Episode 17 Birthing Room Podcast Guest Lyn Branford
The Birthing RoomApril 08, 2025

Episode 17 Birthing Room Podcast Guest Lyn Branford

🔥 Special Guest: Minister Lyn Branford | Powerful Preacher & Anointed Psalmist 🔥


Welcome to another powerful episode on our channel! Today we are honored to be joined by Minister Lyn Branford, a dynamic woman of God who flows in both the preaching and prophetic anointing, and carries a powerful gift of worship through song.


bout Minister Lyn Branford:

Minister Lyn is a passionate preacher of the Gospel and a gifted singer whose voice ushers in the presence of God. Her ministry is marked by fire, authenticity, and breakthrough. Whether she’s behind the pulpit or behind the mic, Lyn’s heart is to see lives transformed by the power of Jesus Christ. She carries a message of healing, deliverance, and restoration for this generation.


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00:00:02 --> 00:00:04 welcome welcome welcome welcome back to

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00:00:07 --> 00:00:10 host Dr lina i'm so glad that you all

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00:00:13 --> 00:00:15 amazing guest i cannot wait to get right

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00:00:20 --> 00:00:21 we're going to sit and really really

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00:01:04 --> 00:01:05 it's really important because you're

00:01:05 --> 00:01:06 going to have some questions okay but

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00:01:17 --> 00:01:21 water okay all right i am back listen I

00:01:21 --> 00:01:22 don't have my mic today so I'm going try

00:01:22 --> 00:01:25 to speak as loud as I can but I have an

00:01:25 --> 00:01:27 amazing guest we have Minister Lynn here

00:01:27 --> 00:01:30 today and listen I got her bio but I'm

00:01:30 --> 00:01:31 going to just give y'all what I remember

00:01:31 --> 00:01:34 now I expected like this deep British

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00:01:37 --> 00:01:38 my goodness she's a singer she's

00:01:38 --> 00:01:41 beautiful um so I think your father is

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00:01:44 --> 00:01:47 right ghana and British yes ghanaian and

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00:01:55 --> 00:01:57 Carrie she carrying the five-fold so I'm

00:01:57 --> 00:01:59 excited i uh we were talking and she was

00:01:59 --> 00:02:01 like "What are we gonna talk about do

00:02:01 --> 00:02:02 you have questions?" I was like "No I

00:02:02 --> 00:02:03 just move prophetically we're going to

00:02:03 --> 00:02:05 see what the Lord gonna say." And I'm

00:02:05 --> 00:02:06 going to tell you this is my last

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00:02:08 --> 00:02:11 you how amazing God is y'all i started

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00:02:19 --> 00:02:22 talk uh uh Minister Lynn so what

00:02:22 --> 00:02:23 happened was I had started this journey

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00:02:29 --> 00:02:32 answered my yes the Lord took me on this

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00:02:35 --> 00:02:37 faith gets increased because that's what

00:02:37 --> 00:02:39 the enemy comes from the enemy comes to

00:02:39 --> 00:02:40 try your faith because it takes faith to

00:02:40 --> 00:02:44 please God so I was like okay Lord so

00:02:44 --> 00:02:47 step by step just being obedient being

00:02:47 --> 00:02:48 obedient not knowing where God was

00:02:48 --> 00:02:49 taking me not knowing what he was doing

00:02:49 --> 00:02:51 I just knew I gave a yes and I gave for

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00:03:00 --> 00:03:02 you do it this time I promise I'm going

00:03:02 --> 00:03:04 to serve you oh Lord if you do it this

00:03:04 --> 00:03:06 time I promise I won't turn back you

00:03:06 --> 00:03:08 know but then as soon as he fixed it I

00:03:08 --> 00:03:09 would go right back to what I was doing

00:03:09 --> 00:03:12 I wasn't okay so when I gave my yes for

00:03:12 --> 00:03:14 real the Lord be to take me on this

00:03:14 --> 00:03:18 journey and on this journey I wrote the

00:03:18 --> 00:03:19 birthing room so this is what this

00:03:20 --> 00:03:21 podcast is all about It's about me

00:03:21 --> 00:03:24 giving my yes so this podcast was built

00:03:24 --> 00:03:27 so people had a place to come and you

00:03:27 --> 00:03:29 see the glory but you don't know the

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00:03:32 --> 00:03:34 to see listen I see where Minister Lynn

00:03:34 --> 00:03:37 is she must have been saved all her life

00:03:37 --> 00:03:38 she's beautiful she's anointed she knows

00:03:38 --> 00:03:40 the word of God she must have been

00:03:40 --> 00:03:43 studying that all her life she must have

00:03:43 --> 00:03:45 been practicing God from she was a baby

00:03:45 --> 00:03:47 i done sinned too much i done did too

00:03:47 --> 00:03:48 much i done been to places god

00:03:48 --> 00:03:50 definitely can't use me anymore that's

00:03:50 --> 00:03:53 what people think but if they knew that

00:03:53 --> 00:03:55 I just got up at 37 and I'm only 46

00:03:55 --> 00:03:57 right now they would know that's not a

00:03:57 --> 00:04:00 big window for the Lord to say "Listen

00:04:00 --> 00:04:03 I'm going I'm a redeemer of the time i'm

00:04:03 --> 00:04:05 going to propel you into your destiny."

00:04:05 --> 00:04:09 So I I'm so excited that you said "I'm

00:04:09 --> 00:04:11 going to talk about giving my guest." So

00:04:12 --> 00:04:13 I know I talked a lot so we want to hear

00:04:13 --> 00:04:15 from you go ahead and tell us you can

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00:04:20 --> 00:04:23 thank you so much thank you woman of God

00:04:23 --> 00:04:28 dr whitehead I am uh privileged to be uh

00:04:28 --> 00:04:30 on your podcast The Birthing Room it's

00:04:30 --> 00:04:33 amazing i've followed you listened to

00:04:33 --> 00:04:36 the great great people you've brought on

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00:04:38 --> 00:04:42 you so much thank you so welcome guys

00:04:42 --> 00:04:45 please please please um share i'm sure

00:04:45 --> 00:04:47 God has a word for someone today

00:04:47 --> 00:04:51 regarding our yes all right because in

00:04:51 --> 00:04:54 essence that's what God is is seeking

00:04:54 --> 00:04:56 all right from all of us our Yes all

00:04:56 --> 00:04:59 right my name is Elyn Brenford um I

00:05:00 --> 00:05:03 would say I'm the second of four sisters

00:05:03 --> 00:05:05 uh born to a British father and a

00:05:05 --> 00:05:09 British Ghanaian uh mom uh I am a lover

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00:05:14 --> 00:05:16 Spirit i'm also a worshipper and a song

00:05:16 --> 00:05:19 writer uh with the aim of producing a

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00:05:25 --> 00:05:28 the Holy Spirit uh I have also I can

00:05:28 --> 00:05:30 proudly say I have availed myself about

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00:05:47 --> 00:05:49 you know to pursue a kingdom purpose

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00:06:03 --> 00:06:07 so uh that's me uh overall uh

00:06:07 --> 00:06:09 professionally I'd say I work for a New

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00:06:16 --> 00:06:19 I say I'm greatly inspired uh and and

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00:06:39 --> 00:06:43 Africa a lot i am half Ghanaian um and

00:06:43 --> 00:06:45 so I go to Ghana a lot and my heart goes

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00:07:03 --> 00:07:07 and support um their cause as well uh

00:07:07 --> 00:07:09 currently I serve as a volunteer

00:07:09 --> 00:07:13 director uh to a New York-based NGO

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00:07:23 --> 00:07:27 know so uh this is me this is what I do

00:07:27 --> 00:07:31 um how did it all start my god I I don't

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00:07:33 --> 00:07:36 guys I grew up in church i really really

00:07:36 --> 00:07:39 grew up in church i was that church girl

00:07:39 --> 00:07:41 um I'm not perfect let me make it very

00:07:42 --> 00:07:44 clear but I gave my life to Christ when

00:07:44 --> 00:07:47 I was about 13 or so you know quite

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00:07:50 --> 00:07:54 Lord i was I literally latched onto God

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00:08:00 --> 00:08:03 um and then funny enough I joined a

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00:08:07 --> 00:08:09 not because I wanted to join we were

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00:08:26 --> 00:08:28 like okay today somebody because we had

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00:08:37 --> 00:08:39 this week uh prayer meeting it will be

00:08:39 --> 00:08:41 you leading worship let's say praise and

00:08:41 --> 00:08:43 worship for 30 minutes so that's how my

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00:08:47 --> 00:08:49 out to be a worshipper it wasn't you

00:08:49 --> 00:08:51 know but God had it all planned out for

00:08:51 --> 00:08:54 me i thought I was just going with the

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00:09:01 --> 00:09:04 kind of girl you know I like to be at

00:09:04 --> 00:09:06 the forefront you know supporting

00:09:06 --> 00:09:08 everybody else i was the background

00:09:08 --> 00:09:11 musician for a long long long time

00:09:11 --> 00:09:13 because that's that's where I wanted to

00:09:13 --> 00:09:15 be i felt very comfortable in my comfort

00:09:16 --> 00:09:19 zone because that's where I liked to be

00:09:19 --> 00:09:22 you know but for some reason uh God was

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00:09:25 --> 00:09:28 know wherever I went whatever group I

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00:09:32 --> 00:09:34 lead i always called to do to play a a

00:09:34 --> 00:09:37 leading role in some sense you know it

00:09:37 --> 00:09:39 was very difficult for me because I

00:09:39 --> 00:09:41 wasn't that kind of person i was very

00:09:41 --> 00:09:44 shy you know I didn't want to be in

00:09:44 --> 00:09:46 front of people doing anything you know

00:09:46 --> 00:09:49 I I did my best at the back and so for

00:09:50 --> 00:09:52 me being at the back was great it was

00:09:52 --> 00:09:55 fine i'm good lord you know I love you i

00:09:55 --> 00:09:57 just want to be at the back you know

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00:09:59 --> 00:10:02 like some people were called to be in

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00:10:04 --> 00:10:06 back and for me I thought I was that

