't myself
00:49:51 --> 00:49:54 talk I'm G tell you the truth but I I
00:49:54 --> 00:49:57 like that um the emphasis and and I
00:49:57 --> 00:49:59 probably do it to again our Ministries
00:49:59 --> 00:50:01 are so aligned but I usually get leaders
00:50:01 --> 00:50:03 so the Lord sends me leaders so pastors
00:50:03 --> 00:50:05 and Prophets and you know teachers and
00:50:05 --> 00:50:07 preachers um so my young folk I'm G send
00:50:08 --> 00:50:10 over there to you yeah send you got you
00:50:10 --> 00:50:13 got patience and Grace um for them um
00:50:13 --> 00:50:16 but with that I love how you talk know a
00:50:16 --> 00:50:18 lot of other Ministries do that they do
00:50:18 --> 00:50:21 that they send their people my to my
00:50:21 --> 00:50:23 teaching that they can go back to their
00:50:23 --> 00:50:25 churches and that's why I don't have a
00:50:25 --> 00:50:28 church I don't want to take people's
00:50:28 --> 00:50:31 members I want to develop them that they
00:50:31 --> 00:50:34 can go back to their church and do it
00:50:34 --> 00:50:36 the way they're called to do it there
00:50:36 --> 00:50:39 yeah now you're the latter rain is it
00:50:39 --> 00:50:41 just a Prayer Ministry is there any
00:50:41 --> 00:50:44 other teachings that you do or just for
00:50:44 --> 00:50:47 intercession yes out of l r we have the
00:50:47 --> 00:50:50 learning Institute where we want to
00:50:50 --> 00:50:51 we're in the process we have preach
00:50:51 --> 00:50:54 preachers so a lot of different um
00:50:54 --> 00:50:57 leaders H may have a curriculum that
00:50:57 --> 00:50:59 they want to teach you want to teach the
00:50:59 --> 00:51:01 Book of Ezekiel you want to teach the
00:51:01 --> 00:51:04 Book of Revelation or you want to teach
00:51:04 --> 00:51:06 PE uh people how to Worship the Lord so
00:51:06 --> 00:51:10 a lot of uh leaders um come and become
00:51:10 --> 00:51:13 partners with us and they take teacher
00:51:13 --> 00:51:16 course and it could be six weeks so we
00:51:16 --> 00:51:18 want to build a learning
00:51:18 --> 00:51:21 Institute come over you you can and so
00:51:21 --> 00:51:24 what we do is like we offer training
00:51:24 --> 00:51:27 courses sometimes for a small fee we can
00:51:27 --> 00:51:30 teach you business 101 we can teach fi
00:51:30 --> 00:51:32 we got some people teaching finances
00:51:33 --> 00:51:35 Amanda Dixon Pastor Dixon she's teaching
00:51:35 --> 00:51:37 Finance she also teaches uh the
00:51:37 --> 00:51:40 worshipper arise and she teaches people
00:51:40 --> 00:51:42 who sing in Ministry how to
00:51:42 --> 00:51:44 authentically Worship the Lord Pastor
00:51:44 --> 00:51:48 Micah teaches um the preach preacher how
00:51:48 --> 00:51:51 to articulate your words better how to
00:51:51 --> 00:51:55 um engage your audience right and so we
00:51:55 --> 00:51:58 are we are looking for trainers we will
00:51:58 --> 00:52:00 bless you um for coming in training we
00:52:00 --> 00:52:03 do work a contract with people and so
00:52:03 --> 00:52:05 they can come in and just say hey I
00:52:05 --> 00:52:07 would like to teach your course so we
00:52:07 --> 00:52:11 are in desperate need of trainers and
00:52:11 --> 00:52:13 teachers amen well I teach your class on
00:52:13 --> 00:52:15 Thursday it's called warrior in the
00:52:15 --> 00:52:16 words so I have to send you over my
00:52:16 --> 00:52:19 curriculum and see what what I fit in I
00:52:19 --> 00:52:22 love it I love the teach it's it is
00:52:22 --> 00:52:24 definitely my gift my gift is teaching
00:52:24 --> 00:52:27 amen I'm so encouraged
00:52:27 --> 00:52:28 so you know there's a there's a
00:52:28 --> 00:52:30 multitude of people that we can reach