00:10:06 --> 00:10:08 kind of back girl i always wanted to be

00:10:08 --> 00:10:12 at the back but um you know it was so

00:10:12 --> 00:10:15 funny like all the things in ministry

00:10:15 --> 00:10:18 that I would be part of some way somehow

00:10:18 --> 00:10:19 I just got thrown

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00:10:23 --> 00:10:24 so eventually with the prayer group that

00:10:24 --> 00:10:27 I joined I became a leader and then of

00:10:27 --> 00:10:31 of all the the singing that we're doing

00:10:31 --> 00:10:33 you know I didn't I had not intended to

00:10:33 --> 00:10:35 do it professionally or anything again

00:10:35 --> 00:10:38 as I said I it was just by default we

00:10:38 --> 00:10:41 had to rotate for somebody to start the

00:10:41 --> 00:10:44 worship and so I got thrown into it and

00:10:44 --> 00:10:47 then over time I became good at it and

00:10:47 --> 00:10:50 then I kept on and then you know I

00:10:50 --> 00:10:52 joined a ministry you know I grew grew

00:10:52 --> 00:10:54 up in Methodist let me put it that way

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00:10:56 --> 00:11:00 Oh really well that makes the two of us

00:11:00 --> 00:11:05 minister methodist pastor I should say

00:11:05 --> 00:11:07 methodist pastor

00:11:07 --> 00:11:11 wow awesome awesome that's my background

00:11:11 --> 00:11:14 love love love love love i love it i

00:11:14 --> 00:11:18 mean we had a wonderful time um and then

00:11:18 --> 00:11:21 I we relocated my family relocated to to

00:11:21 --> 00:11:24 a bigger city and so we ended joining a

00:11:24 --> 00:11:27 charismatic Pentecostal ministry and so

00:11:27 --> 00:11:28 I served that ministry for a bunch of

00:11:28 --> 00:11:32 years and in that ministry I was um I

00:11:32 --> 00:11:34 joined the singing group as well you

00:11:34 --> 00:11:36 know the worship the praise and worship

00:11:36 --> 00:11:38 and then eventually I became a solo like

00:11:38 --> 00:11:40 they would call me to come and lead solo

00:11:40 --> 00:11:44 sing I'll lead the worship group but

00:11:44 --> 00:11:46 still for me it was like okay I love the

00:11:46 --> 00:11:49 Lord this is my little thing I'm doing

00:11:49 --> 00:11:51 you know to contribute you know in the

00:11:51 --> 00:11:53 house of God and all of that because we

00:11:53 --> 00:11:55 were told that you have to do something

00:11:55 --> 00:11:57 in the house of God do something warm

00:11:57 --> 00:12:01 the pews and just get out so in my

00:12:01 --> 00:12:03 little mind at the time young girl

00:12:03 --> 00:12:06 growing up you know early teens mid-

00:12:06 --> 00:12:08 teens late teens you know I was still

00:12:08 --> 00:12:11 singing and all of that and then I

00:12:11 --> 00:12:14 relocated to the States so I joined

00:12:14 --> 00:12:16 another ministry here that I served for

00:12:16 --> 00:12:19 over 13 years and my pastor at the time

00:12:19 --> 00:12:24 knew me that I I do sing as well oh I

00:12:24 --> 00:12:27 used saw me years ago that I was singing

00:12:27 --> 00:12:29 so he's like "Oh my god you you have to

00:12:29 --> 00:12:32 to sing here too." I'm like he's like

00:12:32 --> 00:12:34 "Yeah we we need you." Like he would not

00:12:34 --> 00:12:38 let me just sit down and you know so he

00:12:38 --> 00:12:40 literally forced the microphone on me

00:12:40 --> 00:12:43 and then Okay great so I started doing

00:12:43 --> 00:12:45 it you know I do the usual praise and

00:12:46 --> 00:12:48 worship on Sundays and doing special

00:12:48 --> 00:12:49 programs and

00:12:49 --> 00:12:55 stuff and the prophecies begun

00:12:55 --> 00:12:59 yes so about 20 years ago and prior to

00:12:59 --> 00:13:01 that I had received some prophetic words

00:13:01 --> 00:13:05 on my life that God was going to use me

00:13:05 --> 00:13:08 and I was very

00:13:08 --> 00:13:11 devastated and I'm sorry to say guys no

00:13:11 --> 00:13:14 i hope you guys want it as raw as it can

00:13:14 --> 00:13:17 be all of you were being devastated too

00:13:17 --> 00:13:19 so come on and help us i was devastated

00:13:19 --> 00:13:22 because as a young girl I had a vision i

00:13:22 --> 00:13:25 had a plan you know i wanted to to go to

00:13:26 --> 00:13:29 school and become something great and

00:13:29 --> 00:13:31 and because my understanding was like

00:13:31 --> 00:13:33 "No I didn't want to I didn't want to be

00:13:33 --> 00:13:35 a preacher i didn't want to be a

00:13:35 --> 00:13:36 preacher i just wanna I wanted to have

00:13:36 --> 00:13:38 my career go to school have my career

00:13:38 --> 00:13:39 and everything else."

00:13:39 --> 00:13:43 Like so I was devastated when this man

00:13:43 --> 00:13:45 gave me this prophet he said God is

00:13:45 --> 00:13:47 going to use you mighty in the in the

00:13:47 --> 00:13:49 evangelistic ministry as well as worship

00:13:49 --> 00:13:52 and and then the prophetic as well i'm

00:13:52 --> 00:13:55 like no I don't want to be a preacher i

00:13:55 --> 00:13:57 don't want to be a preacher you know but

00:13:57 --> 00:14:00 so I just I I left that word alone me I

00:14:00 --> 00:14:01 was going about my business and

00:14:01 --> 00:14:03 everything else

00:14:03 --> 00:14:07 so about 20 years ago or so a prophet

00:14:07 --> 00:14:12 came to a a church and gave me a similar

00:14:12 --> 00:14:15 word and he said "The earlier you accept

00:14:15 --> 00:14:18 this the better it is fool

00:14:18 --> 00:14:21 you." It it was I went home as a matter

00:14:21 --> 00:14:24 of fact he gave me an example of a woman

00:14:24 --> 00:14:26 of God that God was going to use me like

00:14:26 --> 00:14:28 this woman and I had heard this

00:14:28 --> 00:14:31 particular woman years ago but I'm like

00:14:31 --> 00:14:34 "No I want to be a preacher i just But

00:14:34 --> 00:14:37 God I I am I'm in your house i love you

00:14:37 --> 00:14:39 i'm serving you i'm in the worship

00:14:39 --> 00:14:41 ministry as a matter of fact I'm a

00:14:41 --> 00:14:44 worship leader so what else do you want

00:14:44 --> 00:14:46 from me?" Like I have already given you

00:14:46 --> 00:14:50 my life you know right so I'm like "But

00:14:50 --> 00:14:52 God what

00:14:52 --> 00:14:54 else?" So I left that alone when I was

00:14:54 --> 00:14:57 pursuing my education because for me you

00:14:57 --> 00:15:00 know I was I had set my blueprint this

00:15:00 --> 00:15:02 is what I'm going to do and that's what

00:15:02 --> 00:15:04 I'm going to do at this time and that

00:15:04 --> 00:15:07 time so I was pursuing my own

00:15:07 --> 00:15:11 thing but then there were these nudges

00:15:11 --> 00:15:14 like you know over time there would

00:15:14 --> 00:15:17 nudge a nudge would come

00:15:17 --> 00:15:21 like something was just you know calling

00:15:21 --> 00:15:25 me into the deep come on

00:15:25 --> 00:15:28 and I mean I'm saying something because

00:15:28 --> 00:15:30 at the time I was still kind of battling

00:15:30 --> 00:15:32 with it but we all know what that

00:15:32 --> 00:15:35 something is it was the voice of God but

00:15:35 --> 00:15:37 still I was struggling with it i was

00:15:37 --> 00:15:39 struggling with with that you know it

00:15:40 --> 00:15:42 became clear over time that God was and

00:15:42 --> 00:15:45 then the prophetic words began to

00:15:45 --> 00:15:48 increase like everywhere I attended

00:15:48 --> 00:15:51 anything like I I would get called and

00:15:51 --> 00:15:53 these words would be released upon my

00:15:53 --> 00:15:57 life i became very miserable because to

00:15:57 --> 00:15:58 be honest with you it wasn't something I

00:15:58 --> 00:16:01 wanted to do it really wasn't i love the

00:16:01 --> 00:16:04 Lord and I thought God but I'm in your

00:16:04 --> 00:16:07 house i'm doing your work i'm a worship

00:16:07 --> 00:16:09 leader what

00:16:09 --> 00:16:13 else and then over time I think around

00:16:13 --> 00:16:16 2015 later 20 yeah I would say 2015

00:16:16 --> 00:16:19 thereabout there was this it was almost

00:16:19 --> 00:16:21 as

00:16:21 --> 00:16:27 if somebody had been tanked a voice had

00:16:27 --> 00:16:29 been tanked to my ear that would just

00:16:29 --> 00:16:32 not leave me

00:16:32 --> 00:16:35 alone and it was just pulling me in

00:16:35 --> 00:16:39 pulling me in almost like a drive to

00:16:39 --> 00:16:42 read my word more a drive to seek him

00:16:42 --> 00:16:46 more a drive to you know to to leave all

00:16:46 --> 00:16:49 the things almost like the self-seeking

00:16:49 --> 00:16:52 uh visions and the plans that I had for

00:16:52 --> 00:16:55 myself something was just a voice at

00:16:55 --> 00:16:59 that time kept on not you know it was

00:16:59 --> 00:17:04 just constant in my ears telling me "Get

00:17:04 --> 00:17:07 closer to me i need you to read your

00:17:07 --> 00:17:11 Bible more i need you so around 2015 I

00:17:11 --> 00:17:15 said "Lord this voice is just too much."

00:17:15 --> 00:17:18 I began I said "Okay I'm going to read

00:17:18 --> 00:17:20 my Bible more maybe if I start reading

00:17:20 --> 00:17:23 you will leave me alone." Like you know

00:17:23 --> 00:17:25 maybe this voice will just leave my head

00:17:26 --> 00:17:28 you know so I started reading my v my my

00:17:28 --> 00:17:32 my Bible woman of God it was almost as

00:17:32 --> 00:17:35 if I have fallen in love all over again

00:17:35 --> 00:17:40 with God give him my testimony the

00:17:40 --> 00:17:44 desire to to to want to read the word i

00:17:44 --> 00:17:48 would go to work come rush like I am

00:17:48 --> 00:17:51 rushing to come home to come and

00:17:51 --> 00:17:54 continue reading the word of God and

00:17:54 --> 00:17:56 don't get me wrong I used to prior to

00:17:56 --> 00:17:59 this i was reading my word but it wasn't

00:17:59 --> 00:18:03 as consistent as this kind of new love

00:18:03 --> 00:18:06 that I experienced out of the blue

00:18:06 --> 00:18:09 whichever way I want to put it like I I

00:18:09 --> 00:18:12 just fell in love with God all over

00:18:12 --> 00:18:15 again and now there were certain things

00:18:15 --> 00:18:17 that were not pleasing to God it's

00:18:18 --> 00:18:20 almost as if somebody had taken a razor

00:18:20 --> 00:18:25 and was just shaving them off

00:18:25 --> 00:18:28 just shaving them off my mind began to

00:18:28 --> 00:18:32 be renewed there were things that I felt

00:18:32 --> 00:18:34 you know there a lot of person let me

00:18:34 --> 00:18:36 put this way we operate on the

00:18:36 --> 00:18:39 borderline of Christianity let me put it

00:18:39 --> 00:18:42 that way and now it became very clear to

00:18:42 --> 00:18:45 me the word of God started transforming

00:18:45 --> 00:18:47 me transforming my life or transformed

00:18:47 --> 00:18:50 my life to the point that nobody had to

00:18:50 --> 00:18:52 tell me how to dress nobody had to tell

00:18:52 --> 00:18:54 me how to speak nobody had to tell me

00:18:54 --> 00:18:57 how to behave it was almost like the

00:18:57 --> 00:19:00 Holy Spirit our constant helper the

00:19:00 --> 00:19:04 Bible says he had become this person i

00:19:04 --> 00:19:08 could feel his presence i could feel his

00:19:08 --> 00:19:11 voice i could feel I could feel him oh

00:19:11 --> 00:19:14 thank you Holy Spirit i could feel

00:19:14 --> 00:19:18 him so close yes that he started

00:19:18 --> 00:19:21 teaching me what to do how to do it what

00:19:21 --> 00:19:24 to say what not to say what to do what

00:19:24 --> 00:19:26 not to do

00:19:26 --> 00:19:31 so he began to just shred things that

00:19:31 --> 00:19:35 were not glorifying God at the time

00:19:35 --> 00:19:39 and then he purified me renewed my faith

00:19:39 --> 00:19:44 purified me and then when he did that

00:19:44 --> 00:19:47 for a couple months as I continued to

00:19:47 --> 00:19:50 delve into the word and kept on reading

00:19:50 --> 00:19:53 I began to have revelations and that is

00:19:53 --> 00:19:56 when I started hearing his audible voice

00:19:56 --> 00:19:58 the voice of God

00:19:58 --> 00:20:02 audibly and then he told me that I need

00:20:02 --> 00:20:04 you to start

00:20:04 --> 00:20:08 writing i said "Writing writing songs?"

00:20:08 --> 00:20:09 I said "But God but you know I don't

00:20:09 --> 00:20:12 want to I don't want to I don't want to

00:20:12 --> 00:20:14 be a professional thing like that's not

00:20:14 --> 00:20:17 what I signed up for i'm in church for

00:20:17 --> 00:20:18 me coming to church and leading praise

00:20:18 --> 00:20:20 of worship Sunday morning or during

00:20:20 --> 00:20:23 special pro it was fine it was fine lord

00:20:23 --> 00:20:25 this is fine no you're pushing it too

00:20:25 --> 00:20:27 much Lord like why are you getting you

00:20:28 --> 00:20:29 let me I don't want to be a professional

00:20:29 --> 00:20:32 singer i don't want to you know he said

00:20:32 --> 00:20:34 I want you to start writing and prior to

00:20:34 --> 00:20:36 that I had received words of prophecies

00:20:36 --> 00:20:38 that I was going to write songs but at

00:20:38 --> 00:20:39 the back of my mind I felt like you

00:20:39 --> 00:20:42 needed to go to school you needed to be

00:20:42 --> 00:20:46 specially trained listen guys the Holy

00:20:46 --> 00:20:49 Spirit is the greatest trainer you can

00:20:49 --> 00:20:54 ever find on earth yes on earth

00:20:54 --> 00:20:57 so I thought I needed to go to school

00:20:57 --> 00:20:59 you know to learn how to write

00:20:59 --> 00:21:03 musically it was not so for me the

00:21:03 --> 00:21:06 moment he purged me renewed my mind

00:21:06 --> 00:21:09 transformed my life and I began to hear

00:21:09 --> 00:21:10 from him

00:21:10 --> 00:21:14 audibly and I I I continue to read the

00:21:14 --> 00:21:17 word his word the word of God my dear I

00:21:18 --> 00:21:20 will be sleeping in the middle of the

00:21:20 --> 00:21:22 night and the spirit of the Lord will

00:21:22 --> 00:21:26 wake me up and give me a melody in my

00:21:26 --> 00:21:29 head like I'm hearing melodies so at

00:21:29 --> 00:21:31 this point in 2015 I'm hearing like

00:21:31 --> 00:21:34 melodies upon melodies about like wait a

00:21:34 --> 00:21:38 minute and I'm trying to figure out like

00:21:38 --> 00:21:40 do these songs exist but then they don't

00:21:40 --> 00:21:42 exist like you know I tried to figure

00:21:42 --> 00:21:45 like okay Lord are you what what does

00:21:45 --> 00:21:48 that mean he said record so I started

00:21:48 --> 00:21:51 recording where I heard the melodies I

00:21:51 --> 00:21:53 would sing and record them you know as

00:21:53 --> 00:21:57 takes and then some of the times too he

00:21:57 --> 00:22:01 would give me um like things to write

00:22:01 --> 00:22:02 you know the lyrics the particular

00:22:02 --> 00:22:04 lyrics to write so I started

00:22:04 --> 00:22:08 writing and there was a great well is

00:22:08 --> 00:22:10 he's still my producer amazing friend of

00:22:10 --> 00:22:13 mine whom we had met about 10 years ago

00:22:13 --> 00:22:15 and he told me because I was singing

00:22:15 --> 00:22:17 casually you know doing programs and

00:22:17 --> 00:22:19 stuff nothing too crazy he said "I'mma

00:22:19 --> 00:22:21 produce you one day." And he bugged me

00:22:21 --> 00:22:23 and bugged me and bugged me i didn't pay

00:22:23 --> 00:22:25 him any so when the spirit of Lord

00:22:25 --> 00:22:27 started leading me to write I'm like

00:22:27 --> 00:22:30 "Lord now you're going to lead me to

00:22:30 --> 00:22:32 whoever you want to produce this music."

00:22:32 --> 00:22:35 And before that I remember when I

00:22:35 --> 00:22:37 started writing I said "Lord I don't

00:22:37 --> 00:22:40 want to be like anybody else give me a

00:22:40 --> 00:22:43 voice that is authentic to me whatever

00:22:43 --> 00:22:46 you've called me to be I want to be just

00:22:46 --> 00:22:48 that i don't want to sound like anybody

00:22:48 --> 00:22:53 i just want to be me you know and then I

00:22:53 --> 00:22:56 I had a bargain with him i said "Lord

00:22:56 --> 00:22:58 okay I'm only doing this because you

00:22:58 --> 00:23:01 want me to do it." So in that sense give

00:23:01 --> 00:23:04 me spiritfilled songs songs that are

00:23:04 --> 00:23:08 filled by your spirit because I don't

00:23:08 --> 00:23:10 want to go clown i'm not interested in

00:23:10 --> 00:23:15 any of that because I said Lord if you

00:23:15 --> 00:23:16 really really want me to take this thing

00:23:16 --> 00:23:19 seriously then I want to do it for your

00:23:19 --> 00:23:23 pleasing alone alone for your pleasing

00:23:23 --> 00:23:25 for your glory and for your pleasing

00:23:25 --> 00:23:29 alone i'm not going to follow any clout

00:23:29 --> 00:23:32 any nothing that's not what I'm about so

00:23:32 --> 00:23:35 Lord give me spiritfilled songs that are

00:23:35 --> 00:23:37 wordbased and everything and that's

00:23:37 --> 00:23:39 exactly what he gave me so I reached out

00:23:39 --> 00:23:41 to my good friend who's a producer and I

00:23:41 --> 00:23:42 said I want to come to the studio to

00:23:42 --> 00:23:45 record he was so shocked because he had

00:23:45 --> 00:23:47 been bugging me for years and I'm like

00:23:47 --> 00:23:49 me I don't want to be a professional

00:23:49 --> 00:23:51 singer no that's not that's not that

00:23:51 --> 00:23:53 that's not part of it i I didn't sign up

00:23:53 --> 00:23:56 for that you know so anyway I went to

00:23:56 --> 00:23:59 the studio started preparing and then uh

00:23:59 --> 00:24:02 that Godman led me to release my first

00:24:02 --> 00:24:04 album in 2016

00:24:04 --> 00:24:08 uh dubbed soon coming with nine songs on

00:24:08 --> 00:24:11 their one instrumentals um and so that

00:24:11 --> 00:24:13 was the beginning of my worship ministry

00:24:13 --> 00:24:16 uh so I continue to minister you know

00:24:16 --> 00:24:19 when I'm needed how I'm led by the

00:24:19 --> 00:24:23 spirit of the Lord and then come

00:24:23 --> 00:24:26 2018 a very very very remarkable

00:24:26 --> 00:24:29 interesting year of my life

00:24:29 --> 00:24:33 2018 and so here I am still in the house

00:24:33 --> 00:24:36 of God leading worship leading praise do

00:24:36 --> 00:24:40 my thing you know and the spirit of the

00:24:40 --> 00:24:43 Lord started nudging me again that I

00:24:43 --> 00:24:47 need you deeper i said "Oh my God."