00:52:30 --> 00:52:34 yeah amen amen amen I'm super excited
00:52:34 --> 00:52:36 and I know you mentioned that you are
00:52:36 --> 00:52:40 married 20 how many years no we've been
00:52:40 --> 00:52:42 married okay don't get me in trouble 11
00:52:42 --> 00:52:45 years we've been together 12 and a half
00:52:45 --> 00:52:47 okay 11
00:52:47 --> 00:52:49 years now did you marry when you married
00:52:49 --> 00:52:52 your husband were you already
00:52:52 --> 00:52:55 pastoring yeah he found me I wasn't
00:52:55 --> 00:52:57 pastoring I was was leading the singles
00:52:57 --> 00:53:00 Ministry okay at my church um I think I
00:53:00 --> 00:53:02 was doing all kind of stuff I did a
00:53:02 --> 00:53:03 whole lot of stuff at church I was
00:53:03 --> 00:53:06 always busy in church um and so he found
00:53:06 --> 00:53:10 me and my husband uh was not saved I
00:53:10 --> 00:53:13 want to my husband not saved so it was
00:53:13 --> 00:53:17 out of the box him and I grew up in the
00:53:17 --> 00:53:20 same building in uh flat Bush Brooklyn
00:53:20 --> 00:53:24 uh 45 Lyon right he lived on the fourth
00:53:24 --> 00:53:27 floor I lived on the fifth and I never
00:53:27 --> 00:53:30 knew him never knew his mother lived
00:53:30 --> 00:53:32 there for 30 something years my mother
00:53:32 --> 00:53:35 lived there for 20 something years and
00:53:35 --> 00:53:38 so I never knew him my cousin is his
00:53:38 --> 00:53:42 best friend right he knew um most of my
00:53:42 --> 00:53:46 friends and so but we we never knew each
00:53:46 --> 00:53:49 other God showed me a vision of one day
00:53:49 --> 00:53:51 I was really suicid or I wanted to you
00:53:51 --> 00:53:54 know take my life and I was walking in
00:53:54 --> 00:53:57 the building and this man was walking um
00:53:57 --> 00:54:00 on the other side of me and I remember
00:54:00 --> 00:54:03 the image of that man right but I don't
00:54:03 --> 00:54:05 remember what he looked like and the
00:54:05 --> 00:54:08 father said that was my husband had I
00:54:08 --> 00:54:12 committed suicide my Boaz was there all
00:54:12 --> 00:54:14 those years so we didn't meet each other
00:54:14 --> 00:54:17 for another 20s something years it took
00:54:17 --> 00:54:19 20 years of me being saved for God to
00:54:19 --> 00:54:23 clean me up that me right our second
00:54:23 --> 00:54:25 date he gave his life to the Lord he
00:54:25 --> 00:54:27 came with me to church church and that
00:54:27 --> 00:54:30 was one of my um to hold myself
00:54:30 --> 00:54:32 accountable you know I'm okay with
00:54:32 --> 00:54:34 dating when I was single in the church
00:54:34 --> 00:54:37 but after two or three dates asked the
00:54:37 --> 00:54:38 brother to come to church with you and
00:54:38 --> 00:54:41 see what he would say or how he would
00:54:41 --> 00:54:44 respond and I had a lot of guys say
00:54:44 --> 00:54:46 peace out see you later don't want to do
00:54:46 --> 00:54:48 that and that would keep me from staying
00:54:48 --> 00:54:51 in something too long well my husband
00:54:51 --> 00:54:53 came on our second date and he drove all
00:54:53 --> 00:54:55 the way from Baltimore Maryland to
00:54:55 --> 00:54:59 Stafford virgia and he walked up to the
00:54:59 --> 00:55:01 aisle oh my God he was so goofy girl he
00:55:01 --> 00:55:04 he F he godamn did something there he
00:55:04 --> 00:55:05 look like a millionaire I tell him you
00:55:05 --> 00:55:07 you can't take you nowhere you look like
00:55:07 --> 00:55:10 a millionaire but he had these big five
00:55:10 --> 00:55:12 focal from my memory okay he'll say it
00:55:12 --> 00:55:15 differently and he walked up there and
00:55:15 --> 00:55:17 he gave his life to the Lord and he came