00:24:47 --> 00:24:53 He said "When is this going to be over?"

00:24:53 --> 00:24:58 So so now I gave my really really good

00:24:58 --> 00:25:01 yes around

00:25:01 --> 00:25:05 2015 now 2018 comes a very interesting

00:25:05 --> 00:25:08 year as I said a lot of changes were

00:25:08 --> 00:25:12 going on in my life i had been through a

00:25:12 --> 00:25:17 few personal tsunamis I would say and

00:25:17 --> 00:25:19 I'm sure some of you may relate that

00:25:19 --> 00:25:23 particular year and so I was confused it

00:25:23 --> 00:25:25 was some things that I really was

00:25:25 --> 00:25:27 expecting God to do for me he wasn't

00:25:27 --> 00:25:29 doing it like I had been seeking him in

00:25:29 --> 00:25:31 prayer in everything else and I'm like

00:25:32 --> 00:25:35 Lord what are you doing to me like I

00:25:35 --> 00:25:37 mean I want you if you can do this for

00:25:37 --> 00:25:38 me if you can please do that for me if

00:25:38 --> 00:25:41 you can but you're not saying anything

00:25:41 --> 00:25:45 so come 2019 I was so frustrated i said

00:25:45 --> 00:25:46 "Lord you're going to have to do

00:25:46 --> 00:25:51 something do something." I was heavily

00:25:51 --> 00:25:54 burdened devastated by a few personal

00:25:54 --> 00:25:57 decisions I had made that landed me in

00:25:57 --> 00:25:59 some serious

00:25:59 --> 00:26:02 troubles and so I decided to seek God in

00:26:02 --> 00:26:05 prayer and then I kept on I pray i pray

00:26:05 --> 00:26:08 i pray lord show me something what do

00:26:08 --> 00:26:10 you want me to do what what what is the

00:26:10 --> 00:26:12 direction from here what should I do

00:26:12 --> 00:26:20 where should I go the Lord is just quiet

00:26:20 --> 00:26:23 quiet and that made me more frustrated

00:26:23 --> 00:26:25 because I'm like Lord but you're not but

00:26:25 --> 00:26:28 I'm I'm still serving you but I'm

00:26:28 --> 00:26:31 still And I kept on I kept on

00:26:31 --> 00:26:33 consistently seeking God seeking God

00:26:33 --> 00:26:36 praying and then one day I heard very

00:26:36 --> 00:26:39 clearly he said go back to my will for

00:26:39 --> 00:26:43 your life thank you Lord i said Lord

00:26:43 --> 00:26:44 have

00:26:44 --> 00:26:47 mercy and you know I I I had a sense of

00:26:47 --> 00:26:50 what this will was about which is

00:26:50 --> 00:26:55 exactly what I was running away

00:26:55 --> 00:26:59 from that was a that was a big one

00:26:59 --> 00:27:02 lord is it really time because prior to

00:27:02 --> 00:27:04 this let me say

00:27:05 --> 00:27:08 this in between when I launched my first

00:27:08 --> 00:27:10 album I was beginning with God again

00:27:10 --> 00:27:12 with all the prophetic because the

00:27:12 --> 00:27:13 prophetic words kept coming he said

00:27:13 --> 00:27:15 "Woman you've been called you have to

00:27:15 --> 00:27:16 preach the word you have to preach god

00:27:16 --> 00:27:19 is going to send you." I said "Oh my God

00:27:19 --> 00:27:21 this preaching thing." So but I said

00:27:21 --> 00:27:22 "But

00:27:22 --> 00:27:26 God," but I said "God but but but you

00:27:26 --> 00:27:29 asked me years ago to to to do this song

00:27:29 --> 00:27:32 thing i did no you you really want more

00:27:32 --> 00:27:35 is not enough at least let me let me be

00:27:35 --> 00:27:37 my corner let me do this worship thing

00:27:37 --> 00:27:39 you know like let me let me just leave

00:27:39 --> 00:27:42 the preaching for the preachers you know

00:27:42 --> 00:27:44 let me do my worship thing because at

00:27:44 --> 00:27:48 least that's what people know me for so

00:27:48 --> 00:27:51 I kept on I kept on getting with God i

00:27:51 --> 00:27:53 said Lord please let me Okay all right

00:27:53 --> 00:27:55 all right let's do this lord why don't

00:27:55 --> 00:27:58 you let me achieve the plans that I had

00:27:58 --> 00:28:01 set out for myself maybe in my like 60s

00:28:01 --> 00:28:03 or so you know after I've been able to

00:28:04 --> 00:28:05 achieve all the things that I really

00:28:05 --> 00:28:08 want to do my career and then and then

00:28:08 --> 00:28:11 in my retirement age then I can really

00:28:11 --> 00:28:12 pick up this preaching thing then I can

00:28:12 --> 00:28:15 be going nations wherever you send me

00:28:15 --> 00:28:16 I'm going to

00:28:16 --> 00:28:20 go nothing god was just quiet like I

00:28:20 --> 00:28:22 would be communicating with I said "Lord

00:28:22 --> 00:28:24 but tell me something don't you like

00:28:24 --> 00:28:26 this plan can I just be who I wanted to

00:28:26 --> 00:28:31 be like let me let me try and achieve A

00:28:31 --> 00:28:33 B C and D and then after that you know I

00:28:33 --> 00:28:36 can I can really get on this preaching

00:28:36 --> 00:28:40 thing." And woman of God when I say God

00:28:40 --> 00:28:42 it was almost as the heavens were shut

00:28:42 --> 00:28:44 on

00:28:44 --> 00:28:50 me for a couple years you helping us

00:28:50 --> 00:28:54 shut and you see I wasn't receiving

00:28:54 --> 00:28:57 answers because I was not obedient to

00:28:57 --> 00:29:00 God you wasn't being obedient i wasn't

00:29:00 --> 00:29:04 being obedient to me i felt but God I'm

00:29:04 --> 00:29:06 still in your house and I want to take

00:29:06 --> 00:29:09 this moment to speak to somebody who's

00:29:09 --> 00:29:11 listening to us you might be in the

00:29:11 --> 00:29:13 house of God still doing all the things

00:29:13 --> 00:29:14 you're an usher you're a praise and

00:29:14 --> 00:29:17 worship leader you are you know women's

00:29:18 --> 00:29:22 leader you whatever you're doing maybe

00:29:22 --> 00:29:25 God wants more from you because

00:29:25 --> 00:29:27 eventually what I found out that he had

00:29:27 --> 00:29:30 endowed me with more and I was only

00:29:30 --> 00:29:32 sitting on whatever he had endowed me

00:29:32 --> 00:29:34 with whatever he had blessed me with by

00:29:34 --> 00:29:35 his

00:29:35 --> 00:29:39 grace and I was only operating from my

00:29:39 --> 00:29:43 comfort zone so if the optimal level

00:29:43 --> 00:29:46 that God had given me was 100% i was

00:29:46 --> 00:29:49 probably only operating around 25

00:29:49 --> 00:29:52 that's good so I was cheating God

00:29:52 --> 00:29:55 literally whatever talents and abilities

00:29:55 --> 00:29:58 that he had given me i was running and

00:29:58 --> 00:30:00 running and bargainaining and running

00:30:00 --> 00:30:03 and bargainaining until he wouldn't say

00:30:03 --> 00:30:07 anything to me in my prayer so come

00:30:07 --> 00:30:11 2019 it eventually became clear that God

00:30:11 --> 00:30:14 wanted more from me he needed my heart

00:30:14 --> 00:30:17 yes at that

00:30:17 --> 00:30:21 point I didn't have a choice i really

00:30:22 --> 00:30:24 really did not have a choice because it

00:30:24 --> 00:30:27 was a very painful painful painful

00:30:27 --> 00:30:31 season for me yeah and apparently God

00:30:31 --> 00:30:34 had been waiting at at my heart just

00:30:34 --> 00:30:36 knocking and knocking and knocking and

00:30:36 --> 00:30:40 here I am beaining and and and delaying

00:30:40 --> 00:30:41 and

00:30:41 --> 00:30:44 disobeying and and and you name it a lot

00:30:44 --> 00:30:47 of us have found ourselves in that kind

00:30:47 --> 00:30:50 of places you know we we I'm sure most

00:30:50 --> 00:30:55 of us of delay yes yes the delay the

00:30:55 --> 00:30:58 delay i went through that because again

00:30:58 --> 00:31:03 the idea of being called by God and

00:31:03 --> 00:31:06 fully surrendering to God was a battle

00:31:06 --> 00:31:09 for me and I have to be very honest i

00:31:09 --> 00:31:12 want to be candid here it was a real

00:31:12 --> 00:31:15 battle it was a big big one i battled

00:31:15 --> 00:31:20 with it within myself and then I started

00:31:20 --> 00:31:22 you know the Moses syndrome i started

00:31:22 --> 00:31:24 doing but Lord but you know I'm a little

00:31:24 --> 00:31:27 shy negotiating

00:31:27 --> 00:31:30 yeah but but God but I mean why don't

00:31:30 --> 00:31:32 you let me just do the singing thing

00:31:32 --> 00:31:35 okay fine you you know let me handle

00:31:35 --> 00:31:39 that or but but God but maybe I'm not

00:31:39 --> 00:31:41 you know I don't have what it takes

00:31:41 --> 00:31:45 maybe maybe I'm not anointed enough

00:31:45 --> 00:31:47 maybe I'm not like I

00:31:47 --> 00:31:50 started to

00:31:50 --> 00:31:54 doubt the call of God on my life plain I

00:31:54 --> 00:31:58 just I I didn't believe that he had

00:31:58 --> 00:32:02 graced me with whatever I needed to go

00:32:02 --> 00:32:04 out and take the first

00:32:04 --> 00:32:06 step

00:32:06 --> 00:32:08 so

00:32:08 --> 00:32:12 2019 I said you know what i can't run

00:32:12 --> 00:32:15 anymore i can't hide anymore i can't

00:32:15 --> 00:32:17 fight God

00:32:17 --> 00:32:22 anymore i cannot bargain anymore yes i

00:32:22 --> 00:32:26 wanna I wanna I want to go to God and

00:32:26 --> 00:32:30 just release it all surrender

00:32:30 --> 00:32:33 myself for God to do whatever he wants

00:32:33 --> 00:32:37 to do with my life so I very very hard

00:32:37 --> 00:32:41 yes to God around that time don't get me

00:32:41 --> 00:32:45 wrong I had given him my yes when I was

00:32:45 --> 00:32:47 a

00:32:47 --> 00:32:51 teenager i had given him a soft yes

00:32:51 --> 00:32:53 around

00:32:53 --> 00:32:55 2015 but

00:32:55 --> 00:32:59 2019 was when I reconciled myself with

00:32:59 --> 00:33:02 myself Lord that's when I came to God

00:33:02 --> 00:33:03 and I said

00:33:03 --> 00:33:07 "Lord I cannot do this on my own anymore

00:33:07 --> 00:33:10 i just have to release my plans into

00:33:10 --> 00:33:13 your will and then however way you want

00:33:14 --> 00:33:17 to calibrate it however way you want to

00:33:17 --> 00:33:20 collate it however way you want to align

00:33:20 --> 00:33:23 it for my good and for

00:33:23 --> 00:33:27 your pleasure and for your will and your

00:33:27 --> 00:33:32 purpose do it amen and so I gave I gave

00:33:32 --> 00:33:36 in i gave in and then now I'm

00:33:36 --> 00:33:38 thinking

00:33:38 --> 00:33:43 preaching okay how where how and then

00:33:43 --> 00:33:46 2020 came

00:33:46 --> 00:33:50 2020 came and by March 15th or so

00:33:50 --> 00:33:55 thereabout COVID hit and so around April

00:33:55 --> 00:33:57 May I was talking with a friend and we

00:33:57 --> 00:34:00 were sharing you know spiritual insights

00:34:00 --> 00:34:03 on the word and he said man you there's

00:34:03 --> 00:34:06 something in you i think you know I'm

00:34:06 --> 00:34:08 going to host this program online

00:34:08 --> 00:34:10 because you know it was co a lot of

00:34:10 --> 00:34:12 people had begun doing that's when all

00:34:12 --> 00:34:15 these zoom meetings became a thing and

00:34:15 --> 00:34:19 he said I I really want you to speak to

00:34:19 --> 00:34:22 women because it looks like you're you

00:34:22 --> 00:34:23 have this passion there's this

00:34:23 --> 00:34:25 deep-seated passion you know I feel like

00:34:25 --> 00:34:29 God is calling you to speak to women and

00:34:29 --> 00:34:31 God had already given me some insight on

00:34:31 --> 00:34:33 because when in 2019 when I began to

00:34:34 --> 00:34:36 seek him like Okay what where in you

00:34:36 --> 00:34:38 know where exactly do you want me to

00:34:38 --> 00:34:42 focus with this with this call uh he had

00:34:42 --> 00:34:44 given me an insight so when my friend

00:34:44 --> 00:34:47 told me still I was hesitating i'm like

00:34:47 --> 00:34:49 no you know what I I don't think I'm

00:34:49 --> 00:34:51 ready yet why don't you wait let me let

00:34:51 --> 00:34:55 me prepare proper like let me maybe I

00:34:55 --> 00:34:58 need to go to some school here and do

00:34:58 --> 00:35:01 this and attain this and you know was

00:35:01 --> 00:35:03 still trying to play safe there by the

00:35:04 --> 00:35:07 time I realized he had done the the the

00:35:07 --> 00:35:09 flyer he didn't even wait for my

00:35:09 --> 00:35:11 approval because I was like "Oh oh

00:35:11 --> 00:35:14 Monaco why okay you it was a women's

00:35:14 --> 00:35:16 conference that's okay why don't you

00:35:16 --> 00:35:18 wait maybe next year you know like why

00:35:18 --> 00:35:20 don't you wait and then you can put me

00:35:20 --> 00:35:22 on next year you know so that this year

00:35:22 --> 00:35:24 I can really weigh it out and see how

00:35:24 --> 00:35:27 it's going." By the time I realized the

00:35:27 --> 00:35:29 flyers were out my picture was on now

00:35:29 --> 00:35:33 I'm forced to prepare to speak

00:35:33 --> 00:35:35 and that was the beginning and here we

00:35:35 --> 00:35:40 are and that was your initial sermon

00:35:40 --> 00:35:42 it was about women i think I preached

00:35:42 --> 00:35:44 about No I'm saying was that your first

00:35:44 --> 00:35:46 time preaching that was your That was my

00:35:46 --> 00:35:49 first time of preaching yes at a

00:35:49 --> 00:35:52 conference yes online it was online

00:35:52 --> 00:35:56 because it was COVID season so we were

00:35:56 --> 00:35:59 you know Zoom meeting and Facebook thing

00:35:59 --> 00:36:01 was you know was not the thing at the

00:36:01 --> 00:36:05 time so that's when my speaking started

00:36:06 --> 00:36:08 and I have never looked back and it was

00:36:08 --> 00:36:13 almost as if a container that had been

00:36:13 --> 00:36:17 open the more I obeyed God the more God

00:36:17 --> 00:36:19 poured into

00:36:19 --> 00:36:24 me the more

00:36:24 --> 00:36:28 I I wanted to do his will with regard to

00:36:28 --> 00:36:31 this extension of the call remember it

00:36:31 --> 00:36:34 was the music ministry that started and

00:36:34 --> 00:36:38 then you know the speaking that he added

00:36:38 --> 00:36:41 to to to it and it was almost as if it's

00:36:41 --> 00:36:44 like a flower that just got it's

00:36:45 --> 00:36:48 like open and getting bloomed i mean

00:36:48 --> 00:36:51 it's when I take the

00:36:51 --> 00:36:53 Bible the spirit of the Lord give me

00:36:53 --> 00:36:57 such insight and understanding that just

00:36:57 --> 00:37:00 blows my mind and so preparing for my

00:37:00 --> 00:37:04 messages became a lot easier because I

00:37:04 --> 00:37:07 it God by his mercies and his grace just

00:37:07 --> 00:37:10 started giving me insights to his word

00:37:10 --> 00:37:12 you know there are many people say well

00:37:12 --> 00:37:14 I take the word I read I don't you know

00:37:14 --> 00:37:18 like it became so was almost as if like

00:37:18 --> 00:37:21 right you know a light was just thrown

00:37:21 --> 00:37:24 on the word and excuse me like you read

00:37:24 --> 00:37:27 that scripture before and you never seen

00:37:27 --> 00:37:29 it that way before exactly like I am

00:37:29 --> 00:37:33 reading scriptures that I've

00:37:33 --> 00:37:36 heard right and I'm getting these deeper

00:37:36 --> 00:37:39 evening insights and and understanding

00:37:39 --> 00:37:41 and I'm loving the word i'm researching

00:37:41 --> 00:37:43 so here am I buying books and investing

00:37:44 --> 00:37:46 in books and I'm like you know and going

00:37:46 --> 00:37:48 to God and and depending on the Holy

00:37:48 --> 00:37:50 Spirit

00:37:50 --> 00:37:54 and one year after another after another

00:37:54 --> 00:37:55 the

00:37:55 --> 00:37:58 invitations have not stopped and I say

00:37:58 --> 00:38:02 to the glory of God that the Lord by his

00:38:02 --> 00:38:05 mercies has used me to be a blessing to

00:38:05 --> 00:38:07 so many women so many women specifically

00:38:08 --> 00:38:09 women you know because my heart has

00:38:09 --> 00:38:12 always been for women even as a a young

00:38:12 --> 00:38:16 child so I'm not surprised why God kind

00:38:16 --> 00:38:19 of tagged me even in that arena um again

00:38:19 --> 00:38:22 I you know the word of God speaks to

00:38:22 --> 00:38:26 everyone we all vessels but I

00:38:26 --> 00:38:30 Exactly and so that is how I got to my

00:38:30 --> 00:38:34 heart yes and I I have to say that if

00:38:34 --> 00:38:36 there's any regrets and I don't do

00:38:36 --> 00:38:40 regrets but if there's any regrets I

00:38:40 --> 00:38:44 wish I had said give him a hard yes

00:38:44 --> 00:38:48 sooner earlier and sooner yes because I

00:38:48 --> 00:38:51 I have not looked back god has been

00:38:51 --> 00:38:54 gracious to me god has been good to me

00:38:54 --> 00:38:59 and things let me say things

00:38:59 --> 00:39:03 that I used to pray and pray and pray

00:39:03 --> 00:39:06 for just happens it just started

00:39:06 --> 00:39:08 happening just like that well you think

00:39:08 --> 00:39:13 how it shows up that's right when I

00:39:13 --> 00:39:20 obeyed God and his call on my life I and

00:39:20 --> 00:39:23 accepted the call on my life it things

00:39:23 --> 00:39:26 started just working together just

00:39:26 --> 00:39:28 started working together

00:39:28 --> 00:39:31 and so this is this is how I got here

00:39:31 --> 00:39:35 you know um and I know I know because I

00:39:35 --> 00:39:38 do speak with people there are people

00:39:38 --> 00:39:39 who are still

00:39:39 --> 00:39:45 um struggling yes with the Yes

00:39:45 --> 00:39:47 for God yes people of God if you were

00:39:47 --> 00:39:50 listening to us today

00:39:50 --> 00:39:52 um yes it it didn't take

00:39:53 --> 00:39:56 me you know a day or two to get here but

00:39:56 --> 00:39:58 you don't have to go through that you

00:39:58 --> 00:40:00 don't have to go through that i can tell

00:40:00 --> 00:40:03 you that the most important thing woman

00:40:04 --> 00:40:06 of God is for us to walk in obedience

00:40:06 --> 00:40:07 and I think it's one of the things that

00:40:07 --> 00:40:09 a lot of Christians are still battling

00:40:09 --> 00:40:12 with and I battled with it you know

00:40:12 --> 00:40:14 especially when it comes to the will of

00:40:14 --> 00:40:16 God and the purpose of God for our lives

00:40:16 --> 00:40:19 you know many of us want to do it our

00:40:19 --> 00:40:22 way and I did it my way for many years i

00:40:22 --> 00:40:26 have to admit I did it my way i did it I

00:40:26 --> 00:40:28 was giving God what I thought should be

00:40:28 --> 00:40:31 okay for God so Lord but why is this not

00:40:31 --> 00:40:34 okay i didn't understand why it wasn't

00:40:34 --> 00:40:36 okay but apparently it wasn't okay

00:40:36 --> 00:40:39 because he had poured into me more and

00:40:39 --> 00:40:42 so he required more from me and there