00:55:17 --> 00:55:18 back and he was like we're getting
00:55:18 --> 00:55:22 married you're my wife that was my story
00:55:22 --> 00:55:25 I mean it was quick yes so blessed yeah
00:55:25 --> 00:55:28 it was my story he takes good care of me
00:55:28 --> 00:55:32 yeah I I am kept I know what and the
00:55:32 --> 00:55:34 funny thing it came into my life after
00:55:34 --> 00:55:36 my grandmother died and I felt all my
00:55:36 --> 00:55:38 life my grandmother was the one who
00:55:38 --> 00:55:41 really loved me and God had somebody
00:55:41 --> 00:55:46 there to love me just my grandmother did
00:55:46 --> 00:55:48 right and so my husband loves me
00:55:48 --> 00:55:51 unconditionally I mean he puts up with
00:55:51 --> 00:55:54 me um he makes sure I'm taking care of
00:55:54 --> 00:55:57 and now you don't know uh Dr Whitehead
00:55:57 --> 00:55:58 but I'm G share it with you here real
00:55:58 --> 00:56:02 quick I have I have I have a
00:56:02 --> 00:56:08 um I have a uh incurable disease I've
00:56:08 --> 00:56:11 had nine strokes and two pulmonary
00:56:11 --> 00:56:14 embolisms so I'm a walking and breathing
00:56:14 --> 00:56:17 testimony I should not be here right now
00:56:17 --> 00:56:20 right but grace of God but in that I say
00:56:20 --> 00:56:23 that my testimony with me and my husband
00:56:23 --> 00:56:27 is this is in sickness and in Health
00:56:27 --> 00:56:30 right and so you we had to he had to
00:56:30 --> 00:56:33 learn and I had to learn um to love each
00:56:33 --> 00:56:37 other in this time right we didn't know
00:56:37 --> 00:56:39 if I would make it I had a big tumor in
00:56:40 --> 00:56:43 my throat and um they had to metac me
00:56:43 --> 00:56:47 and I couldn't breathe but God but God
00:56:47 --> 00:56:50 and that man cleaned me up when I threw
00:56:50 --> 00:56:52 up took care of me took me to the
00:56:52 --> 00:56:54 hospital how many times one time we went
00:56:54 --> 00:56:55 to the hospital hundred and something
00:56:55 --> 00:56:58 times and one year right and he was
00:56:58 --> 00:57:02 there every step of way to see I mean
00:57:02 --> 00:57:05 and God did that to Humble us to
00:57:05 --> 00:57:08 strengthen our relationship to make us
00:57:09 --> 00:57:10 appreciate because sometimes you get
00:57:10 --> 00:57:12 married and you're just like looking at
00:57:12 --> 00:57:16 the outer yeah yeah right right so we
00:57:16 --> 00:57:21 had to like really learn to love in
00:57:21 --> 00:57:24 spite of it all right so I just I wanted
00:57:24 --> 00:57:25 to share that with you I try not to
00:57:25 --> 00:57:28 share but I felt like I wanted to just
00:57:28 --> 00:57:30 let you know that yes God shaped him and
00:57:30 --> 00:57:33 mold him and he wasn't saved but he
00:57:33 --> 00:57:36 saved him quickly it wasn't like long
00:57:36 --> 00:57:38 you know women wait for years yeah
00:57:38 --> 00:57:40 quickly save him quickly my pastor was
00:57:40 --> 00:57:44 in agreement I was I actually was scared
00:57:44 --> 00:57:46 to death to get married I didn't want to
00:57:46 --> 00:57:50 get married I was scared I was
00:57:50 --> 00:57:53 running my husband was like usually the
00:57:53 --> 00:57:56 men get the cold feet you you got I need
00:57:56 --> 00:57:59 you to yes yes it was my pastor who told
00:57:59 --> 00:58:02 me you need to snap out of it oh my
00:58:02 --> 00:58:05 goodness and I'm married I'm so happy
00:58:05 --> 00:58:07 I'm so glad I did I'm glad you shared
00:58:07 --> 00:58:09 that because we also had that in common
00:58:09 --> 00:58:10 we both were Maran police officers
00:58:11 --> 00:58:13 everyone and my husband saved my like he
00:58:13 --> 00:58:16 met me at my lowest and he takes very
00:58:16 --> 00:58:19 good care of me and allows me to do what