00:40:42 --> 00:40:45 are many of us here God has poured so

00:40:45 --> 00:40:48 much into you that you are only

00:40:48 --> 00:40:50 operating

00:40:50 --> 00:40:52 around 30 40

00:40:53 --> 00:40:56 percentile you know uh of your optimal

00:40:56 --> 00:40:59 level whatever level God or whatever

00:40:59 --> 00:41:01 abilities and and gifts God has given to

00:41:01 --> 00:41:03 you it's not meant for you these gifts

00:41:04 --> 00:41:06 are not meant for you no and they are

00:41:06 --> 00:41:09 really not meant for you they are meant

00:41:09 --> 00:41:12 to be a blessing to to God's people to

00:41:12 --> 00:41:14 people out there to mankind you know and

00:41:14 --> 00:41:16 I have to

00:41:16 --> 00:41:20 say the the testimonies when I started

00:41:20 --> 00:41:23 walking in the you know in in God's will

00:41:23 --> 00:41:26 for my life the testimonies through the

00:41:26 --> 00:41:28 songs that I get oh my God I listen to

00:41:28 --> 00:41:30 this song and it was such a blessing to

00:41:30 --> 00:41:32 me i listened to that song it was such a

00:41:32 --> 00:41:34 blessing to me oh I heard you speak here

00:41:34 --> 00:41:36 and there and there and it was such a

00:41:36 --> 00:41:39 blessing to me you changed by through

00:41:39 --> 00:41:42 you you know God used you to change my

00:41:42 --> 00:41:45 standing in in this area or that area

00:41:45 --> 00:41:48 that area listen

00:41:48 --> 00:41:52 guys it doesn't matter you you your call

00:41:52 --> 00:41:55 may not necessarily be to fill stadiums

00:41:55 --> 00:41:58 and if it is great

00:41:58 --> 00:42:03 awesome but you know what perhaps you

00:42:03 --> 00:42:05 are meant for that one person i just

00:42:05 --> 00:42:08 want to scale it so down because if you

00:42:08 --> 00:42:11 are looking at the big huge picture and

00:42:11 --> 00:42:13 it's making you feel so overwhelmed that

00:42:13 --> 00:42:15 oh my god how am I going to do this Lord

00:42:15 --> 00:42:16 you've called me for nations you've

00:42:16 --> 00:42:20 called me um um um for this Monday that

00:42:20 --> 00:42:23 and that how am I going to do it well

00:42:23 --> 00:42:25 that is not the how is it shouldn't be

00:42:26 --> 00:42:30 your problem what God requires from you

00:42:30 --> 00:42:33 down is your yes is your obedience to

00:42:33 --> 00:42:36 him Okay you give him that first and I'm

00:42:36 --> 00:42:40 telling you he is going to show you step

00:42:40 --> 00:42:44 by step i love the Holy Spirit so much

00:42:44 --> 00:42:46 because he's been my greatest teacher my

00:42:46 --> 00:42:50 greatest teacher the things I have come

00:42:50 --> 00:42:53 to know the things that I've learned is

00:42:53 --> 00:42:56 literally by the spirit of God thank you

00:42:56 --> 00:42:58 you know so you don't have to feel

00:42:58 --> 00:43:00 inadequate because I did feel like that

00:43:00 --> 00:43:02 at some point because I'm like Lord but

00:43:02 --> 00:43:05 I haven't but uh but all the butts you

00:43:05 --> 00:43:07 know the I call it the Moses syndrome

00:43:07 --> 00:43:10 you know but God but I I probably can

00:43:10 --> 00:43:11 maybe I might not be able to articulate

00:43:11 --> 00:43:14 it this way or that way or the listen

00:43:14 --> 00:43:16 that is not what God is looking he He

00:43:16 --> 00:43:19 saw all of that what you feel is a

00:43:19 --> 00:43:21 weakness is a shortcoming and yet he

00:43:21 --> 00:43:23 still says "I've chosen you have called

00:43:23 --> 00:43:27 you for my purpose for a mandate for an

00:43:27 --> 00:43:29 assignment so the abilities God has

00:43:29 --> 00:43:32 given you the the gift everything he's

00:43:32 --> 00:43:34 endowed you is not for you it's not for

00:43:34 --> 00:43:37 you to sit on it i sat on mine for many

00:43:37 --> 00:43:39 years and I felt very comfortable being

00:43:39 --> 00:43:40 at the

00:43:40 --> 00:43:43 background but when it was time for God

00:43:43 --> 00:43:46 to put me at the forefront again I

00:43:46 --> 00:43:49 struggled with with that whole idea

00:43:49 --> 00:43:53 and God gave me the the the boldness the

00:43:54 --> 00:43:56 courage the confidence whatever I needed

00:43:56 --> 00:43:59 to step up to the plate to do what he's

00:43:59 --> 00:44:01 called me to do so don't worry about all

00:44:02 --> 00:44:04 the butts and but I don't have this and

00:44:04 --> 00:44:07 I don't have that it is up to the spirit

00:44:07 --> 00:44:10 of the Lord to endow you with those

00:44:10 --> 00:44:13 things i have seen people who barely can

00:44:13 --> 00:44:16 speak to a company of two or three

00:44:16 --> 00:44:19 people and now God is using them

00:44:19 --> 00:44:23 mightily mightily they you could hardly

00:44:23 --> 00:44:25 engage them in a company of three or

00:44:25 --> 00:44:28 four people i was that kind of shy girl

00:44:28 --> 00:44:32 listen guys if I can do it then you can

00:44:32 --> 00:44:37 too i was so shy that you wouldn't keep

00:44:37 --> 00:44:39 be able to keep me in the company of

00:44:39 --> 00:44:41 four or five people i may have to find

00:44:41 --> 00:44:45 somewhere and just dash out like

00:44:45 --> 00:44:49 okay I I gotta go i will see you all

00:44:49 --> 00:44:52 later because the I just

00:44:52 --> 00:44:54 didn't you know the idea of being at the

00:44:54 --> 00:44:56 forefront and speaking to people and all

00:44:56 --> 00:44:59 of this was not my forte but the thing

00:44:59 --> 00:45:01 is that if God has endowed you he's he's

00:45:01 --> 00:45:03 already as a matter of fact it's already

00:45:03 --> 00:45:06 there you know what we do as human

00:45:06 --> 00:45:09 beings is we we feel inadequate or we

00:45:09 --> 00:45:11 allow the enemy to make us feel

00:45:11 --> 00:45:13 inadequate that we don't have what it

00:45:13 --> 00:45:15 takes to do what God has called us to do

00:45:15 --> 00:45:17 so I'm just saying this all of this to

00:45:18 --> 00:45:20 say that people of God your essence your

00:45:20 --> 00:45:23 true reason why you are here is for a

00:45:23 --> 00:45:25 specific reason a

00:45:25 --> 00:45:28 purpose we are not here to pass time you

00:45:28 --> 00:45:31 know just like that okay I'm here 30 40

00:45:31 --> 00:45:35 50 60 b you're gone we are going to be

00:45:35 --> 00:45:38 accountable the Bible say to each he

00:45:38 --> 00:45:42 gave each set abilities and those

00:45:42 --> 00:45:46 abilities were not to be sat on it was

00:45:46 --> 00:45:50 to be used for God's glory so don't set

00:45:50 --> 00:45:51 on what God has called you to do it

00:45:52 --> 00:45:53 doesn't matter if God has called you to

00:45:53 --> 00:45:55 be an apostle if God has called you to

00:45:55 --> 00:45:57 be an evangelist if God has called you

00:45:57 --> 00:46:00 to be a a a pastor if God has called you

00:46:00 --> 00:46:03 to be um it doesn't matter like whatever

00:46:03 --> 00:46:06 it is you probably might be you may not

00:46:06 --> 00:46:08 be the one preaching but you you

00:46:08 --> 00:46:11 probably you're called to be a kingdom

00:46:11 --> 00:46:14 financier it it doesn't matter what you

00:46:14 --> 00:46:18 have to do is go back to God and ask him

00:46:18 --> 00:46:21 Lord what is my essence what is my true

00:46:21 --> 00:46:24 call what is my mandate here on earth

00:46:24 --> 00:46:26 that's correct why am I here my

00:46:26 --> 00:46:30 why your destiny your why go to God

00:46:30 --> 00:46:33 because people of God it was only when I

00:46:33 --> 00:46:36 allow God to adjust me transform me

00:46:36 --> 00:46:39 renew me and put me back into his

00:46:39 --> 00:46:43 blueprint into the right road map for my

00:46:43 --> 00:46:45 life that's when I start seeing God's

00:46:45 --> 00:46:48 glory on my life and a lot of believers

00:46:48 --> 00:46:52 are here and we are not experiencing God

00:46:52 --> 00:46:54 the way we need to experience him

00:46:54 --> 00:46:56 because we are not just being obedient a

00:46:56 --> 00:46:59 lot of us are operating out of the will

00:46:59 --> 00:47:01 of God and the purposes of God for our

00:47:01 --> 00:47:03 lives and I can tell you for a fact that

00:47:03 --> 00:47:06 if you are doing that you are not going

00:47:06 --> 00:47:10 to see God's glory fully on your life

00:47:10 --> 00:47:14 so the earlier you surrender the earlier

00:47:14 --> 00:47:18 you release it all to him the better and

00:47:18 --> 00:47:21 watch him watch him do mighty and great

00:47:21 --> 00:47:25 things with your life amen amen

00:47:25 --> 00:47:28 amen let me tell you I I didn't

00:47:28 --> 00:47:32 understand why my mic broke today

00:47:32 --> 00:47:35 and I said 'Lord okay because I listen I

00:47:35 --> 00:47:40 I I I uh sat I had to sit in this today

00:47:40 --> 00:47:43 because the Lord is so faithful god is

00:47:43 --> 00:47:45 so faithful that he had do something

00:47:45 --> 00:47:47 just for you you came just for me today

00:47:47 --> 00:47:51 because you gave my testimony hallelujah

00:47:51 --> 00:47:54 2015 I said yes and I gave myself yes i

00:47:54 --> 00:47:57 was like Lord okay I'll do it and it was

00:47:57 --> 00:48:00 2018 that my world began to crash woo

00:48:00 --> 00:48:02 god said "I want to see if you really

00:48:02 --> 00:48:04 trust me if you really going to stand."

00:48:04 --> 00:48:07 It was 2019 that I gave my Okay Lord he

00:48:07 --> 00:48:10 launched me into the deep and we are on

00:48:10 --> 00:48:13 similar similar timeline testimony and

00:48:13 --> 00:48:16 then he sent me to go preach and teach

00:48:16 --> 00:48:18 around the world and I had been ordained

00:48:18 --> 00:48:21 i didn't feel qualified didn't feel said

00:48:21 --> 00:48:25 go do the first works I told you to do

00:48:25 --> 00:48:27 my God i came back home i got the Lord

00:48:27 --> 00:48:29 blessed me with with with a marriage

00:48:29 --> 00:48:31 with a husband and you know he sent me

00:48:31 --> 00:48:35 back to to the region I'm in in

00:48:35 --> 00:48:39 2022 and 2022 the Lord said I want you

00:48:39 --> 00:48:42 to go back 2023 go back to your first

00:48:42 --> 00:48:47 work and my work was to raise an army of

00:48:47 --> 00:48:50 intercessors and prophetic people for

00:48:50 --> 00:48:52 the kingdom of God and as I begin to

00:48:52 --> 00:48:55 study and begin to read the Lord be to

00:48:55 --> 00:48:57 give me lesson plans

00:48:57 --> 00:48:59 And like I'm like Lord I never even seen

00:48:59 --> 00:49:01 this i never even heard this before yes

00:49:01 --> 00:49:03 i'm going to preach this before and I

00:49:03 --> 00:49:05 begin to feel again inadequate i'm about

00:49:05 --> 00:49:07 to preach a word I never heard before

00:49:07 --> 00:49:10 that's right i'm about to preach an

00:49:10 --> 00:49:12 interpretation of this word that I have

00:49:12 --> 00:49:15 never heard before a revelation that

00:49:15 --> 00:49:18 you've never heard before revelation

00:49:18 --> 00:49:20 that's right i have never heard before

00:49:20 --> 00:49:22 and then one of the things woman of God

00:49:22 --> 00:49:24 is fear of judgment i don't know if you

00:49:24 --> 00:49:26 felt like that because then I was

00:49:26 --> 00:49:28 thinking as a Lord what are people going

00:49:28 --> 00:49:31 to say because they know me as a worship

00:49:31 --> 00:49:34 leader like okay is Evelyn among the

00:49:34 --> 00:49:37 preachers too like you know

00:49:37 --> 00:49:40 like when did she begin to preach when

00:49:40 --> 00:49:42 who

00:49:42 --> 00:49:46 yeah I I felt judged not to judge but I

00:49:46 --> 00:49:50 felt once I teach this can I what if I

00:49:50 --> 00:49:53 what if I what if I hear you well what

00:49:53 --> 00:49:54 begin to feel like Lord maybe I didn't

00:49:54 --> 00:49:56 hear you maybe I ain't study this hard

00:49:56 --> 00:49:58 enough let me go back to school that's

00:49:58 --> 00:50:00 right I begin to go back to school I

00:50:00 --> 00:50:02 begin to but the Lord begin to say he

00:50:02 --> 00:50:05 said go so I in

00:50:05 --> 00:50:07 September just this year just last year

00:50:07 --> 00:50:10 I should say I said okay and I started

00:50:10 --> 00:50:13 my teaching and when I tell you it's

00:50:13 --> 00:50:17 full of pastors and leaders from all

00:50:17 --> 00:50:20 denominations and there you like I I

00:50:20 --> 00:50:21 read this I've never seen this

00:50:21 --> 00:50:24 revelation before so I I had to sit in

00:50:24 --> 00:50:28 this in this today because it was just

00:50:28 --> 00:50:32 for me to know that and I felt like Lord

00:50:32 --> 00:50:34 I should have said yes a long time ago i

00:50:34 --> 00:50:36 could have served you longer you know

00:50:36 --> 00:50:39 while I was young and I was you know

00:50:39 --> 00:50:41 ready but I was in the right time the

00:50:41 --> 00:50:42 right season in the right place because

00:50:42 --> 00:50:44 the Lord begins to draw so what I'm

00:50:44 --> 00:50:46 saying to everybody else is that God

00:50:46 --> 00:50:48 blessed me today to hear this testimony

00:50:48 --> 00:50:50 to know that I am on the right path in

00:50:50 --> 00:50:52 the right place and that I was faithful

00:50:52 --> 00:50:54 over what he told me to do and I want

00:50:54 --> 00:50:56 you to be encouraged because if you miss

00:50:56 --> 00:50:58 what the woman of God was saying is that

00:50:58 --> 00:51:01 this started off with a yes with a yes

00:51:01 --> 00:51:03 and a full surrender so you have to

00:51:04 --> 00:51:06 understand how to do a full surrender

00:51:06 --> 00:51:07 like not my will but father your will be

00:51:08 --> 00:51:09 done she had a purpose and a plan she

00:51:09 --> 00:51:10 already had what she wanted to do with

00:51:10 --> 00:51:12 her life but she said "Lord you know

00:51:12 --> 00:51:15 what i want to be in the will of God thy

00:51:15 --> 00:51:16 kingdom come thy will be done on earth

00:51:16 --> 00:51:19 as it is in heaven i give myself to you

00:51:19 --> 00:51:22 i give myself away i give myself to you

00:51:22 --> 00:51:23 whatever you want to do Father I want

00:51:24 --> 00:51:25 you to do it and I want you to and I

00:51:25 --> 00:51:28 want to be used for your glory i want to

00:51:28 --> 00:51:31 be It don't matter if I go and I think

00:51:31 --> 00:51:33 that I'm going to embarrass myself or I

00:51:33 --> 00:51:35 think I'm not adequate i'm going to go

00:51:35 --> 00:51:37 in the strength of the Lord and I'm

00:51:37 --> 00:51:39 going to go the word that you spoke over

00:51:39 --> 00:51:41 me because if you for me who can be

00:51:41 --> 00:51:44 against me if God before you who can be

00:51:44 --> 00:51:47 against you i just show up all in all

00:51:47 --> 00:51:49 authentically by myself in myself in in

00:51:49 --> 00:51:51 in the spirit of the Lord that he has

00:51:51 --> 00:51:53 given me the strength to go and once I

00:51:53 --> 00:51:55 release it I can't worry about how y'all

00:51:55 --> 00:51:57 received it i did what I did I supposed

00:51:57 --> 00:52:01 to do i did my I did my assignment i am

00:52:01 --> 00:52:04 a soldier in the army of the Lord and I

00:52:04 --> 00:52:07 show up draped in my armor come on

00:52:07 --> 00:52:09 holding my shield of faith going in the

00:52:10 --> 00:52:11 word of God and she begin to talk i want

00:52:11 --> 00:52:13 y'all to also catch this she begin to

00:52:13 --> 00:52:16 speak about how she was strengthened not

00:52:16 --> 00:52:19 in prayer she was strengthened in the

00:52:19 --> 00:52:22 word of God yes i want you to know that

00:52:22 --> 00:52:25 the word of God cuts deep like a

00:52:25 --> 00:52:27 two-headed sword that's what the Bible

00:52:27 --> 00:52:30 tells us and it begins to pull up the

00:52:30 --> 00:52:33 foul ground it was a crushing that she

00:52:33 --> 00:52:36 had to go through that process when she

00:52:36 --> 00:52:38 would get a hunger and thirst after

00:52:38 --> 00:52:39 righteous how can a man come unless he's

00:52:40 --> 00:52:42 been drawn god be to draw her in said

00:52:42 --> 00:52:45 God was drawing her in she couldn't even

00:52:45 --> 00:52:47 I'm at work i got to go home and I want

00:52:47 --> 00:52:50 to go into the secret place we think

00:52:50 --> 00:52:52 about secret place we always think about

00:52:52 --> 00:52:54 I got to go into prayer but the secret

00:52:54 --> 00:52:56 place wherever the Lord dwells and as

00:52:56 --> 00:52:58 you hold his

00:52:58 --> 00:53:00 truth as you are holding the truth of

00:53:00 --> 00:53:03 the Lord and you are eating the scrolls

00:53:03 --> 00:53:06 of the Lord oh taste and see that the

00:53:06 --> 00:53:08 Lord is good and that his mercy that it

00:53:08 --> 00:53:11 endures forever i want y'all to be

00:53:11 --> 00:53:14 encouraged and inspired to today that

00:53:14 --> 00:53:16 all things are working together for the

00:53:16 --> 00:53:18 good of those that love the Lord and

00:53:18 --> 00:53:20 that have been called according to his

00:53:20 --> 00:53:22 purpose don't y'all look back don't be

00:53:22 --> 00:53:24 afraid cuz as my sister just say here

00:53:24 --> 00:53:26 she said she was afraid she went to

00:53:26 --> 00:53:27 church all her life she was comfortable

00:53:27 --> 00:53:29 in her little seat she knew she could

00:53:29 --> 00:53:31 sing she said "I just sing this is what

00:53:31 --> 00:53:33 I feel comfortable doing." And as you

00:53:33 --> 00:53:34 begin to talk about your testimony i got

00:53:34 --> 00:53:36 excited you tell I'm excited right

00:53:36 --> 00:53:39 now so much i got so much you begin to

00:53:39 --> 00:53:42 talk about testimony i remember my

00:53:42 --> 00:53:45 pastor saying "You gonna pray today it

00:53:45 --> 00:53:46 was okay to pray in front of my little

00:53:46 --> 00:53:49 church." Yeah but you want me to go over

00:53:49 --> 00:53:51 here and do this

00:53:52 --> 00:53:55 i was being trained as the house in I

00:53:55 --> 00:53:57 was being trained up and God will train

00:53:57 --> 00:53:59 you he will lift you and he will

00:53:59 --> 00:54:01 establish you i thank you so much for