00:58:19 --> 00:58:21 it is that God has called me to do uh
00:58:21 --> 00:58:23 with ease so I'm so grateful and we
00:58:23 --> 00:58:24 running out of time we got to bring you
00:58:24 --> 00:58:26 back we got to bring you back
00:58:26 --> 00:58:28 and I always ask the guest if they have
00:58:28 --> 00:58:30 any last words and if you want to pray
00:58:30 --> 00:58:34 us out amen I will pray us out and you
00:58:34 --> 00:58:37 know continue teaching the prophets yes
00:58:37 --> 00:58:39 I know I mean if if I'm I know people
00:58:39 --> 00:58:41 have confirmed it already but I just
00:58:41 --> 00:58:44 want to come and confirm to you that I
00:58:44 --> 00:58:46 know without a shadow or doubt God has
00:58:46 --> 00:58:48 sent you to the prophets to speak to
00:58:48 --> 00:58:52 them and to encourage them and so I know
00:58:52 --> 00:58:55 he spoke it to me he confirmed it to me
00:58:55 --> 00:58:58 and so you just continue to do it listen
00:58:58 --> 00:59:02 they are going to be phenomenal okay
00:59:02 --> 00:59:03 those people that God has called you to
00:59:03 --> 00:59:05 lead and direct they're going to be
00:59:05 --> 00:59:07 phenomenal and they're going to always
00:59:07 --> 00:59:09 give you your flowers amen they are
00:59:09 --> 00:59:11 they're going to give you your flowers
00:59:11 --> 00:59:13 sometimes we we're gonna end up stepping
00:59:13 --> 00:59:15 back and they're gonna go to the
00:59:15 --> 00:59:17 Forefront and you're gonna be like that
00:59:17 --> 00:59:20 was your labor of love your time and
00:59:20 --> 00:59:23 dedication yeah so I'll pray us father
00:59:23 --> 00:59:26 we thank you so much God I thank you yes
00:59:26 --> 00:59:29 Lord she's so beautiful father can you
00:59:29 --> 00:59:31 continue to guide her and protect her
00:59:31 --> 00:59:33 and watch over her God help her to
00:59:33 --> 00:59:36 continue to be as Fabulous As she is
00:59:36 --> 00:59:38 Father God continue to strengthen her
00:59:38 --> 00:59:41 Ministry double her Ministry father God
00:59:41 --> 00:59:43 father God I thank you for the tears
00:59:44 --> 00:59:46 have become Joy yes Lord that she has
00:59:46 --> 00:59:49 sown in tears and now she is reaping in
00:59:49 --> 00:59:52 Joy God I pray for those that have
00:59:52 --> 00:59:55 listened or tuned in I believe father
00:59:55 --> 00:59:58 God that this Ministry in 20 years
00:59:58 --> 01:00:00 people are going to press the button and
01:00:00 --> 01:00:03 they're going to hear us speak about
01:00:03 --> 01:00:06 your goodness yes God and so father I
01:00:06 --> 01:00:08 pray for everybody that's listening let
01:00:08 --> 01:00:13 something we said yes Lord bless them
01:00:13 --> 01:00:15 let something we say God change and
01:00:15 --> 01:00:19 transform their lives we love you so
01:00:19 --> 01:00:21 much Daddy God and we thank you for
01:00:21 --> 01:00:24 another opportunity to magnify your holy
01:00:24 --> 01:00:29 name is it in Jesus name we do pray amen
01:00:29 --> 01:00:33 and amen hallelujah yeah amen amen and
01:00:33 --> 01:00:35 amen let's bless me I'mma go back and
01:00:35 --> 01:00:37 watch this a thousand one times it
01:00:37 --> 01:00:40 blessed me it blessed me it blessed me I
01:00:40 --> 01:00:41 want y'all all to know don't stop
01:00:41 --> 01:00:44 praying don't stop praying it's
01:00:44 --> 01:00:45 necessary it's needed little prayer
01:00:45 --> 01:00:46 little power a lot of prayer a lot of
01:00:46 --> 01:00:48 power we will see you on the next
01:00:48 --> 01:00:50 episode of the birthing room and we're
01:00:50 --> 01:00:54 going to leave y'all here in the water
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