00:54:01 --> 00:54:04 coming on and sharing your testimony i'm

00:54:04 --> 00:54:07 fired up i'm ready to run on see

00:54:07 --> 00:54:11 how Yes yes obedience is everything

00:54:11 --> 00:54:13 people of God it's such a blessing and

00:54:13 --> 00:54:15 woman of God thank you for this podcast

00:54:15 --> 00:54:18 because for the many many people been on

00:54:18 --> 00:54:21 there I've listened to some of them and

00:54:21 --> 00:54:22 each and

00:54:22 --> 00:54:25 everyone shares a story

00:54:25 --> 00:54:28 that just

00:54:28 --> 00:54:30 unless you don't really want to do this

00:54:30 --> 00:54:34 for God but it it is all to quicken our

00:54:34 --> 00:54:37 spirits to to draw closer to God people

00:54:37 --> 00:54:40 of God and I know listen guys maybe you

00:54:40 --> 00:54:42 can you you might find yourself doing

00:54:42 --> 00:54:44 what I did maybe you're doing something

00:54:44 --> 00:54:47 else in the body of Christ or in church

00:54:47 --> 00:54:49 but maybe God is calling you into the

00:54:49 --> 00:54:52 deeper end of Yeah something else you

00:54:52 --> 00:54:54 know it could be an additional mandate

00:54:54 --> 00:54:57 God is giving you so be very careful

00:54:57 --> 00:55:00 with that because in my case again I had

00:55:00 --> 00:55:02 settled in just the worship ministry

00:55:02 --> 00:55:04 thinking that's what I was literally

00:55:04 --> 00:55:07 called for okay eventually I've I've you

00:55:07 --> 00:55:09 know obeyed the Lord and I'm doing it

00:55:09 --> 00:55:14 but God was asking me to do more

00:55:14 --> 00:55:18 more and so I want to speak also to the

00:55:18 --> 00:55:22 people who who are already in the foe

00:55:22 --> 00:55:23 they already in the kingdom they're

00:55:23 --> 00:55:26 doing you know great things for God

00:55:26 --> 00:55:31 perhaps God wants you to do more for him

00:55:31 --> 00:55:35 more he wants to add more assignment and

00:55:35 --> 00:55:38 Monday that you know would require you

00:55:38 --> 00:55:42 to do more so don't be too comfortable

00:55:42 --> 00:55:45 in your in your you know comfort zone we

00:55:45 --> 00:55:47 all operate in that kind of area and I

00:55:47 --> 00:55:50 did I know it very well comfort zone was

00:55:50 --> 00:55:53 a place I a space I operated from for

00:55:54 --> 00:55:56 many years and there are a lot of us

00:55:56 --> 00:55:59 that are also operating from that space

00:55:59 --> 00:56:01 and and I can guarantee you in this end

00:56:01 --> 00:56:04 time God is calling so many of us to

00:56:04 --> 00:56:07 step up to the plate especially women

00:56:07 --> 00:56:09 you know God has poured his spirit on

00:56:09 --> 00:56:12 women and God is going to be using women

00:56:12 --> 00:56:14 mightily in the next five t years

00:56:14 --> 00:56:17 there's going to be amazing movement you

00:56:17 --> 00:56:20 know uh that God is going use women to

00:56:20 --> 00:56:22 to achieve and so you don't want to

00:56:22 --> 00:56:25 count yourself out you know go to God

00:56:25 --> 00:56:27 ask him if he's not been targeting your

00:56:28 --> 00:56:30 heart to want to do anything ask him

00:56:30 --> 00:56:31 perhaps there's something more he's

00:56:31 --> 00:56:34 calling you to do for the kingdom of God

00:56:34 --> 00:56:37 for his glory you know so it's my prayer

00:56:37 --> 00:56:40 that as you uh listen to this testimony

00:56:40 --> 00:56:43 that your hope will be renewed you know

00:56:43 --> 00:56:45 your spirit will be quickened and and

00:56:45 --> 00:56:47 that your joy will also be restored

00:56:48 --> 00:56:49 because woman of God a lot of people

00:56:49 --> 00:56:51 have just lost their joy and the Bible

00:56:51 --> 00:56:53 says that the joy of the Lord is our

00:56:53 --> 00:56:56 strength so it is that which quickens us

00:56:56 --> 00:56:58 is that which gives us the strength in

00:56:58 --> 00:57:01 the Lord and many many people my God

00:57:01 --> 00:57:03 hallelujah somebody's listening to me

00:57:03 --> 00:57:06 here his joy his joy he's almost like

00:57:06 --> 00:57:09 drained drained may you receive the joy

00:57:09 --> 00:57:11 of the Lord in the mighty name of Jesus

00:57:11 --> 00:57:14 oh I feel the presence of God joy may

00:57:14 --> 00:57:16 your joy be restored hallelujah glory

00:57:16 --> 00:57:19 woo i feel the presence of God joy joy

00:57:19 --> 00:57:21 joy the spirit of the Lord wants me to

00:57:21 --> 00:57:23 minister to somebody your joy you've

00:57:23 --> 00:57:27 lost your joy may you receive your joy

00:57:27 --> 00:57:30 the joy of the Lord joy joy be restored

00:57:30 --> 00:57:32 back unto you in the mighty name of

00:57:32 --> 00:57:35 Jesus and I pray that burdens will be

00:57:35 --> 00:57:38 lifted of you yolkes will be broken and

00:57:38 --> 00:57:40 that the visitation of the Lord will be

00:57:40 --> 00:57:43 so abundantly cleared in your life in

00:57:43 --> 00:57:46 Jesus mighty name god bless you amen

00:57:46 --> 00:57:48 amen you can go ahead and pray us on out

00:57:48 --> 00:57:51 oh my God hallelujah father we thank you

00:57:51 --> 00:57:53 we bless you this has been an amazing

00:57:53 --> 00:57:56 time holy Spirit we thank you for your

00:57:56 --> 00:57:59 visitation like you do always we are

00:57:59 --> 00:58:01 grateful we thank you for your presence

00:58:01 --> 00:58:04 we know you saturated this atmosphere

00:58:04 --> 00:58:07 father we are praying connecting our

00:58:07 --> 00:58:09 faith together that Lord anyone who

00:58:09 --> 00:58:12 comes in contact with this and this

00:58:12 --> 00:58:14 podcast that you have placed in the

00:58:14 --> 00:58:16 hands of your woman servant will be a

00:58:16 --> 00:58:18 blessing will continue to be a blessing

00:58:18 --> 00:58:22 to your people father let it draw men

00:58:22 --> 00:58:25 and women into your kingdom to get

00:58:25 --> 00:58:28 closer to you lord by your spirit open

00:58:28 --> 00:58:30 the hearts and the minds of your people

00:58:30 --> 00:58:33 oh God let them hear clearly from you

00:58:34 --> 00:58:37 clearly clearly no ambiguity clearly

00:58:37 --> 00:58:39 that Lord they will answer and give

00:58:39 --> 00:58:42 their ultimate and their hard yes to you

00:58:42 --> 00:58:45 for your glory in Jesus mighty name if

00:58:45 --> 00:58:48 there's anyone oh God who is burdened oh

00:58:48 --> 00:58:51 God and is struggling with the call your

00:58:51 --> 00:58:54 call and the mandate upon them Father oh

00:58:54 --> 00:58:57 God let that yoke oh God be eased Father

00:58:57 --> 00:59:01 give them a relief oh God release them

00:59:01 --> 00:59:03 release them release them into your will

00:59:04 --> 00:59:06 and your purpose oh God in the mighty

00:59:06 --> 00:59:08 name of Jesus and those who are

00:59:08 --> 00:59:10 believing God for anything Lord it

00:59:10 --> 00:59:12 doesn't matter it could be a job it

00:59:12 --> 00:59:14 could be a baby marriage lord we are

00:59:14 --> 00:59:15 praying that you'll meet them at the

00:59:15 --> 00:59:17 point of their need in the mighty name

00:59:17 --> 00:59:19 of Jesus we pray blessings upon the

00:59:19 --> 00:59:23 birthing room Lord podcast we pray that

00:59:23 --> 00:59:26 let this podcast oh God flourish let it

00:59:26 --> 00:59:29 flourish and let it be a a blessing a

00:59:29 --> 00:59:32 blessing to all Jesus who encounter it

00:59:32 --> 00:59:35 in the name of Jesus and Lord even let

00:59:35 --> 00:59:37 the word spread father let it spread

00:59:37 --> 00:59:40 across nations that people will be

00:59:40 --> 00:59:42 blessed by this podcast and your woman

00:59:42 --> 00:59:45 servant in Jesus mighty name we pray

00:59:45 --> 00:59:50 amen amen amen amen thank you so much so

00:59:50 --> 00:59:52 much i believe they call you Dr lynn

00:59:52 --> 00:59:58 thank you so much oh my god mercy

00:59:58 --> 01:00:00 i appreciate you hopefully you'll come

01:00:00 --> 01:00:02 back and I'mma talk to you uh I'm I'm

01:00:02 --> 01:00:04 going be I'm going be your new friend

01:00:04 --> 01:00:06 now i didn't make me a new friend and as

01:00:06 --> 01:00:08 I always say to you all that are

01:00:08 --> 01:00:09 watching little prayer a little power a

01:00:09 --> 01:00:11 lot of prayer a lot of power stay in

01:00:11 --> 01:00:14 your study time stay in your word and I

01:00:14 --> 01:00:16 will see you all next time at the on the

01:00:16 --> 01:00:18 birthing room do not forget to share

01:00:18 --> 01:00:20 this broadcast because somebody's going

01:00:20 --> 01:00:23 to be blessed so for all of you that are

01:00:23 --> 01:00:25 going to birth into your new beginning

01:00:26 --> 01:00:27 in this season I'm going to go ahead and

01:00:27 --> 01:00:31 leave y'all in the water